First Love Without Rest
He Talked
"hey" she said after a few hours we looked at each other at my favorite coffee shop. Yes, the store now I often visit to unwind when there is no place I go. I usually order hot chocolate there, but today my order was replaced with hazelnut coffee because of Amri's actions. This was the second time he had changed my order. "yes" I answered briefly, just then he stood right in front of me. I looked up to see him standing while I sat on the chair. "it looks like our shop will be closed soon" said Amri who arrived to surprise me. I thought he would know my purpose and purpose in staying in that coffee shop for hours. "sorry, I'll go home" I replied as I put the book and HP I put on the table. Just as I was getting out of my seat, Amri grabbed my hand and said "wait". My heart was beating for nothing. I turned my body towards her and saw her throw a sweet smile at me. "why? I paid for it" I said in a slightly irritated tone and again he smiled with a slight laugh. "sit down, I know you're waiting for me to ask why I changed your menu" amri said and immediately I glared in disbelief he understood what I meant. "then ?" I asked, "just sit down" she asked, and then I sat back with her.
Amri told me that coffee is the same as chocolate, its calming properties. The difference, the concoction must fit. "You're good at making coffee, learning where" I asked curious. "Dad" replied Amri who then bowed sadly while playing the table number. I don't know why he's behaving like that, I'm too afraid to ask him what I think his privacy is, but "Since I was a kid living with Dad, he's been selling coffee and concocting it himself, I helped him a lot and smelling his scent would make me escape from the fatigue" Amri explained after a long silence and bowing. I don't know what to respond to it like, in this situation I'm just afraid of saying the wrong thing. "I want people to feel it too" he continued. Amri explained that I who used to drink hot chocolatte when tired could be bored and need new things to release fatigue more potent. "Just like shampoo or soap, you have to replace it occasionally with another brand" he explained in detail why he gave me coffee.
There we shared a lot of stories. Not as I know from Milla and everyone else. Amri is different, he is not at all indifferent even far from the word haughty. She was so hamble, even attentive, she kept putting her sweet smile in front of me. Oh, my God, is he a land crocodile approaching me as its prey. But people say that many girls are after Amri but are rejected raw, and how can he make me prey.
"I'm sorry" said the man who fell silent for fear of continuing the question I was about to ask him. "I ... I want to ..." I continued to be brick-styled. "why ? tell me aja. I gapapa ko" he explained and in the end I revealed my question after a long silence to gather strength. "why are you good with me ?" I said quickly and then bowed while closing my eyes. He sounded amused laughing at the question I was asking, even to the point of breaking. "you must have heard a lot about me, I do like to choose friends.not everyone can be my friend, let alone a girlfriend" it was clear and made me wonder. In my heart I said "ok start looking at the songong and haughty side".
Not so long ago the workers at the coffee shop tidied up their workplace and prepared to go home. "It looks like it's closed, I go home first yes" I said goodbye, but was looking for an excuse to leave it quickly, I don't know what else we will discuss in the store so I should go. Another shocking thing happened, Amri offered me a ride. In fact, rumors Amri never want to screw someone else on his 250cc big motorbike. "hard, thank you.my house is near aja ko" said I refused his invitation. But as if undaunted he kept forcing me to accept his offer and I finally did. Anyway how can I dare to walk more than 1 km at night, anyways the housing I live in is quite quiet. No neighbors gather in front of the patrol post or house. Every passing by is not reprimanded even though the neighbors.
Mami was standing at the door of my house while pacing back and forth with a sad and worried look, I was sure she was waiting for me who had not come home since school. As soon as I saw me get off the bike Amri, Mami immediately approached me and asked "Feiza where are you from ? Why don't you tell Mami, Hp can also be called" said Mami with other consecutive questions. Not to answer Mami's question but I immediately cheered into the house, even I have not had time to say thank you to Amri who has been willing to deliver me.
The game starts with a girl basketball game and then a boy one. As usual, I gave a bottle to Milla after she played basketball. But this time his girlfriend brushed my hand off and gave Milla another bottle of drink. For a moment I was upset and felt no longer needed, I sighed and tried to keep smiling in front of them.And again I was surprised because Amri who arrived came to sit beside me and took a bottle that should be for Milla and drank water in it. "It's so bad that his friend was dikasi, I was considered good" said Amri made me moleotot confused towards him. He randomized and scattered my well-detailed long hair while spreading that sweet smile of his. Speechless, I don't know what to answer at the time because it was completely blank. Sometimes I look at Milla and her boyfriend who is still standing in front of me. They seemed confused and curious about what they had seen. As if you do not believe the popular guy in many High Schools in our city is approaching a common girl even though he has been loved by beautiful and rich girls. Before Amri entered the court to play basketball, in the back tidying the ramput that has been randomly random earlier. "later we talk" he said as he ran slowly towards the middle of the court to play basketball, he said, because the men's basketball game is about to start. "Mr ..." milla called out the name while looking at me suspiciously as if I was covering up a secret beaar from her and I could only hear the grin in front of her and raise both my shoulders to signal that I didn't know either why did he act like that.
Throughout the basketball game Cowi Milla continued to interrogate me, he was so excited after seeing the rare incident earlier. "Oh, I swear I didn't know he could act like you Fei" Milla said. "Betting yesterday should not be canceled so ******** tuh gang julid kettiban shame" he whispered with great heart because there is David beside him. "Husss" I replied as I pinched his thigh hinting not to talk about the passing bet.
It's true from the beginning I wasn't interested in the bet, it's just that my uncontrollable emotions got me hot and accepted their offer. After feeling tired even before starting pdkt to Amri I canceled it, fortunately before Amri approached me if it could not be a problem for sure. Haha, maybe I'm too confident that Amri is with me but that's how I feel right now. Even though I haven't really felt in love with her.
After the men's match, all participants were given a break of about 30 minutes. Fortunately Amri and his team were busy discussing, I was already panicking if he would nyamperin me in between his breaks. "why Fei ?" milla asked when she heard me sigh "huh, why ? gapapa Mill" I replied nervously. Milla kept teasing me like Amri liked me. Unlike David, his girlfriend. Kekeh wants to match with Mario, David continues to compare the two of them. "Dear dear, who lives Feiza" said Milla. "They're both equally good, but don't match the expectations of both Fei, make sure you really like who" Milla whispered a little and I just replied with a smile and a nod.
