First Love Without Rest

Introductions

My name is Feiza Nur Azizah, the youngest of three children. My two brothers are men with ages far away from me. Ka Malik is my eldest brother who is ten years above me. He was married last year to Ka Marwah, the woman he had been dating for three months, but Alhamdulillah for a year they lived happily even though they had not been blessed with children. And my second brother's name is Ka Soni, we're six years old. Now that Ka Soni is in college in the 7th semester outside the city, and is starting to get busy completing her script.My privilege as the youngest child with two older brothers makes me very pampered and pampered, even so I grew up to be an independent girl. Being the only daughter brings me close and spends a lot of time with Mami, such as cooking and shopping together. Mami is a graduate of cooking school and had worked in a star hotel kitchen before meeting Papi, so she was very happy to dwell in the kitchen with all kinds of recipe recipes and experiments that often failed. As a housewife, you have a lot of time to try new recipes that are often obtained either from facebook or other social media. Even just by eating food from one place Mami can imitate it. My favorite is a cinnamon roll made by Mami with a fragrant cinnamon aroma makes me sometimes forget how much I ate it.

From the time my parents were married until I was fifteen, we were still living in Grandma's house. And when Papi got an increase in office and had to move from the branch office to the head office, we and our family moved to a mid-city housing closer to Papi's office because now Papi is more often overtime and home at night. While Grandma didn't come with us, she said she was comfortable in her old home. Just like Grandma, I was comfortable with the house that I lived in from childhood, but my parents persuaded me to stay with them. Even Papi had waited a few months to move. He said it would be easier to move when I go to high school. When Papi accepted his new position I had not tested so Papi still had to go home from work a distance while waiting for me to pass Junior High School. Even so, we still often visit Grandma at her home. We even walked to the mall, park or zoo with Grandma.

In my new home, I only live with my parents. Sometimes I feel lonely because I don't know anyone here. No neighbors gathered together, not even reprimanding each other. Rarely do I see my neighbors in front of his house, their house is like an empty house that is taken care of, nice, luxurious, but quiet. Once Mami and I went home to the market and saw a neighbor across the street from my house, Mami reprimanded her but there was no response from her when I knew she saw us and must have heard us.

None of my Junior High School friends attend the same High School as me now, except Milla. He was my closest friend, when I told him about moving house and mentioned the name of the High School that Papi had chosen for me, he asked his parents to send him to the same High School as me so we could stay together.

If I go on a family trip or vacation, Milla I often invite because to me she is like a brother. Maybe because I don't have a sister. Sometimes he persuaded me to play basketball, and occasionally I persuaded him to try the new sheet mask I bought. Mami even paid more attention to Milla. I was jealous and even made me not reprimand Milla for days, but after Mami explained the reason then I reconcile with Milla.

From childhood I felt like a princess who always got whatever I wanted and lived happily with a family that was so loving and pampering me. But, everything has turned upside down since my parents decided to move into a quiet city housing and a school with a lot of shitty creatures.