First Love Without Rest

Don't know what

Arriving at home I immediately entered after Amri drove his car and was not seen at the end of the road.

"Just come home Fei ?" asked Mami who was busy preparing dinner in the kitchen. I nodded in front of Mami.

"Aren't you looking at Mami ?" Whisper me to Ka Soni who is sitting at the kitchen table accompanying Mami to cook.

"Yet, your brother has already seen Mami Fei" said Mami who apparently heard my whisper.

"I'm sorry Mi, sorry Feiza. But Feiza thinks he's a good guy. Not once did he ever make Feiza hurt" I said heartily. Making Mami step up to me to caress my long hair and say "Mami knows Amri's good boy, Mami and Papi just remind us that our only daughter is not the wrong way" obviously Mami who I don't understand the point at all but I can just keep quiet without knowing what to answer.

"just take a shower, BAU !!" pinta ka Soni while pushing my shoulder with just one finger.

After the shower I returned to the dining room without waiting for Papi who turned out to be overtime tonight. "yes already eat first aja we" said Mami.

It's been a week since the school exams started, Amri and I haven't seen each other at all. We just took off each other via phone calls and text messages. "The spirit of the exam is dear" said Amri who always said it at the end of the call or a short message sent.

"Living tomorrow during her final exam" seduced Milla who saw me looking at a photo of Amri that I made wallpaper HP. "likely you guys passed the marriage of ajadeh" Reyhan chimed in to make Milla and David bahak.

In the middle of the act of those who were joking on the edge of the school field suddenly arrived julid gang approached us still with a defiant expression from the look of his face.

"Duh Halu yaaa .." Soraya's voice shocked us. The happy hearts we created suddenly disappeared just like seeing their arrival.

"Apaan is looking for a mulu problem ya mak attachi" said I who immediately moved but quickly Nilam pushed me to fall to the ground. Makes my uniform a little dirty.

Milla who did not accept the treatment Nilam immediately pushed back, while Reyhan helped me stand up. "Mill has no problem" Reyhan said.

I who was just standing suddenly approached by Soraya slowly he said "Don't expect you to really get Amri, because I am the mother's chosen wife" soraya said with great confidence.

Suddenly Soraya's statement made me, Milla and Reyhan wide-eyed. Milla immediately pulled Soraya away from me, "The bodo is the same choice of her mother, Amri will still choose Feiza" Milla snapped right in front of Soraya's face, he rubbed his face because Milla's saliva splashed from talking too close to Soraya's face.

"Ewh, disgusting" said Soraya. "You are more disgusting" I said, still holding back emotions.

Just as Soraya was closing in quickly she raised her hand to my cheek and created a picture of the hand there. At that moment a teacher saw and broke us up until that day we ended up in the BK room.

In the BK room we were still arguing with each other until the teacher had to keep our seats away and threatened not to approve if we continued to babble.

After greeting my teacher, Ka Soni went straight to the point asking what the matter was. "Sorry ma'am, my parents are busy, I'm the big brother of Feiza. What exactly happened ?" ask Ka Soni.

Teacher BK also explained how the incident was seen with his own eyes in the school field. After hearing Master's explanation, Ka Soni looked at me sharply making me look down and did not dare to return her gaze.

"They've fought a lot, but only with their mouths, this is the first time they've fought physically" the word Bu Guru continued his explanation made Ka Soni more glared and without returning the talk to Master he walked up to me.

"What's the truth you just heard ?" the question is right in front of me. "Jawab Fei !!" for the first time brother snapped at me making me instantly raise my head and stare in shock at him.

"It's not Feiza ka's fault, those who are always looking for trouble" said Milla who tried to defend me. Unknowingly the tears I had tried to weave from earlier finally spilled onto my cheek.

"If there's anyone to blame it's them, those who from the beginning harassed us, they always annoy Feiza, you don't know how Feiza held everything back all this time, even when she missed you ... " Milla who cares so much for me ignited emotions and scolded ka Soni. No one broke the talk even though our BK Master was stunned to see Milla's anger. Until I finally tried to say "Enough Mill, that's enough !!" I said I ran out of BK's room.

I ran as hard as I could to get out the school gate and heard the screams of Ka Soni, Milla, Reyhan, even BK teachers throughout my escape but I did not care and kept running.

In the middle of the trip I managed to stop the taxi before it was seen those who were trying to chase me. Bright, aju is better at running than Ka Soni.

I looked at the taxi's argometer and checked the money in my pocket, if enough I stopped the taxi and immediately got off on the side of the road.

In the taxi I kept crying until I sobbed and even wanted to scream. "Why Neng ? run away huh ? it's not good to run away from problems" said the taxi driver advising me kindly and calmly while occasionally glancing at me through his rearview mirror.

Without answering it I just kept sobbing until tissue was thrust in front of me. "thank you a lot sir" I said softly.

"Father also has a daughter, he never stopped at the age of Neng Gini" the driver continued his story. I who was interested and curious reflex glanced at him. "Where is it now ?" my many.

With a smile he replied "it's back, after two years he stopped back and Alhamdulillah want to continue his school that had been cut off" I listened to every outpouring of his heart.

With regret in me, I even tried to stop until Papi hated Amri and judged him badly. Now I'm back, I don't know what else happened.

I grudged every time I heard the quarrel between my parents. Although they try to be okay in front of their children, but occasionally there are caught by me fighting them.

And Amri, the man I loved after Papi and my two brothers. People who are always there and are always nice to me even if they are annoying sometimes. But I'm afraid to lose him. Especially now it is not only Papi who does not approve, but his mother Amri also does not like my relationship with his son.

"indeed Neng's age is emotionally vulnerable, but in adolescence this is how to learn to control emotions" Advice for advice thrown by the driver in order to open the path of my mind.