I Am Beautiful

I Am Beautiful
The Future of Roy



kriyinggg..., kriyinggg....,


"Halloo..."


"Beautiful, where are you? we're late for band practice.."


"I'm in the white sand Roy.."


"Why your voice?? don't go anywhere, you're in front of the rainbow garden right?"


"Dad Roy.."


After waiting for twenty minutes Roy finally came, in a hurry - gesa Roy ran over to Indah, without saying - said Roy immediately gave a pack of tissue to the beautiful, beautiful,


"Why are you crying here? wouldn't you rather practice with us and cry for living the song you sang Ndah?" seductive Roy to entertain Beautiful, hear the words of Roy, Lovely laugh


"Yeah..., I'll live more of our songs hahahahaa!!" reply Beautifully while laughing,


"Have no more crying, let's practice now, and after that I'll have a small thanksgiving event" Roy continued,


"What's Roy doing?" tanya Beautiful, you know,


"I graduated from the Ndah police force, going to nine months of education" Roy replied with a smile, "After I became a policeman, I'll come to your house, who knows if we are a match and your mama will accept me as her daughter-in-law" continued Roy,


Lovely just smiled wryly at Roy, "Don't expect me Roy, I don't deserve you and your mother, I can't turn away from Mathew whatever the ugliness of Mathew, I'll stay with Mathew," Answer Beautifully,


"Even if you'll be betrayed repeatedly???? are you going to stay with Mathew?" roy asked as he scrunched his forehead, as if astonished by the change of attitude Beautiful,


"Dad, maybe.." lirih Indah,


"Beautiful we are not this stupid and weak woman" Roy said,


"Maybe now I have become very weak Roy.., I am very tired of my mother's attitude.., and I am tired of my papa's indecision, I do not have the backing of Roy's life.., if not Mathew then who else?" Beautiful sobbing crying for her fate,


"Ndah.., there I am.., I will take good care of you" continued Roy,


"No Roy.., it would never have been possible, if perhaps I would not have been willing either.., I was very happy with the news of your graduation, but I will definitely be very lonely and lose the figure of an older brother" said Beautiful while forcing herself to be able to smile, "And I've promised God, if I will be loyal to Brother Mathew" closed Indah..


"Alright.., whatever makes you happy Beautiful." eventually Roy gave up with the decision Beautiful, the,


"Tell me what really happened to make you cry like this?" Roy asked while looking into both of his beautiful eyes,


"Are we not supposed to practice?" Lovely wants to switch the conversation, though,


"Let's just, I asked them for permission when we came to pick you up, and we had an hour to chat, and we were together to go to my Thanksgiving" Roy explained,


Beautiful also tells the events that happened at home, how mama behaved, and how mama quickly changed drastically hanha because of money, as if the beautiful feeling became a piggy bank for mama, and, and as if beautifully utilized for the sake of the material Mama Indah, hear the story Beautiful, Roy is very concerned about the condition Beautiful, and does not dare to give any judgment or opinion, any opinion, roy just took a deep breath and flanged his head, as if Roy was very surprised by the attitude of Mama Indah, who was very,


"Nda...I can't give you any recitation Ndah.., I can only advise you, you must dare to take a stand and determine the path of your life starting now, and I also hope you are patient in dealing with all the trials of your life, and I hope you are patient in dealing with all the trials of your life, only you must be wise, do not dissolve in the murky water, you must try to find a source of water that is jaded for the survival of your life" Hearing Roy's advice, Beautiful powerless to hold back his cries, and,


"Well, let's go to the restaurant, the children seem to have been waiting for us there" asked Roy, and Indah also agreed, during the trip Indah tried to accept what happened to his life, although sick but Beautiful believe that Indah is still very lucky compared to some people who may be more unlucky, he said,


When they got home and right, all the band kids were waiting for Roy and Beautiful, and they gave each other greetings, after they enjoyed a simple dinner together, Demas rhythm guitar player gives a little prayer to Roy,


"Roy, congratulations on your pure graduation and hopefully all the education process goes smoothly so that later you can become a devotee of the country and become a child who always protects your mother" said Demas,


"Thanks, bro.." Roy was moved to hear Demas' prayer, "Beautiful..., do you not want to give me a good prayer?" roy asked, and Beautiful smiled at Roy, then stood up and began her prayer for Roy,


"Hopefully everything is smooth, Roy, and Roy in person you will always be beautiful to remember until anytime, you are not just a friend, and not just someone I consider as a brother, you will always remember, but you more than brother and close friend, maybe in this time we are not a match, but if reincarnation exists, then I really hope to be reincarnated as your companion, I hope you are my protector, and now fate brings you to be a candidate for protector and protector of society, so be in accordance with the expectations of the state and the expectations of the people who need protection from you, and my last prayer and my hope, pleaseee..., after you use the brown uniform.., stop being a playboy and be a loyal man and appreciate your women" said Indah then hugged Roy, because it was moved Beautiful again shed tears, and, while Roy felt tightness in his chest


"I was claustrophobic in hearing all your prayers Beautiful." whispered Roy, Beautiful only smiled, and that night they joked to the satisfaction of all the sabahatnya, until almost midnight, he said, Roy said goodbye to other friends to deliver Indah, and promised to re-group again, Indah also followed Roy's invitation who wanted to immediately drive him home,


Arriving at the courtyard of the house, Roy clasped Indah's hand firmly and looked Beautifully meaningfully, "Right?? when there is reincarnation, do you wish to be my companion?" ask Roy gently, please,


"One hundred percent, yes.., unfortunately in today's life we are only friends" said Indah accompanied by a smile, with a smile,


"Remember Ndah.., you must be strong to face everything well.., never give up even for a second, even intend not.." Roy's speech is very interesting for Beautiful, and,


"I'll try Roy.." lirih Indah,


"No!! promise me.." said Roy,


"All right I promise" replied Indah with a strange smile,


Then they said goodbye to each other, and Beautiful went into his room, with a sense of uncertainty, now no longer his close friend who really will be present whenever in need, he said, but beautifully smiling happily, in his heart he was very grateful because Roy finally had a bright future that was waiting for him, even Roy will raise the degree of his mother who is just a vegetable seller at the market and a widow, but his mother Roy is an extraordinary woman, always prioritizing children and sacrifice a lot for Roy, and now all that hard work is paying off.


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*Roy.., is the real name of my best friend, I deliberately did not replace it, because Roy is my most special friend that I will never forget until anytime, I will not forget, although now we have about sixteen years (16 years) broken communication, but deep down in my heart, I believe that he remembers me as much as I do who remembers how Roy was so kind and always the big brother in my life that I never got before I met Roy and after my last meeting with Roy, only Roy has ever stopped in my life to be a friend, brother, even a man who loves me without expecting to have me, if this novel is read by you Roy..., I wish you a happy life with your wife and children and I hope to introduce you to my husband and children, may God always give you a good life and your family, as now God has also given his kindness to me, this message and prayer is special to you Roy...


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