First Love Without Rest
Why ?
When I was awake, I tried to look around me. Apparently I was already in the hospital room complete with infusion in my hand. "Mommy" called me when she saw Mami sitting next to me with her eyes closed. "Feiza" I heard them calling me in turns. There is a Malik ka and Marwah ka also in the room. I glanced at Papi who was beside Mami then threw my gaze in the other direction.
"Liat Papi Fei" Papi said to me. I know what Papi will discuss, surely because Amri who turned out to be camping with me. "already Pi later" said Mami dismissed Papi's speech. Not much to say because still feeling dizzy makes me want to sleep again. The doctor who came to try to wake me up and ask me a few questions and then took my parents out of the room.
"Ka Soni, Ka .." I whispered slowly as I occasionally glanced towards the exit. Ka Soni came up to me, as if she knew what question I wanted to ask her, "Amri was with you, but Papi kicked her out" she said as she approached me. I was annoyed at first wanting to occupy myself but then my two brothers nimbly helped me sit down.
"Feiza was surprised Papi did not like Amri, but he was good, sister saw how Amri herself" said I turned to look at Ka Soni and she nodded.
Ka Malik sighed then asked "you why the hell Fei can be like this" he asked as if to shift my mind about Papi and Amri. "do not know brother, arrived" I replied slowly. Because I don't have a history of any disease all this time.
After five days in the hospital I was finally able to go home. During my life, I passed out and went to the hospital until all hospitalizations. Ka Malik, who only visited me on the first day, realized that he was back to visit me at home. "how is Fei better ?" tanya ka Marwah surprised me who sat daydreaming leaning over my bed. I replied with a nod and a smile.
She accompanied me, not forgetting that she was questioning the progress of my relationship with Amri. Apparently I forgot to tell her that Amri and I are officially dating. "but Papi doesn't like Amri" I complained bitterly. Then the ka Marwah gently rubbed my front hair back. "later to also melt, be patient" he asked.
"Feiza is patient, but Feiza is afraid that Amri can't stand Papi's treatment of being too frontal to hate Amri" I said, holding back tears that were about to fall, and finally I whined along with ka Malik who came into my room.
Ka Malik panicked and was shocked to see me sobbing in his wife's arms, "why Fei ? sick ? what's that sick?" his question is full of worry.
"Ssttt .." ka Marwah hinted at her husband to be quiet and not ask much questions first. While jerus rubbed my back as long as I satisfied my cries.
"Have Fei not cried" said ka Malik. "why him ?" Ka Malik asked his wife, in great detail ka Marwah told her husband about his sister's feelings. "The fire" was just that sound spoken by ka Malik. Then he rubbed my head a few times until Ka Malik finally went out of my room.
The next morning I fully saw my family gathering in the dining room. "sit here Fei" said ka Marwah patting the chair next to her which I then sat. What a quiet morning, there was no sound except the friction of a spoon of garfu with our dinner plate.
After breakfast we broke up to do each other's activities.
Dad sat in the middle room reading his morning newspaper and was seen occasionally chatting with his eldest son money busy with his HP. Ka Marwah helps Mami clean and tidy up the contents of the dining table, while Ka Soni returns to her room.
I who wanted to help Mami and Ka Marwah arrived called Papi and asked to sit next to him. soon Papi folded his newspaper. I occasionally look at Malik's brother who turned out to steal a glance at me and occasionally to Papi. Seeing my brother I knew what Papi was going to say.
Sure enough what was on my mind, apparently since I realized from fainting, Papi had wanted to tell me but was always restrained by Mami. "What's up
It was very clear that Papi repeatedly sighed long and then went back to being silent for a moment until he finally opened his voice. "But you said how many times but you still don't want to hear what Papi said" he said still in a low tone. "What's the talk, man ?" many ensure.
Again my Papa sighed deeply and went back to advising me.
"Son, Papi please. You're still a schoolgirlfriend dating. Papi doesn't want your lesson to be interrupted" Papi said very gently. "Well, have you been disturbed by me before ? snapping Mami towards Papi makes Papi not flinch looking at Mami who looks very upset.
The truth is that Papi's reason for keeping me away makes no sense because according to the story they told me that they had been dating since Junior High.
"'just tell me why you don't like Amri all of you so they can understand you more easily" urged Mami who looks very upset with her husband's attitude.
It seems like they're keeping something from me but I'm too afraid to ask. Ever since I fainted, I haven't even seen Amri or just heard from him. Milla hasn't seen me either, which is clear she knows I'm sick.
Immediately I got up from my seat and stood firmly staring at them in turn. "Feiza doesn't understand and doesn't understand why Papi is so against Amri, Feiza also realizes you are hiding something" I said slightly limped. "Feiza tau Papi and Mami still like to fight even though not in front of Feiza" continued I who began to shed tears until flooded my cheeks that were still stye. Mami walked up to me but I refused her, so close to Malik and his wife "Gausah nearin Feiza" I said, running into my room a little.
Not so long I cried in the room, My HP rang but I do not know put my HP where, I look and I put both my hearing to find where the ring came from.
Hp I have not found arrived Papi surprised me by opening the door to my room. Papi sat on the edge of the bed and asked me to sit next to him. So long silent as to prepare energy to talk about something until finally Papi gave himself to let out his voice.
"Bapi never forbid you close to anyone, all this time Papi only knows you are close to Milla. Papi is just afraid that you are being played by Nak, because you only know this guy and not long ago" Papi said very gently.
"Feiza did know Amri Pi, but until now there was not a single bad thing about him that made Feiza regret to date him" I replied rather afraid to Papi.
"Look at my son, he doesn't even look at you" Papi said.
"Don't Papi throw him out in the hospital ? how could he come to this house ?" I said ketus.
"courtesy boy" said Papi who I immediately assented.
"The fire only wants what's best for you" he explained, who then turned to leave me in the room.
