First Love Without Rest

Unambiguous

It was Monday back, I prepared to go down the stairs and have breakfast complete with Mami and Papi and ka Soni who will take me to school. After greeting them warmly all I immediately took my breakfast and ate it without sitting on a chair.

At school I went to see Milla and asked her why she didn't see me at all. But he just silenced me as if to piss me off. "Mill, speak up !" I said.

In contrast to Milla, the julid gang approached me with the purpose of my taunting. "What anger ?" ladek Ulfa, a member of the julid gang who after hearing it made me stand glaring in front of him. But Milla pulled my hand until I sat back down next to her and then took turns she who stood glaring even to trace her waist made me smile satisfied. "At least my best friend is still defending when he is angry with me though" I murmured inwardly. Especially the julid gang who immediately left us before Milla said anything.

"Mill ..." I called him right in my strongest tone as I wrapped my hand in his hand like a bucino seducing his girlfriend. "He's not upset with you, but with your Papa" whispered someone from behind me who turned out to be Reyhan. "Bapi ?" I asked Milla to look at her intently hoping that she would return my gaze and answer.

I was silent waiting for Milla's answer while continuing to think about what Papi did to make Milla upset even Amri had not contacted me. Suddenly Milla put her hand on my shoulder and hugged me tightly. "It's hard to think, Reyhan likes to exaggerate" he said as he pinched Reyhan's hand until the handsome guy grimaced in pain and complained because of our habit of making him the victim of our fingers. "you two are the same, you can bruise my body if every day like gini" he said while stroking his hand right where Milla was hit.

In the break we went to the school grounds after buying some snacks and drinks from the school cafeteria. "So Amri hasn't called you yet ?" reyhan asked which made me shake my head.

"Do you know anything about Mill ?" I asked who found Milla daydreaming about something. "Milla" called me a little scream near her ears that made me stop her daydream. "Feizaaa" she yelled back to make me laugh with Reyhan.

After school I saw Amri's car across the street from the school gate. With enthusiasm I want to cross the road until it is almost as tight as the speeding motor.make Milla who is near me cry hysterically calling my name. I was still shocked as I held my chest down until someone finally touched my shoulder and immediately turned my body towards him "Amri" I said looking at his face which turned out to be shocked by the incident he saw through the rearview of his car. "love heart ?" he said worried while watching me hoping for no injuries at all.

"Where are you today ?" ask Amri who is still watching me reassure if I am not injured by the motor that drove earlier. Hearing my question he fell silent and looked at me, then changed to look at Milla "Mill, can be left, right ?" he said he planned to take me on a road with him. Milla with her smile brandished a finger to form the symbol Ok.

On the way to the usual cafe we hang out at the end of the school road and continue to look at Amri who was driving casually and calmly without a word out of his mouth, it made me cluck and turn my back to him staring out the car window.

"Down yok" asked him who had opened the car door first but I was still not budging at all. "Brukk !!" he said he shut the car door and immediately opened the car door for me. I saw him stick out his hand after opening the seatbelt on my seat. As if hypnotized I follow his will with many questions on my mind.

"why can I love her so much ?" my question is in my heart. While looking at the grip of his hand in my hand along the parking lot road leading into the cafe. Inside he let go of his grip switch caressing my hair with a little shuffle "why the hell dear" he asked me to immediately glance at him with a wistful.His hands changed back to embrace me towards the cafe table that we used to sit. I followed every beat without saying a word.

"Aren't you going to tell me something ?" ask her while sitting close her chair to the table. "like I should ask you that" said I who finally made a sound. "even in the car you didn't answer my question, now it's like I'm covering something" my sigh with an annoyed face made her smile anxiously at me.

"Hazelnut Coffee two, Burger one, Nasi goreng special one" said Amri and ordered for me, finally waitres left us after repeating the order Amri.

He pulled my folded hand over the cafe table but I refused and pulled it back because I was still upset. He kept apologizing to me like he was persuading a child. "I've been seeing you when you were conscious, but after that I have business until I can only meet you today" he said after sighing as if to regulate his patience.

I glanced at him for a little lethargic reason, I knew he was lying, I knew for sure Papi had something to do with Amri who had no news of the past few days. "I'm afraid you'll leave me" I said grudgingly and withholding tears that were still able to stem.

"Please Fei, there's no way" said Amri, who moved his seat close to me. "Did anything happen during my fainting ?" many doubt. "I mean Papi .." continued me who was later interrupted by Amri. "I've been really busy these few days with my basketball, sorry that I haven't been able to prioritize you" Amri said.

"Don't be angry again yes, I am really in love with you Fei, I am serious and will not leave you" Amri assured me. It does look so cute for a couple who sat in the high school bench saying things about love but we believe it as serious as that.

"Ri, what if my Papi and your mother still don't approve of us ?" I asked while leaning my head on the shoulder of Amri who was sitting next to me.

"Trust me, we just have to trust each other and support each other, God's plan will be good at the right time" Amri said.

Ddrrrttt ...

Ddrrrttt ...

I felt the vibration of my HP in the front pocket of my school bag. I reached into it and saw Brother Soni calling me and immediately I answered the phone coming in from him.

"Yes ka, hello" I said to start a chat over the phone. "where is Fei ? sister at your school" he asked, sounding worried. "Feiza and Amri Ka at the coffee shop at the end of the school street" I replied. "had it been then go home with Amri right ? do not be kesorean ya later Papi angry loh" said Ka Soni let me with Amri. "ok ka thanks ya" I said while ending the call.