DEW PURITY

Drizzle

"Why stand alone? Many guests are waiting for you. Just wanted to say hello to the star of the party!" rafan said, Kanaya was still glued. His gaze was straight, looking up at the overcast sky.

The sky looks red, like an eye ready to shed its tears. There were no stars to decorate, leaving only traces of its flickering light. The moon no longer shows its face, hiding behind the red sky. Kanaya continued to stare at the sky, without saying a word. His mind and heart were in turmoil, Kanaya was upset by Haykal's unanswered question.

"Kanaya Fauziah Abimata!" rafan said softly, Kanaya sighed. The sound of breathing was so heavy, filled with a burden that it seemed unable to bear.

Rafan gazes at the sister, the firmness enveloping Kanaya's fragile and sorrow. The visible firmness is like a cut in Rafan's eye. Kanaya never said the problem, but Rafan was able to feel Kanaya's uneasiness. Blood is flowing in Rafan's veins, the reason he feels the pain and sorrow of Kanaya. The pain that Kanaya always wanted to cover. The judgment of the person who always blames his stubbornness. Without thinking it would be fragile and sorrow Kanaya.

Buuughh

Rafan patted Kanaya's shoulder gently. Reawakening Kanaya from daydreams without end. A warm clap that wanted to say to Kanaya. If Kanaya is never alone. Rafan the older brother will always support and be his fragile protector. Kanaya will never be alone, because in silence Rafan will always accompany Kanaya.

"Why so hard? If your heart is weak. Why so haughty? If your soul expects it. You don't always have to be strong. Sometimes your body wants to lean. If you're not sure you're leaning on someone else. Least lean on me, a body that will always be strong for your sake. We are born from the same womb and the same blood flows in our veins. Wipe out your anger and disappointment, so I can believe. My sister never forgot me and still thinks of me as a big brother!" rafan said, Kanaya immediately turned her head. Kanaya's right hand immediately shut Rafan's mouth. Kanaya does not believe Rafan's words. Kanaya's headband, Kanaya's gesture never expected Rafan to think so shallow.

"The blood relationship will never be changed. Sometimes silence makes us understand each other. Even distance allows us to miss each other!"

"The same miss, when you make a distance with Haykal!" sahut Rafan, Kanaya is silent.

Kanaya looked up, seen the first raindrop falling right on her forehead. The rain that signals the sky is crying. Flashes and thunderous sounds of earthy lightning. Removing the silence of the night, the sky signifies the Creator. Kanaya closed her eyes, looking up at the sky as if understanding her turmoil and her mound. Rafan was fixated, staring silently at Kanaya who was covered in wounds and tears. Saving the pain that Kanaya does not want to share.

"This love is so hard to understand. Missing too much pain I feel. If I could hope, I would like to forget everything that happened. Reborn with a different name and status!"

"You're sorry to be Abimata's daughter!"

"Repent, too cruel a word. As a servant, I have no right to regret everything that happened. But as an ordinary man full of weaknesses. Sometimes I feel tired, no longer able to bear the burden that I can not bear anymore!"

"Because, every human being lives with different burdens and responsibilities. But behind the distress, there are stored paths and abilities. But patience awaits that path that makes humans give up. Brother doesn't want to see you lose. You win and you always win. The faith that you hold tight, the light that will make you see that path!"

"Sister, this faith is firm in my heart. But the pain, sometimes makes me give up. Every second I learn, but trust me. Slipping is not as easy as said. It takes a big heart and a big soul. So that these eyes do not cry, when staring at the happiness of others. So that this mouth does not swear, when seeing the laughter of others. These ears are not buzzing, hearing the cheerful voice of others!"

"Kanaya, why do you sound heartbreaking? What the hell is going on?"

"If I could, I'd tell you. But this mouth was covered by a promise. I won't break the promise I made!" kanaya said softly, then lowered her head. Rafan feels Kanaya's wounds are so deep. There are no more tears to say it. Rafan could only be transfixed, looking at Kanaya's body which was starting to shake.

"Kanaya, we go inside!" take Rafan, Kanaya is silent. Rafan stood right beside Kanaya. Although he was unable to wipe away Kanaya's tears. At least Rafan slightly erases Kanaya's own flavor.

Drizzling began to greet, Kanaya's veil was wet with tears held back. While the drizzle began to wet the long hijab. But Kanaya did not budge. He stood upright, defying the tears of the sky. Forget for a moment the crowds of his birthday party. Alone in the quiet and cold of the night. Seeking the meaning of love in his heart.

"Zahrah!" rafan said softly, while looking straight at the parking lot.

Two luxury cars entered the restaurant. Car carrying Haykal and Zahra. Kanaya immediately looked up, staring towards Zahra. The second floor where he stood, easily made him look towards Haykal and Zahra.

"Sister invited him!" kanaya said, Rafan shook his head.

"Maybe!" sahut Rafan, Kanaya silently looked at Haykal. Rafan observes, he sees such great love. But love is full of wounds that will never become one.

"Come on, brother, they're our guests. Not good, brother is here. Leave them alone!" kanaya Pinta, Rafan pulls Kanaya's body. Looking at Kanaya's two beautiful eyes. It was as if searching for the wound that was stored so tightly in Kanaya's heart.

"You're wrong Kanaya, they're coming for you. You should be there!" rafan said loudly, Kanaya is weak. There was no sound, Rafan was confused to see Kanaya.

"That sincere word I can't do yet!"

"What do you mean?" rafan said loudly, while pulling Kanaya's body.

"Laughter, their togetherness. I haven't been sincere to see it!" kanaya said softly, Rafan turned to the direction Kanaya pointed. Rafan was stunned, realizing the meaning of Kanaya's words.

"Why?" said Rafan, while looking fixed two beautiful eyes Kanaya.

"Why?" rafan shouted, when he realized Kanaya was silent. Not a single thought was explained to Rafan.

"Fahira Anastasya, the younger brother of Zahra's father. Mother-to-be for Zahra, the best partner for Haykal Anzari Ansa!" kanaya said with a trembling voice.

"Kanaya, what do you mean? You love Haykal? So why do you keep rejecting it? Hurt your wounded heart. Even if you realize, your rejection is the reason your wounds are getting deeper!"

"Because I love her, that's why I refused!" sahut Kanaya, Rafan silently looked at Kanaya nanar. Then, Rafan pulls Kanaya's body in his arms. Rafan held onto Kanaya. Asking Kanaya to cry in his arms.

"Aqel!" whispered Rafan, Kanaya shook her head between her broken cries along with the drizzle.

"He's the brother who tried to heal my heart wounds. A sincere relationship with no strings attached that never thought of the direction of anchoring this relationship!"

"Kanaya, cry and trust me with your wounds. I'm not someone else, I'm your big brother!" whispered Rafan softly, Kanaya continued to panfis in Rafan's arms.

"Why do I know Haykal's sister? If we must finally forget. Why should I fall in love? If I really should hate him. Why should I expect it? If you're never together!"

"Cry Kanaya!" rafan whispers

"My heart hurts, it hurts!" kanaya whispered in her tears. His voice sounded trembling and full of wounds. Rafan feels tight, but Rafan must be strong. All for Kanaya.

"I love her, brother, but I can't be with her!" kanaya said with her eyes closed.

Bruughh

"Kanaya!" rafan shouted, realizing Kanaya had fallen unconscious.

"Kanaya!" yell Rafan.