First Love Without Rest

First Love Without Rest
Breakup ?



After arriving at the inn, they immediately returned to their respective rooms, as well as me. the hostel was only allowed to accommodate one person for one room, that's why they did not rent one room for the same. women and men's buildings are different and face to face, so from the terrace to the terrace we can see each other. "I can see anyone who comes in and out of Amri's room from here" I muttered as I looked at Amri's room which was parallel to my room.


"Fei .. Why couldn't you call me ? Papi nyariin tuh" Ka Soni sent a short message to me along with a photo of her capture chatt Papi to him who also called me when my HP was lowbatt earlier.


"Sorry to have Feiza Lowbatt at Amri's campus, this is only until the inn and want to rest" I replied.


"Ok hearts hearts yes dear" Ka Soni ended her chatt.


After waking up from my nap I immediately took a shower and prepared to walk down the street with Amri later that night. I deliberately set the alarm so as not to fall asleep because it is very easy and comfortable for me to laze in bed.


"Have 5 gini, Amri pick up what time is it ? did he fall asleep ?" I was so restless that I paced back and forth in my room, even peering through the window at Amri's room, which was still closed, but arrived, "Who's that ?" my eyes were wide open to see that a woman had just come out of Amri's room. "I'm not mistaken that ko room is really Amri's room" I kept rubbing my eyes but I'm sure the woman came out of Amri's room.


Immediately I packed my sling bag and rushed to Amri's room to find out the truth.


"Tok Tok Tok..."


It took a few minutes until Amri finally opened the door to his room. "Feiza ... what is it ? wait under aja I will follow ya" Amri looks surprised by my arrival. Naturally, women are not allowed to enter the area of men and vice versa.


I left without answering Amri who immediately re-entered his room after I stepped away from his room.


About twenty minutes until Amri approached me in his lobby boarding house. "why nyamperin to the room ? can not, later scolded by mother kost loh" still Amri discuss it.


"don't bete so her face, dong's smile" both of her thumbs pulled the tip of my lips forced me to smile but still I showed a look of annoyed face to her.


"Hey ... Fei ... Feiza ... Don't gini dong" As if jerked my gaze daryitadi in another direction directly looked at him for a moment and then bowed my head and sighed until I finally moved and tried to calm my mind that was still confused to remember someone who came out of the amri's room.


In the parking lot, Amri put a helmet on my head. And before he started the bike still ask me who still looks moody "Fei ... really gapapa ?" ask her very carefully as if I know my moody nature. "I'm gapapa" I replied as I hugged him tightly from behind on his bike.


He took me to a cafe where a view of one city from a height was seen. "No change, here you also explore a cool place ?" I said I look at the beauty of the city at night. Implied sweet smile on his lips at that time, immediately makes me want to kiss him. Moreover, his eyes were so deep that they were pointing at me.


He deliberately chose a place on the edge of the cafe fence to be more satisfied to look at the sky with a sprinkling of stars and the sparkle of building lights in the city.


"Fei .. "the call made me respond to his present gaze with a serious look. Instantly reminding me there is a problem that I have to tell you about.


"Honey, I know something happened until you had to come here, right ?" he said continuing his words. Waitres arrived to bring the menu. It took us less than a minute to order food and drinks until we were finally able to resume the chat that looked serious to us.


I sighed after a long time of silence gathering courage and stringing up the words I was about to say to Amri.


"I've said I'll always be there for you, baby" he said, constantly convincing me to tell him anything.


"So I saw someone come out of your room" instead of telling Soraya about it, I was more curious about the woman I saw this afternoon in front of her room.


The look on his face turned frantic, his eyeballs looked in all directions and it was very clear he was looking for answers to the question I had just thrown.


"which girl ? no one" he answered nervously.


Long enough I even waited for the answer until our order came to fill our table. "Eat first Fei .. This one is delicious" Apparently Amri wanted to divert our conversation. A little disappointed is implied in my heart. "What lies are you hiding Ri" I groaned in my heart.


I followed his will, after which I did not talk about the woman again. And replace it by telling me what Soraya's been doing to me.


Listening to me tell a story, Amri repeatedly said harsh words to Soraya that I often also revealed. Being so angry made me see Amri was still the same as I knew him from the start. He still seems to care about me.


"Fay ..." Amri seemed to want to say something but suddenly did not so and undo his intentions. Makes me even more curious. I slide my dinner plate, and I pull both hands that look clasped on the table.


"Darling, you know I love you. That's why I told her everything so that there would be no misunderstanding between us" I tried to convince Amri so that he could comfortably tell me his grief.


"Sorry Fei ... I made one mistake .. but ..." The sentence reminded me of the woman I saw coming out of her room.


"Who is that woman ?" unconsciously I said it. trying to strengthen my heart and emotional.


"Who is that woman ?" I repeated it in a slightly higher tone but it was not answered yet. Making me drip even to the point of flooding my room with tears of disappointment.


"Fei .. don't cry please ..." Amri put her next to me, I brushed her aside whenever she wanted to hug me and even just touch me.


"I don't know if you've done anything. But I'm also trying to be faithful to Ri" Without Amri finishing his sentence I've been very confident that they are indeed having an affair.


"Fei ... I'm loyal ... I love you ... Love" even now that sentence is like a joke to me.


"Enough Ri, I want to go back now" I got out of my chair and wanted to step up but was held back.


"Sit down for a little while, Fei .." He gently begged me so that he could tell her in great detail.


"Fei ... I'm sorry .. I don't know what we did .. but ..."


"But what ?" I snapped at him at such a close distance to his face and glared at him with my puffy eyes.


"I think I'm being framed" I'm really confused whether or not to believe it.


"Fei .. please .. trust me"


"What do you want to do now ?" I asked without looking at her and covered my face with both palms of my hands.


"He demanded that I marry him" Amri's words widened my eyes. It seemed to have shattered this feeling, I firmly held on to the match between Amri and Soraya, but another woman came with a heavier problem. "Then ?" askaku.


"Don't ask Fei, I'm even confused, I feel like I'm not doing anything" Amri still tried to pull my hand to hold it which I finally allowed resignedly, she said, I even broke down my arms and cried in his chest.


"I'm sorry Fei ..."