First Love Without Rest

Outlandish

I woke up after falling asleep due to sleeping pills injected into my infusion tube because of the pain in my head earlier.

"Mami .." call me who can't even stare clearly at the sky of the room.

"Mommy here baby" Mami kept sitting next to my bed holding my hand.

"Mi, Feiza's head is sick, Dizziness" I complained repeatedly.

"Prophey baby, maybe the influence of medicine, soon the doctor will come" said Mami calmed me.

Papi, who was also standing next to Mami, looked at my face and stroked my head. "Papi .." call me.

"As long as you're unconscious, they've told Papi everything, I'm sorry if Papi's been too hard on Feiza"

"Later, after Feiza recovers we will discuss again. Not now" Papi continued as gently as possible, and I agreed.

After being hospitalized for two weeks in hospital. I can finally go back home with my family.

Still with the help of Brother Soni who helped me get out of the hospital bed and carry me out of the room because my head still feels dizzy due to too much lying down.

"You are not carried away" I asked Manja, making Brother Soni glare sharply at me and raise one eyebrow making me and the other laugh.

While I wanted to continue my footsteps, Brother Soni silently stared at his place "Why ka ?" my many.

"I'm trying to be like someone****well, just asked for a sling" he said, making me smile as wide as possible.

my brother the nosy king bowed so that I could easily get on his back. "Duh rarely see the gini scenery, ordinary big brother who carries Feiza" said brother Malik at a glance reminiscing about our past.

"Cekrek" ka Marwah slightly ran ahead of us and took a candid picture of us and our family in the hospital hallway.

"Iaaaang, say dong if you want a photo can be stylish first"

"sister Iyanih, Feiza can be ugly later"

"It's been, it's good that you will send the picture yes" replied ka Marwah with a smile staring at her screen.

When we got home, I remembered every moment of my life in that house. "You got carried again ? silent ajalu shut the door tau gak" Ka Soni surprised me who was silently staring in front of the living room door.

Suddenly I hit my brother's arm hard, but fateful my hand that even hurt because of the muscle of his arm. "everything is hard to doubt" ledeknya as usual.

"Neneeeekkk ..." Suddenly my eyes diverted to Grandma who was waiting for our arrival.

"Grandmother will stay here" said Papi who I immediately reply with a smile sumringah.

Other than Mami, I was indeed very close and pampered by my Grandma. Maybe Grandma's here because of a problem I made this late.

"But for sure Feiza must be healthy first, son" said Mami.

I nodded with all the information they gave me. Unlike usual, it was very foreign to me when the attention for the sake of the attention they gave me.

Papi who is not so much time now always comes home on time and often invites me quality time. Mamipun more often invite me back in the kitchen with Grandma. Ka Soni who will be back in college next week is always on standby at home to harass me every day, without stopping before I really get upset with her. Ka Malik and his wife who also did not want to miss giving me support and attention, they often looked at me at home.

This was more than enough, I followed every line of attention they poured into me. But when I came back alone in the room I was still not satisfied because of all their attention to the foreign age for me. Whereas before they did notice me like their Grandson, Son and Sister. But maybe this is because of their over-attention attitude than usual.

Since the conflict that continues in my house, since then the harmony in this house has faded, our relationship with each other has become more strained. But with my condition, which the doctor said was mild depression, they worked hard to restore the atmosphere of the house as before so that it could make me happy and healthy again.

Milla and Reyhan even stopped by the house to visit and accompany me. Many things in this month that I did not know, they told me.

But this time they were very obedient, not as usual who preferred to sneak around and denied my request. Among the happy but I am also sad to see a scene like this.

"What the hell Mill, I'm healthy walafiat gini loh" I said when Milla pulled a tray containing snacks that I brought for them.

"I can't help you, I just can't wait to eat the cake made ur mom" Milla argued.

"Don't be too PeDe is Fei" Reyhan said.

Seeing me pursed my lips made them laugh amusedly.

"It's been difficult at the monyong monyongin that, this Amri mace here who wants to kiss that lip ? wall ?" suddenly Reyhan's words changed the expression of my face that had been upset to be sad because it remembered a man who liked to disappear from me.

"Please Rey" Milla rebuked Reyhan, who mentioned Amri in front of me.

"I forgot on purpose" Reyhan replied

"It's a gapapa ko, it's a person who is like a ghost, likes to appear and disappear suddenly" I said while trying to carve back a smile on my face.

"But Fei ..." Suddenly Reyhan wanted to say something but stopped because Milla's eyes were glaring as if to get out of place.

"But what Rey, say a gapapa, I'm afraid of this baller" I said half-jokingly making Milla hold my neck.

"Did Amri not see you at all?" apparently Reyhan's curiosity made him continue the question that had been delayed earlier. I just shook my head.

Indeed after Conscious and returned home. Only Amri hasn't told me. Like the previous incident when I fainted and was treated first he also disappeared. I don't want to die curious and finally I interrogate Milla and Reyhan who I believe knows something about this.

"Come on Mill's story. I can't believe it" I whined in the room with the two of them.

Looking at each other made them finally want to tell me what had happened during my unconscious in the hospital.