First Love Without Rest

First Love Without Rest
Drama



Amri forced me to go home with him, because I wanted to go home alone but he continued to persuade me because after I thought it was right too Amri said that he was not the one who was completely wrong in this matter.


I kept quiet along the way. Thinking about how our relationship was going forward, even now I don't know if we can still relate after everything that's happened all along.


"Fei ... please .. don't stay away, don't go, I love you and I'll find a way to get this done" Amri said his promise after we got to the parking lot. I just sculpt even without looking at it because it feels unable to lose Amri who has always been there and became the most understanding of my wishes. He loved me so deeply and I foolishly didn't believe him.


I left her in my room without saying a word. "Fei .." I heard Amri calling me several times as I left him.


In my room I just sat on my bed crying all night. Without me knowing I woke up with puffy eyes and clothes that I hadn't even changed all night because I was busy crying and thinking about the problems that kept coming at me.


"Fei ... Feiza ..." There was a male voice calling out to me from outside the room.


"Can't it be a man to a woman's boarding house ?" I thought as I walked towards the door.


"wrong-wrong ? not that I can't .." I haven't been able to solve my question, Amri immediately cut it.


"Ssttt .." he stopped my speech by putting his index finger on my lips until it was tightly closed. And then he stepped forward to approach me until I had to step back. I don't know what dirty thoughts were on my mind at the time, but I kept following them.


He quickly closed the door to my room and stepped into my bed to sit there. Staring at me and making me return his gaze as well. "Fei .. sorry yes, I have made your eyes moist like this" he said while holding both of my cheeks which at that time I was sitting beside him.


"Why come here ? later mother kost ..." again he stopped my speech, this time he silenced me with the palm of his hand. "The hostess is my aunt" she whispered. "continue yesterday .. "I want to remind her when I visit her room. "that's because ..." she took her hand out of my mouth.


I hugged her tightly because I knew she might be too heavy to remember. "I know it's hard, for you, for me too, I don't know how our relationship will go" I spoke in a hug that he also responded tightly.


Amri was once angry when I made him a betting girlfriend, but wisely he forgave me because his love was greater than his disappointment. That's what he said when we made up. And now, it might be true what Amri said if this was a trap, because even he was a good girlfriend to me, how could he possibly treat other women badly. After all Reyhan also said that the woman was crazy about Amri.


Yep. The woman in question is a friend of Amri's campus who often sought his attention but never digubris. Making it reckless to trap Amri and do the dirty thing in Amri's boarding room.


"I'm sure you don't do anything about him" I said as I took off my arms from Amri. making Amri at least smile with relief. "I just need your trust Fei" he said.


Later in the afternoon I have to go to Ka Soni's town so I really don't look to lie to Papi. Because of course Papi would have it I've gone where there. Before that I checked out of the boarding house and dropped the backpack into Amri's room before he took me on a road trip with him all day.


It's a hard problem for me, it feels unable to because every time I remember it I became badmood.although near Amri I was easily happy.I sometimes forget it for a moment, but there was a time when I suddenly remembered it.


"Vrance ... Amri ..." Someone shouted at us who had just come out of the minimarket which turned out to be Reyhan and David.


"What are you doing ?" ask Amri


"Fei ... Your eyes are puffy ?" Instead of answering, David noticed my eyes.


"You are my best friend" Reyhan pushed Amri's chest and surprised us.


"Where is Ri ... can it be ?" ask David


"why ask him, who ngajakkan Feiza. if you can't ya Feiza aja who come with us" sounded annoyed Reyhan when saying, saying, making me pull slowly and stroke her arm hoping she stops getting upset at Amri.


"Look why can't I" as soon as Amri pulled me back from Reyhan's side.


From the minimarket we decided to have lunch at their subscription store not far from the minimarket, again not only the food is good but the view on the edge of the lake is no less interesting to the eye.


"later we walk to the park huh" I asked as I pointed at the park on the other side of the lake.The three of them nodded together as they chewed on the food of their choice.


"Hey .." suddenly the voice of the woman was caught in my ear, making us look in the direction of the voice came.Of course the woman, she was the one Reyhan told me all along. "He must have followed us" I cried in my heart. He joined us without even asking for our approval.


I kept looking at her who was also looking at me during our time together. "it's hard to handle" whispered Amri made me take my eyes off the woman. so did Reyhan and David who quickly realized the unpleasant situation between you.


"go away, we'll take care of the centil" David sent a short message to Amri that I read because I was sitting next to him.


Amri pulled my hand without saying anything. suddenly made the woman ask "where ?".


I'm the one who's holding back my emotions and answers "dating".


Apparently my answer provoked his emotions, made him move from his seat and approached me and pushed until I almost fell, fortunately Amri nimbly held me back.


"Enough yeah, you know how bad your boyfriend is ?" the woman apparently wanted to dismantle the incident that befell the two brands. Amri pulled my hand, probably because he was afraid of making things worse. Reyhan and David stood up and mediated us.


"Tin, speaking of what the hell you arrived angry gini" said David.


"You guys are friends also do not know the behavior of your friends who look sweet" the woman named Tina continued her speech.


"She's been fucking me" her statement made Reyhan and David stare in disbelief at Amri. While the woman continued to look at me as if waiting for the expression of my face that she had expected.


"I know .." The views of Reyhan and David who were once Amri now turned to disbelief looking at me.


"what the hell are you" Reyhan said as if he was dreaming.


"don't joke around" David chimed in


"I know everything, but I'm sure Amri is innocent, I know how my boyfriend is" I casually said it right in front of the woman. Then, after that I pulled Amri's hand to leave the place immediately.