First Love Without Rest

Amri Rizwan Ramdani's

As he said, as soon as the match was over he came up to me and said "wait here, will I change my clothes?" he said he still carelessly took a bottle of water from my hand and drank it. My heart grumbled, she thought she could pay for the drink with her smile, but I still wasn't speechless when she acted so strangely. "Relax, Feiza's not going anywhere" said Milla who had been standingby beside me and made me reflex pinch him again because of his actions. "you don't say what the hell Fei" milla replied after Amri passed from before us.

Not so long as Milla and I chatted on the basketball court chair, Amri came with a fresher and smelling face even smelled from a distance that was still a few meters from us. He came from behind me "Go now yok" he asked. I looked at Milla for a moment and as I understood I mean she immediately said "it's gone there, I have David's business too" Milla said as she pushed me slowly. and finally I followed Amri from behind but after a split second he pulled my wrist and grabbed me all the way to the parking lot. I felt uncomfortable with the views of people at school who seemed like I was going to make a mistake with them.

Amri's motorbike had prepared two helmets as if it had been planning something, and at that time he even put the helmet on my head. I tried to resist and put it on myself but she kept a cool grip on the helmet I was wearing. "I don't think you can wear a helmet" he said that he might want to be funny in front of me but I only reply by forcing a wide grin hinting your guyonan not funny at all.

On the way I asked him where he was going to take me but he answered. Whether reflex or talkative, my pinching habit appeared and I landed a pinch to his waist until he screamed then I woke up and apologized to him, but he laughed out loud looking at my silly face through the rearview of his motorbike.

Finally we reached a house in the suburbs, my mind was mixed thinking about what next surprise I would receive from this mysterious man. I was silent for a long time next to his bike when he parked the bike in the front yard of the house. It felt like my feelings were raging, negative thoughts began to roll over my head. "hey, throw away your bad thoughts" said Amri as if he could read my mind, hear it I became embarrassed. He pulled my hand towards the front door. "Assalamallaikum" said Amri, greeting him by knocking on the door several times and it didn't take long until a middle-aged man opened the door. His appearance is dapper, it is very clear that the man is quite located and maybe he is a foreman in his neighborhood. "Well, this is Feiza" said Amri introducing me after crucifying the hands of the parents who turned out to be his father, alternating with Amri I crucified him as well. "Come in, don't hesitate" said Amri's father and I nodded my head with a slight smile. Amri pulled my hand up into the kitchen of his house. Amri told me to sit on the dining table chair. I increasingly understand the way this guy's mind by telling guests to the kitchen of his house, not to the living room or terrace. Why did he come to take me to his house.

About 10 minutes I was left alone in the room, my negative thoughts came back, then after Amri came to bring me hazelnut coffee like he used to treat me. For a long time I looked at her with curiosity at Amri's intention and purpose in doing all this to me. "That's it, to the point why are you doing all this anyway ? don't confuse me" I said as I moved from the seat to the middle door that was quite wide open. "even I don't know who you are, even though Milla said you're a popular guy" I continued. Again Amri smiled at me and slowly he approached me, making this heart beat more irregularly.

"I'm different" he said slowly and then paused for a moment "from childhood no one wants to be friends with me even until Junior High" he continued. I returned her gaze that had been fixed on me, but not for so long she turned it away after I found her eyes that began to look glassy after she said "from childhood I only lived alone with Dad, Dad, mom left us. I just moved to the middle of town when I went to high school, left Dad and came home on weekends" Amri told me.

Long enough he told me until finally Amri's father who had gone to the back garden of his house back in through the back door and surprised us "Well the coffee is not in the drink ? It's not cool" he said. "Yaudah ntar I make again yes" said Amri while wiping his eyes. "this hard work alone" I said as I set foot toward the dining table where the coffee was placed. I shaved the coffee that was getting cold "still good" I said as I threw a smile at Amri.

He pulled the chair in front of me and sat there. "Funny indeed, it's strange to tell something that I've never told anyone" said Amri after sighing so deeply. "tell me anything, tell me anything, I'll listen and keep it a secret if you want" I said as I comforted him. He who was still sitting in the chair suddenly grasped both hands and raised his head to look at me who was still standing in front of him. "You must have forgotten, the first time I set foot into this city two years ago we met" said Amri trying to remind.

He told me that he had fallen in love at first sight when he saw me from the front of the orphanage I had been to. He walked by, walked with his father, and stopped his steps as soon as he heard my voice calling for a child in the waiting room. When Amri looked at me, I came to him and even offered to stop by because I was cooking food for the residents of the house, and the boy there pulled and persuaded Amri so he and his father stopped by.

I just remembered, I used to visit orphanages and play with children there while still living in Grandma's house. Since moving to a new house and entering high school I have never been there again. And when Amri stopped by it was my last day to visit there. Not so remember but Amri told me that he was amazed by me who looks like a singer even children there really like me. Not to mention the food made by me that made him more amazed.

"You're in love with me ?" tanyaku who was still astonished and immediately released his hand grip. "I understand that you are amazed and amazed, but it is different from love" I said, trying to convince Amri of his feelings. She pulled my hand back, but this time she stood up from her seat. "look at my eyes" said Amri as she continued to stare at me sharply. I felt unable to look at him, there was a feeling of fear and groggyness at that time because for the first time anyone expressed love to me. "Fei, please, look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me" she said, taking off her grip and having her hands moved around my cheek so that my face could be right in front of her, so close, so close, very close, I tried to look down and close my eyes because I did not know what to answer.