First Love Without Rest

Go home

I walked slowly to the terrace of my house where the door was open. Standing for a moment looking into the house, Mami was seen sitting on the stairs leaning against the stairs. "Mami" I said. Hearing me Mami immediately responded and ran towards me. We hugged and said sorry to each other, but "Feiza!!" arrived !!" yelled Papi who went down the stairs. I know Papi was angry at that time, my feelings were getting worse. I clasped Mami's hand tighter than before. "Hold Fei's emotions, throw away your ego" whispered Amri who was still faithful standing beside me.

Papi stood firm, glaring at me as if he was holding back his anger. Suddenly his gaze changed to Amri and looked at him from top to bottom. "Who are you ?" ask Papi who never knew Amri before. "Amri om" replied Amri while sticking out his hand to shake hands with Papi but not in response. "Look Fei, you don't be friends with people like this" Papi said pulling my hand. "don't blame others" Mami said defending Amri. "Don't blame how if it's wrong, our son is not this stubborn, surely because of this man" said Papi again. "Enough Pi !!" I snapped angrily, I came home because of Amri's persuasion but he was blamed instead. "father Fei, I went home first" said Amri softly who then paid back to my parents also "Om, Auntie, I'll go home, I'm saying home".

Papi pulled me into the house not even waiting for Amri to come out of our yard. In the middle of the room Papi scolded me as it happened and made me sobbing more and more.

"But never taught you this"

"Why are you reckless now"

"What are you doing out there?"

"You picked the wrong friend"

Papi kept nagging without leaving a pause for me to say anything.

"Enough !!" someone shouted from the entrance.

"We should be angry with Papi, Papi should realize why my sister behaved like that" said my eldest brother who turned out to come because he knew I was leaving.

His wife, ka Marwah who also came with him covered towards Mami who could only cry to see me scolded by Papi. While my brother hugged me tightly while looking at Papi with courage and anger. "I won't let anyone make a cry for Mami and Feiza" Ka Malik said loudly. "Ka .." I said softly, then ka Malik rubbed my shoulders and said "don't be sad Fei, big brother here" he said.

Not satisfied enough I asked and urged ka Marwah to tell me something that I think she also must know. "why don't I know what you are?" I said who was still crying. From the top I still see Papi who is only silent and even sat down like losing his energy. "we are in the room first yes, rest first you" said ka Marwah pulled me into the room.

I'm following him because it must be useless I asked them they wouldn't want to tell me now. I kept crying and tired and finally fell asleep in my room. After I woke up, the clock in front of me was already pointing to the number 8, "it's night" I said looking at the window with a view of the star-studded sky.

I ventured to slowly open the door of my room, I looked down at the living room on the lower floor that was visible from the upper floor in front of my room. There the parents, my brother and his wife were still sitting in silence. I went down the stairs one by one, and arrived to Marwah's ka glanced at me "Feiza .." she said to greet me. Mami immediately moved from her seat approaching and hugged me. With Mami in hand I joined those who were still sitting still. I approached Papi with a feeling of doubt and fear. "sit here nahk" said Papi patting the sofa beside him.

Papi hugged me tightly and kissed my forehead while repeatedly saying sorry. "Feiza who apologizes to Pi, Feiza is still childish, selfish" I said with a cry. "But Pi ..." I suddenly remembered Ka Malik's sentence when he had just arrived. "What do you mean by Malik saying we should be angry with Papi ?" I was curious to take turns looking at all of them who directly lyrically glanced without answering my question.

"Fei, all this time you were dear and never scolded right ? Your brother is very dear to you, but because Papi is angry so we are also angry to Papi, you are not entirely wrong" ka Marwah explained with heart and then justified by all in the room. I know that's not the real answer, but I'm trying to accept it.

"Oh yes, I ordered pizza, maybe it has come" said ka Malik as he moved from his seat when there was a bell ringing from the front door. Not so long ago he came back with two boxes of pizza and walked towards me with a sweet smile "pizza is coming !!" he said, showing me his pizza box. "Nih tuna melt pizza for my lovely little angel" said ka Malik as he ruffled my hair and put pizza in front of me. I returned his smile "thanks ka".

we forget for a moment the problems that occur and try to melt the atmosphere by enjoying pizza, although sometimes it still looks awkward and more silent. "Oh yeah Fei, that was ..." My mother asked me about someone who was driving me home. "What a matter, it's hard to talk about the guy Papi didn't like" said Papi interjected Mami's question. "he's a good guy Pi" said I who began to get upset again with Papi. ka Marwah who was sitting next to me stroked my shoulder and whispered "already Fei has, gausah discussed first" he said.

There was a ringing HP that I put in the room. "I want to answer the phone first" I said, bringing a slice of pizza I still hold and heading to my room. "Feiiii .." Papi called me and made us look at him "why Pi ?" my many. "But hope you still want to obey Papi, Papi doesn't want you to be close to the man" I immediately turned my body and ran a little towards the room.

I don't know what Papi thinks about Amri at their first meeting. But Papi should thank you because Amri I want to go home again. I continued to grumble all the way to the room.

When I took my HP it turned out that the ring was dead.