First Love Without Rest
Minimarkets
After being silent for quite a while Amri finally let go of his hand and retreated slowly away from before me. Sit in the lounge chair in front of that wide door. "I'm sorry" I said as I approached her. "I'm the one who's sorry for pushing this feeling too much" he replied after a long sigh. Down and cover her face with both hands. "it looks like I should go home" I said. "why?" ask her again with a shocked face while looking at me deeply. "It's because of my declaration of love, I just want to state it" continued Amri.
The bell of their house rang, Amri's father shouted from the room "Open the door for Dad to order food".
Amri moved from his chair to the front door and a few moments later he returned with a plastic package of food ordered by his father.
He looked at me who was still standing looking at his steps. "You'd better come with us to dinner first here, after that I just drove home" said Amri and I nodded slowly because I also felt bad about his father who had done all this. His father must have ordered this much food because he knew I was in his house.
"I'm sorry Dad had finished bathing" said Amri's father, "hahaha, Dad if you take a shower where you can for a while" ledek Amri who then laughed amusedly with his father. I laughed at the relationship between my father and son.
On the sidelines of dinner the three of us quite a lot of chatting even up personal things such as the reason his mother Amri left them. I saw a sad face on his father's face, different from Amri who even looks upset. "Yah is enough, it's not hard to discuss anymore" said Amri finish his father's story. "I'm sorry I love it ... " It's not over, the father said, Again Amri cut off his talk "just continue eating you, after this I will take you home" said Amri who was increasingly visibly upset as if holding a very deep grudge to his mother.
On the way back to my house we made no sound at all. Except when I arrived there was a relentless cough like choking to tears. Amri panicked and left his bike to the side of the road "I don't bring any more water" he said, stroking my shoulder. Instantly the annoyed face I saw in his house turned into panic. "I'm a gapapa" I said after taking a deep breath and slowly throwing it away.
Looking at my tear-filled face she immediately deftly wiped it away until the tears on my face completely disappeared. "We walk again, later in front if there is a stall we buy a drink first yes" said Amri. "Ok" I replied briefly. But before returning to the motorbike I stopped and quietly looked across the street. "what's wrong ?" amri asked confusedly. I pointed across the street and then we looked in the eye and laughed together because I saw there was a minimarket there. "i was too panicked to be unconscious" said Amri.
I covered the front of the bike and wanted to cross to the minimarket. "Eh what's up ? ride the bike here" he said, pulling my hand and making me almost back. "sorry" he said. "Let's ride" Amri patted the motorcycle seat behind him.
"Nyebrang aja gin, later far away here the mace round close" I said pointing towards our back road.
We were on a big two-lane road back then, so it was more effective if we crossed on foot. "Alright, I'm sure" said Amri while getting off his bike which is still in his standard from earlier.
In the minimarket I was a little confused because I saw rows of snacks on the shelves of minimarket shelves. Until the cashier still I saw Amri who had heard the grin silently silent "why ?" my question was glaring at him. "gapapa" he replied briefly as he pinched my chubby cheeks that already looked like a patao. He must have said I was fat.
"Jajan mu Fei" said Amri while trying to hold my hand but I let go and said "just go to someone else" I said in an annoyed tone. At every step I still heard a row of people queuing behind me earlier alternately commenting.
"like that same independent girl"
"duh baper is so sweet"
"bucin tuh, hahaha"
"assian the guy" blah blah blah
Sampai outside the minimarket I stand nailed to the side of the road while watching the vehicle is passing by with its speed. Suddenly I was surprised by Amri "Not yet to cross?" ask her while poking my waist. I sighed without answering, I saw a plastic package labeled with the name minimarket in his hand, and the other hand arrived holding my hand "quiet my hand there are two ko" he said that smiling saw me looking at his hand from earlier.
We crossed together tightly together but somehow it felt like my heart was beating faster as he clasped my hand.
"Ttiiiiiiiiiinnnn ..." Suddenly the sound of a long horn surprised me, making me return the grip of Amri's hand very strongly and get closer to him in the middle of the road. Amri slowly released his grasp and grabbed me until it stuck near him.
The horn was not aimed at us at the time but still left me shocked and a little shaky. On the motorbike Amri pulled my hand towards his waist and I obey his pull.I hugged tightly and I put my head on his back, really my heart was pounding incoherently and maybe he could hear my heartbeat.
"Fei, Feiza .." said Amri patting the back of my hand that was still wrapped around his waist. It feels too comfortable until it is not felt to be in front of the house. "Sorry" I said briefly and went straight down the bike. "Thank you, I go in first, you heart on the way" I said slightly limp. Amri pulled back and grabbed my hand and said "the problem in my house was nothing to think about, I just asked not to stay away from me" he said before launching his bike.
