First Love Without Rest

Jealous

In the morning someone knocked on my door and rang my bell. I helped Mmai prepare breakfast looking at each other, Mami hinted to me who opened the door. "There open, maybe Amri" whispered Mami. "But Papi" said I hesitantly glanced at Papi who was already on standby in the dining room. "Who will bring it in if it's really Amri" said Mami while pushing me slowly.

"Reyhan" I said a little wonder why he came to my house this morning. "Hey Fei, come have breakfast" he said, which surprised me even more. "Who is Fei ?" asked Papi who apparently caught up with me on the terrace. "Eh anu Pi, friend" I replied nervously. "Look son" Papi's invitation made me slow to wonder why the response was so different to Amri the other day.

"Oh Nak Reyhan, here's breakfast together. Aunty make fried rice" said Mami friendly. Reyhan had never been bothered since the beginning of his arrival. He approached and devoured his breakfast voraciously. After that we went to school together.

"Waaahhh there's something" asked Milla who saw me get off Reyhan's bike. "What the heck" answered me who immediately embraced my best friend. The three of us walked to class.

Who would have thought that just arrived at the corridor had met with the julid gang. "Ulala, there's a backup"

"You're horrified that's plain looking"

"Silence is shrinking"

They took turns babbling and made me stop my steps.

"What do you mean ?" I started to get emotional. Luckily Milla immediately pulled my hand and we left them. "Rey's heart, that plain look is not necessarily really good" they shouted almost in unison.Wanted it felt like I turned around and grabbed their hair, "Have Fei been patient" whispered Milla trying to ease my emotions.

I don't know what Reyhan thought about me, from the beginning he came in I just kept looking bad. Ah come on, let it go.

A few weeks passed, it had been almost two months since Reyhan had become a student at the school. The three of us got closer and often where we were together. Until one day when I came home from school I was in Reyhan's bell accidentally I saw Amri in front of the gate. "Stop stop stop .." I said patting Reyhan's shoulder. I took off my helmet and gave it to Reyhan before I ran to Amri's car across the street.

"Heyy .." greet me with a smile after knocking on his car window. "Get in" he said a little bit of a frown which instantly eliminated my smile. "Rey, I don't want to" said I say goodbye to Reyhan who was still waiting for me across the street. I wave my hand before I get into Amri's car.

"Where are we going ?" I asked after realizing the path Amri took was not towards my house. After not answering me for a long time, he finally pulled the car over. The face that had been visibly upset turned into a manyun after he sighed deeply, making me laugh amusedly. "what the heck" I said in a spoiled tone that then pinched his arm.

"Fei, you know how I feel about you" said Amri, facing his serious face towards me. I began to misbehave to hear Amri's statement. "why again" I asked slowly. Like wanting to say something but it felt heavy, Amri felt very agitated, arriving suddenly berbesit one name in my mind "Reyhan ?" I said that made him look at me sharply.

My reflex laughs amusedly which then continues to tease him "ciee jealous cieee" said I who was still not satisfied laughing. "Feii .. I'm serious" he said stopping my laughter. "I'm sorry, but I don't have anything to do with Reyhan" I assured him. "He knows our relationship ?" amri asked me to shake slowly.

"What is our relationship ?" I whispered who was still trying to tease her. He fell silent and then prepared to return to drive his car, but I held his hand before he pulled the gears of his car. "I ..." My voice seemed to disappear as she looked at me expectantly.

Amri pulled back the hand I just took off and put my hand on his chest. "I close my eyes, what do you want to say ?" ask her while leaning back and closing her eyes. Long enough until I say "I ... I can ..." suddenly Amri opened his eyes because his HP rang. "I'm sorry Fei" he said as he checked his phone and then turned it off. "I closed my eyes again yes" he said but I forcibly pulled back the hand he still held.

"Are you angry, Fei ?" tanyanya glanced at me who was downcast. "I love you Ri" I said to make her happy and express it by pulling both of my cheeks with her hands to face her. "Fei" he said as I still couldn't look at him.

"You had to ?" I asked, but I shook my head.

"I'm afraid Ri .. I'm afraid of heartache" I said softly.

"What are you talking about Fei?" ask Amri to be confused.

"You are popular, many like it, while I .." I stopped saying.

"Where are we ?" I asked, but she just kept quiet and kept driving, I looked at the road that seemed to be going towards her house. Then I sat still and kept staring at her face that was not looking at me at all.

Arriving at his house he invited me down, not waiting for me he immediately went down first and entered his house. Slowly I followed him from behind, my steps halted in the guest room when it almost hit Amri who also stopped his steps.

Amri looked at the people in the room, there was his father sitting there and some people his father's age. What surprised me even more was, Soraya who was also sitting on the sofa of Amri's living room. Soraya is a member of the Julid gang.

After being satisfied, Amri pulled my hand down the stairs to the balcony of his house.I heard the slow cry of Amri's father calling but Amri ignored it at all and continued walking.

"Who are they ?"

"What is your relationship with Soraya"

"You are no longer ... "

I kept asking questions but ended up being cut off because Anri kept my mouth shut.

"Gts ... It's a real onion of my girlfriend" she said to make me glare.

"Huh ? since when ? much

"Since the first time we met" he whispered with a seductive smile, making my cheeks blush red.

"Amriiii .. said dong why Soraya is here" I asked spoiled and made her laugh satisfied to see me jealous.

"Cie ciee cieee ... Jealousy yes" seduced Amri while tickling my waist.

"Stop Ri ... Amriii .. "please clear.

"I bludgeoned what relationship, I just saw them" replied Amri looking sincere and I felt he was telling me the truth. I smiled with satisfaction at the answer.

We looked at each other but "Amri ... " A mother called and walked towards us who were sitting on the balcony of Amri's house. We looked in unison at the mother behind us. "Mother" said Amri.

"Mom, know this Feiza, Amri's boyfriend" said Amri moved from his seat and I also stood next to him stuck my hand out in front of his mother Amri, but was not welcomed. Her mother kept looking at me from head to toe, this view was the same as Papi looked at Amri the first time they met.

"Mother what the hell" said Amri who realized his mother did not respond well to me. Not to answer but his mother even pulled Amri's hand to be more distant from me. "It looks like at the end of the road there is an ojek, you can go home now" said his mother directed her gaze at me.

I was silent for a moment and picked up my bag on the balcony floor. But then Amri held my hand, "if anyone has to leave here, it's Mom" Amri said. I pulled my hand out of his grasp and passed away leaving him "I'm gone" I said before stepping foot and then Amri chased me down the stairs of Amri's house. "Amriiii .. " cried her mother in anger. Amri kept trying to grab my hand but always I tepis, the incident was seen by everyone in his living room.

I argued with Amri in front of the fence until Reyhan finally came to pick me up, while going down the stairs I took chatt and shareloc profit to Reyhan. Amri looked at me questioningly, without saying anything I got on Reyhan's bike and left Amri regardless.