First Love Without Rest
Sales
Once I graduated it was very difficult for me to get a job. He applied to many companies. Maybe this is because I have no previous work experience, and especially I do not have a certificate of any activity outside of academics. Not like my two older brothers who quickly get a job because since college they have started working part time and many activities.
"Had Fei not been able to work on his own" said Mami when comforting me who constantly complained about the work for two months.
"Maye ..." I was excited to hear the idea of Mami that I hadn't even thought of. Mami is free to teach me to cook all this time if it is useless. Mami advised me to sell food, even though it was actually a bit off with the majors I took during college.
"So, what do Feiza want to sell ? cake or heavy food ?" ask Mami.
After thinking for a long time I finally decided to make a variety of dry and wet snacks.
"Don't do much first Fei, look at the market demand" apparently Mami is better than me.
Mami and I were busy doodling paper scribbles making a list of some types of snacks that I will sell later. "busy as beautiful duo" said Ka Soni who just came home from work.
I looked at her and threw a smile "Feiza wants to sell you" I said.
"Master ..." Ka Soni Scrambled my hair before sitting next to me.
"Later brother helpin yes, brother offer friends friends brother" said ka Soni while making me spread a smile in front of him. "thanks ma bro" I said.
After finishing writing the list of snacks that will be sold, Mami and I prepare dinner together with Papi who just arrived home.
The next day Mami accompanied me shopping for sales. But on the way Mami discussed the other.
"how is your relationship with Amri Fei ?" mami asked me to glance at her without any sound.
"I'm sorry my mom can't help me. Mami's not sure Amri can be like that, but ..." My mother did not continue her words.
"it's already Mi if the match is not going anywhere" I said trying sincerely. because since the last hearing yesterday I have not communicated or met with Amri again.even on my graduation day last month. Maybe because at graduation there was my family so he didn't want to take any chances, and just put the chocolatte bucket to Milla. Although I knew Amri would be loyal and maintain our relationship, but I also did not rule out the possibility that in the end our relationship could not continue because of Tina's cunning.
Sometimes I think about it, even a few times it makes me fall unconscious because of it. Mami and Ka Marwah said I was often delirious if my pain recurred, although I often brushed it off but that was the reality. I'm still not ready to lose Amri.
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At home, Mami and I rested for a while before we fought in the kitchen. Mom pulled me in her arms without speaking anything. I know Mami is also thinking about my problems. "Father Mi, Feiza is strong ko, Feiza is sure the truth will be revealed" I said as I looked at Mami complete with a wide smile.
After our mood returned to normal, we went into the kitchen to make some dry snacks.
"Good banana chips" I replied while removing bananas from the plastic grocery. Mami held her thumb.
We were so happy that we forgot to prepare dinner. "So don't cook dong ?" ask Soni when she finds out we haven't prepared it yet. "Yaudah gapapa message outside has long not delivery of food" added Papi. "But understanding anyway" I said as I hugged Papi who was now exposed to the rest of the flour that was attached to me.
"Banana chips, cassava, yam ..." Ka Soni mentioned one by one snacks that I managed to make with a taste that did not disappoint. "Judge Fei ..." Ka Soni kept chewing on all those chips while waiting for our delivery meal. "Silent brother don't want to be sold" I said.
"Have the packaging ?" ask Papi. I answered him by nodding.
"Feiza has calculated Pi, from the main capital until the cost of packaging is also fortunately" I said proudly.
"Smart child Papi" praise Papi while holding my cheeks that turned out to start deflating. "Feiza kurusan ya" said Papi after feeling my cheeks are no longer fatty much.
"the hell of a Pi" can't believe I'm holding my cheek in my own hand. "Iya Fei curusan" Apparently Ka Soni also noticed me.
Keesokah the next day Ka Soni brought a few packets of chips made by me because last night she had shared via chatt group office and friends. Some of them I offer to my friends, as well as Papi and Mami who are not ashamed to help their child's new business.
"Fei ... dapet order 100 pack can be ?" Ka Soni called me in the middle of a hole, making me dumbfounded. "Can you, what chips do you want ?" I asked for that much order. Thank goodness Ka Marwah and Milla had told me to help, so I was not too overwhelmed. "Just mix Fei, two days can not be ?" Ka Soni asked me again and I was able to stay.
"The more days maiin many yes orders Fei ... how ? want to try something else" asked Mami when helping me pack chips. I shook my head "not yet able to Mi" I replied briefly.
Until finally after six months running, I was able to hire an employee who would help me prepare my sales and peddle it more widely than before.
Even on my birthday last month, my parents and my two brothers gave me the shophouse they bought for me. So I can have more places to do this.
As if forgetting my problems, although for a moment but I quite enjoy my activities this time which is struggling with a variety of fruits and chips
until one day someone came to my shop and looked for me when I was not in the store. She waited for me until I went back to the store, how shocked I was when I saw Tina in front of me.
"What else do you want ?" many emotions. Without answering, she offered her wedding invitation to Amri. At that moment, my heart was broken to pieces. Amri promised me to stay faithful but Tina instead delivered their wedding invitation.I gave her a look in her face, a smile of victory etched before me.
I brushed off the invitation he had presented. "Go from here !!" I snapped while pointing at the exit and glared at my eyes in anger.
"I hope you don't hate your ex-boyfriend who is going to be my husband" he said confidently and further provoked my anger.
"I have never and will never hate Amri, but it is you that I will always hate" with glaring eyes and unstoppable tears I said. Then, go ahead of him to the private room in my shophouse.
I cried as I would but still tried without making a sound. But what was my emotional power was too high until I let go to slam some stuff in the room. Getting someone in my shop to contact my family so Ka Marwah comes over and picks me up after being able to calm me down.
