First Love Without Rest

Make up

On the way home I held back my almost unstoppable cries. "You're Fei ?" reyhan asked when he got to my house. "Father, thank you for coming home" I said, turning my back and entering the house. I didn't see Mami or anyone else in the house, no matter what I went into the room and locked myself in.

What is wrong with me or Amri, why my Papi and his mother Amri do not like our closeness. My tears broke thinking about it. My phone that kept ringing I did not mind until finally Mami who turned out to have just returned home arisan followed me to the room and was surprised to see me curled up in bed. "why do you love" he asked.

"Mi, why doesn't Papi like Amri ?" much

"The fire just did not know Amri aja" replied Mami and suddenly the bell sounded.

"Something's coming, Mami open the door first huh" said Mami rising from beside me.

"Mi ... That's Amri, saying I haven't come home" I said begging and Mami nodded.

I was in the room waiting for Mami who never came back. Thought to follow her downstairs, but haven't had time to leave Mami's room back "You guys why ?" ask Mami.

I stepped back towards my bed. "Amri's mother doesn't seem to like Feiza Mi" I said slowly recounting the incident at Amri's house earlier. Mami was silent as if she lost the word to respond to my story.

"Fei, that came earlier Amri. She couldn't believe it when Mami said you hadn't come home" Mami said.

"Then?" manya curious.

"He also apologized for today's mistake" Mami continued

"Feiza, maybe Amri has been betrothed to your friend by his mother, and according to his mother your friend who deserves to be with Amri because he does not know you" Mami expressed her opinion. I just kept listening to Mami who kept talking.

"You have to be strong and be able to think clearly, do not be provoked and laugh at emotions, Feiza must learn to be more mature huh" mami looked at me by putting her hands on both of my cheeks. Mami knew very well the bad nature that until now was difficult to eliminate.

"Feiza must how Mi, help Feiza Mi" I whine.

"Fei, you are next month 17 years old, already third grade High School also wants to pass soon" Mami made me realize that I can change my childish attitude.

I'm just afraid of losing Amri because it turns out I love him too, but on the other hand we haven't fully got the blessing of our parents.

"Mami's right, Amri's not wrong, I shouldn't be mad at him and go with Reyhan" I said.

"Well, this is the answer that Mami is waiting for" said Mami smiling proudly.

My phone rang again, there was Amri's name on my phone screen, I answered the phone immediately.

"Fei, I really love you, I don't want to be with each other. Please fight with me" he said with a voice trembling like a desperate person.

"Sorry Ri, I was wrong, I shouldn't have left you earlier" I replied Amri with relief.

Mami was still on standby and stared intently at me as if waiting for an answer. "I'll hang up" I said. "Loh why ? I still want to talk, we haven't talked much in my house before" said Amri. "Mommy again saw me "I said slowly because I blushed in shame. Amri laughed at me before he ended the call.

The next day, the next day, Amri picked me up every day. He also stopped by every time he drove me home. We ended up dating after Amri was undaunted to keep convincing me, we formalized our relationship the day before my birthday was held.

"I finally had a girlfriend on my seventeenth birthday" I said slightly teasingly after I accepted her love.

"Oh so you need a girlfriend because you want sweet seventeen?" amri said to reply to my joke

"Hhmmm, how is it, you could say so" I continued my throttling.

Saturday after school he took me to the beach, because he had asked me to bring a change of clothes, so we play water. "more bored bertih nih me" lamented but still enjoy the sea water there. Amri rented a banana boat and we rode it over and over again, got on jetski, and ran around until it was soiled all over us with beach sand. Laughing together then he restated his feelings when the sun started to set.

"Fei, I love you, from first sight, you are the first love and I hope to be my last love" she said, kissing the back of my hand. I looked at him with full force.

"Can we wait for the night to see a sprinkling of stars in the dark sky ?" my question confused him.

"It can" he answered still with doubt

"Can we stay up late and wait for the sunrise ?" I asked her more and more to confuse her.

"Bi ... I can" Amri replied beginning to stumble.

"Can .." I continued which was later cut by Amri.

"I can do whatever you want dear" he said, starting a row with me.

"that's it, can you ..."

"What ?"

"Can you ..."

"Apaan anyway, ngeselin yaa" said Amri increasingly scuffled and squeaked my waist.

"Haha ... Forgiveness ... Forgive me" I said.

"Can you always be with me ?" tanyaku stared intently at Amri and replied with a big smile from him.

"Can't" she replied, surprising me.

"we can't stay with Feiza" Amri's reply suddenly broke my heart.

" Later, if you have graduated, we can get married together again and again" he continued, which managed to make me embarrassed and wrong.

"So can you be my future husband, I don't want to be just a girlfriend" I said spoiled by continuing to raise my eyebrows in front of him.

"Really ?" Amri confirmed what he heard. Then she got up from her seat and pulled me to stand with her, and then she hugged and lifted my body a little so that it could spin around with her.

"i love you Fei, I love you" she cried repeatedly.

I asked him to let me down even though I was also happy to be treated that way with him.

Again Amri set his eyes on me, with a distance so close on the beach that was very quiet we still looked at each other and then Amri more and more close his face.

The more Amri approached, the more heart beat I did not care. He who was taller than me bowed his face slightly so that his lips could touch mine. As if resignedly as I let Amri do, I was just silently glued to let him enjoy my lips on the first day of our official courtship.

Just ended his kiss, "can you again ?" my door took turns looking at her eyes and lips which now looked sexy. Without saying anything she came back and kissed me, even this time I kissed her back.His hand that was holding my cheek changed to hug my waist, this time I kissed her back, so did my hand that had been dangling quietly down now I wrapped it around the back of his neck.

"Will I do again ?" her god after our second kiss, made my cheeks blush and let go of our embrace. "Look home" I said as I walked leaving him first. In every step of my life, this heart still beats.

Arriving at home I walked into the house with the expression of his own smile. Mami and Papi even asked what already made my expression so happy.