First Love Without Rest

Slurried

Ospek I've been on for three days at a college I chose myself. During these three days I made some new friends. Mira, Linda, Susan were the closest I was during Ospek. We also have a class in the class.

On the first day of Ospek I looked very confused. It's awkward for me to communicate with new people. At the end of this, there are so many problems that even make me less often meet Amri. if I meet, even if I meet, mostly in my badmood moment so I could vent my frustration to him until it ended in a small quarrel between us. naturally, he had been patient enough all this time.I even spoil my childish attitude. "even when I set aside time just to meet you, you continue to be angry for no reason" Amri said vexedly.

Mira and Linda are friends since High School, they are one school with Amri. While Susan was older than us two years because she did not immediately continue college after graduating from school but worked first. "Yes if I don't work where I can go to college" said Susan who turns out to be from a poor family and has many brothers.

Mira and Linda are not from a wealthy family.Mira's parents are PNS, while Linda's parents have a pretty famous pasture restaurant in our city. "I'm not a padang person, it's just that my mother really likes to eat rice paddocks, when you like to bring your mother to eat at the stall padang. Eh pas already married even open their own field stall" said Linda who told me with great enthusiasm on the sidelines of our break.

Apparently I have not really been free from the culprits, whether this is coincidence or indeed intentional that Soraya and Ulfa are one campus with me even though we are different majors.

On the first day of college, I met and almost hit him in the hallway. "Duh has no eyes" he snapped which made all eyes look at me. "I'm sorry" I said without seeing whose face I hit. "Feiza .." Suddenly the call made me turn my head still bowed to pick up some books that had fallen and clean them. "Noray ... Elsa ..."

"Oh there is a snatch for the future husband of people here" was not satisfied to humiliate me, again with the challenge Soraya said like that.

Someone pulled me from behind and made me follow in his footsteps. She's Susan, my new friend. "Is there a problem with them ? like they don't like you very much" Susan was also curious about what she had just seen. "Father, it's nothing" I answered by pulling the tip of my lips into a smile to make Susan believe my answer.

"Heyyy ..." Mira and Linda had arrived first in the class and they greeted me as soon as they saw me on the doorstep of the class. "you guys came together ?" mira asked, making me shake my head slowly, "meet in front of you" Susan said, clarifying the answer to the question posed to us.

It feels lazy to go out of class, because every time I go out of class must be almost every time I meet Soraya and Ulfa who even they deliberately come to my class just to judge me to swear rudely.

"Why do they always want to be rude to you ? susan asked who felt something was wrong with me.

"Tell me so we can help with your Fei problem" Linda said and was nodding by Mira. It made me sigh deeply as if it was hard to recall every painful moment.

"i think it's time for me to tell ya, sorry I haven't been able to say it" I replied with a little bad feeling to my new friend who was really expecting the real story.

Day after day passed, Soraya and Ulfa were always looking for trouble with me. Maybe they just kept luring me away until I lost my temper. I didn't even tell anyone about this incident, including Amri and my family.

Now I'm pretty famous in college, as a woman who's ruining people's relationships. Some of them believed it, and not infrequently blatantly scorned in front of me directly.

"i didn't know Feiza was like that"

"it's good looking good"

"so her innocent face was a cover"

not just the scorn I get, some students in the campus that I don't even know, they try to harass me.

"how much is it ?"

"hey's a paid woman"

"this is the same deck brother, the thick wallet"

all the words they spoke made me feel like I was losing my own self-esteem.

"Fei ... Are you confused ?" linda, Mira and Susan asked alternately.they were quite worried and advised me to complain to the authorities in our campus.

"already, they are like that.how can others help me if my parents just can't" I unconsciously expressed feelings and sobs in the classroom which was quiet at that time because the lecture was finished.

my three friends were silent for a moment maybe they thought about my sentence and looked for other ways to help me out of this matter.

susan said, "Your boyfriend ?"

made the three of us look at her questioningly. "why is it with her boyfriend Feiza?" ask Mira who also does not understand Susan.

"tell all to your girlfriend, after all she's always been on your side, she must have had a way out" Susan was impressed to force with full confidence.

"bener Fei Susan said" Linda chimed in.

"You have to meet your girlfriend as soon as possible, and your best friend" said Mira, who added Milla as a person who can help me.

I'm not sure because we even went to college in different colleges and cities, even though it only took him 3-4 hours to get back to this city by public bus.

"Is this weekend she's coming home ?" Ask Mira.

"Huh ... who's ?" I was daydreaming from earlier.

"campus security" Linda's reply made us laugh for a moment.

"Your boyfriend and best friend" Mira replied.

"i haven't asked them yet" I replied with great excitement.

Indeed, with them at least treat my worries because there are still people who want to be friends with me. Especially since Milla decided to study abroad, all this time she always accompanied the school of my choice, very selfish if I had to force her to enter the campus and faculty of my choice. While Amri, Reyhan and David choose the same campus outside the city even though they take different majors.

They become increasingly familiar. Although Reyhan said, Amri still persisted with his cold attitude even though many of his fans were on campus. At least the information from my best friend and eyes made me feel calmer because I was not afraid Amri would turn away from me.

Which makes me feel confused and curious until now why Soraya chose the same campus as me when in terms of economics he was able to enter the same campus with Amri outside the city. Never mind, I still often think of unimportant things about him. Good anyway if not one campus with Amri means they are very distant.