DEW PURITY

RAFAN'S ANXIETY

"Rafan, coffee!" said Aira, while giving a cup of coffee.

Rafan is seen massaging his temples, drowsiness begins to ambush both eyes. Rafan's body feels so tired, since morning he has been working in the hospital. But his fatigue disappeared, changing anxiously. When Aira contacted her, she said Hanna was sick and unconscious. Sontak Rafan went to the village where Hanna KKN was. Rafan forgets the tiredness, only the worry is in his mind.

Rafan went on his sports bike. He cycled hundreds of kilometers, in order to meet Hanna. Although Aira had already said, if Hanna had already received treatment from the village midwife. Rafan is worried, and he decides to go to Hanna. Nearly two and a half hours Rafan was riding his motorcycle. Rafan does not rest, he only stops when prayer time arrives. Rafan arrived around 20:00 WIB. Aira was surprised to see Rafan coming. But tucked into a sense of happiness, seeing how much attention Rafan to Hanna. Evidence of Rafan's sense of heart for Hanna.

"Thank you brother!" sahut Rafan, while receiving a warm cup of coffee from Aira.

Rafan sips Aira's coffee, then puts the cup on the table. The night is getting late, Rafan glances at the clock attached to his hand. Exactly at 22:00 WIB, almost two hours Rafan was there. Rafan checked on Hanna. Since Aira reported Hanna's condition. Rafan already figured, if Hanna's stomach acid rises. Hanna's condition is going to get worse. If Hanna doesn't receive a proper handler. Rafan has already prepared the medicines that may be needed. Rafan painstakingly checks Hanna's condition. Aira watches Rafan from afar. Rafan's anxiety makes Aira believe, Rafan is the right man to keep Hanna.

"Sneak up Rafan, tomorrow morning you're home!" aira said, Rafan shook his head weakly. Rafan has to go home, he's afraid Dew is worried about his condition.

Rafan was unable to contact Dewun, as his phone was left in the hospital. But unbeknownst to Rafan, Aira has contacted Nur, to report Hanna's condition is starting to improve. At once Aira asks for permission, having asked Rafan to check on her daughter Hanna. Nur called Dewun an hour later.

"Tomorrow morning I have to work!" sahut Rafan lirih, Aira nodded to understand Rafan's busyness. But going home without rest first is too dangerous. Moreover, the cold night wind, can make Rafan freeze during the trip.

"It is better to stay overnight, after the new dawn prayer you go home. Your condition does not allow for travel. As your appointment, brother Dewun I have an obligation to look after you!" aira said firmly, Dew sighed.

At first glance Rafan felt Dewun who was talking to him. Rafan feels that Dew is forcing him. In his heart Rafan recognizes the similarities between Aira and Dewun. Equally hard-hearted and assertive, but keeps a loving warm. Rafan begins to feel comfortable with the status between himself and Aira. An unlikely blood bond can turn into love.

"Entai brother? In half an hour I'll check on Hanna. If it stays the same, I'll stay. But if it starts to improve, I'll be home tonight. I can rest on the way!" rafan said, Aira shook her head weakly. A cold and stern attitude that Aira could never change. The declining attitude of her sister's Dew.

"Come to you, I'm tired of arguing with you. I better get in, I'll make you dinner!"

"No need, I'm still full!" rejecting Rafan politely, Aira smiles behind her veil. The obvious rejection is a lie.

Since coming, Rafan has not eaten anything. Anxiety for Hanna's condition makes her forget her fullness. Even the drowsiness that had caught his eyes. Not one bit ignored. Aira was not a clairvoyant who could glare. But the sound of Rafan's stomach, indicating the worms in Rafan's stomach need intake.

"You're not hungry, but the worms in your stomach are starting to squawk. Besides, I'm just gonna make you noodles. There are no delicious delights in the village. A packet of noodles, I think it's enough to stick your stomach up until tomorrow morning!" aira said casually, Rafan was silent. She felt embarrassed, when Aira realized her hunger.

"Sorry, if there's only noodles that might be unhealthy food according to a doctor like you!" aira said, when he realized the look of a different Rafan's face. Rebat Rafan turned his head, feeling that Aira was very scary. Aira was able to read Rafan's mind.

"Sir Aira!"

"Sit down Rafan, I'll make you noodles. A cup of coffee is not good to drink, when your stomach is empty. Enough Hanna's a sick man. I don't want his personal doctor to be sick either!" aira teases Rafan. Slowly, Rafan nodded in agreement to Aira's words. Rafan could no longer refuse Aira's kindness. An aunt who deserves a surrogate mother for her.

Rafan sat staring at the sky in a remote village. A village far from the city. Since Rafan arrived at the village boundary, Rafan only heard the sound of the animals of the night that were mutually unpretentious. Right and left of the village road overgrown with shady trees. The sound of friction of leaves and twigs blown by the wind. Add to the impression of shahdu and beautiful tonight. The moon was smiling, its bright light was redeeming on the sidelines of a tall tree. Light up the village, removing the darkness that enveloped the village. The atmosphere of the night was so quiet. Yet save the undisputed beauty of the night.

Lama Rafan admires the beauty of the night. Feel the gust of the night wind blowing with its firmness. But Rafan did not feel cold, instead Rafan felt calm. Rafan was so happy, sitting between the dark of the night and the bright rays of the moon. The greatness of the creator that can never be imitated. Only with gratitude, the way we appreciate the beauty of the night.

"Rafan, eat and here's the water. I went inside. I've asked the host for permission, RT sir. You can stay at the front mosque. I'll call you, if Hanna wakes up!" said Aira lirih, Rafan nodded his head assent.

Aira chose to go inside. Aira wants to perform prayer. Aira has not prayed, because since then Aira was busy with Hanna's deteriorating condition. Now that Hanna's condition had improved, Aira had calmed down. Moreover, Rafan is accompanying Hanna. The reason Aira felt that everything would be fine.

"Sir, please check Hanna's body temperature. He's afraid he's got a fever!" pinta Rafan, Aira nodded slowly. Aira gave a full smile behind her veil. Aira felt so happy, seeing Rafan's attention to Hanna. Even Aira felt moved deep in her heart. Hopefully one day there will be a priest who will take care and take care of him. As for Rafan's sincere concern for Hanna. Anxiety that overcomes hunger and drowsiness.

"Hanna, why are you awake? Rest back!" aira said with a surprised tone. Hanna shook her head weakly, Hanna's face looked pale. Obviously, Hanna's condition isn't okay.

Aira was about to walk towards Hanna's room. But his footsteps came to a halt, when he saw Hanna walking towards him with shaky steps. Hanna forced her weak body to walk towards Aira. More precisely walk to the terrace of the house. Maybe Hanna wants to meet Rafan. Aira had forbidden Hanna, but Hanna's sad gaze made Aira's heart sliced. Hanna obviously wants to say, Rafan is going to make it okay. Finally Aira relented and let Hanna walk over to Rafan. Aira did not want Hanna's condition to worsen. If Aira continues to forbid Hanna from meeting with Rafan.

"Alright Hanna, accompany Ravan for a moment. I have to pray Isya!" aira said, Hanna nodded slowly.

Tap Tap Tap

Hanna's footsteps sounded weak. Hanna walked gontai towards the terrace. He wants to see Rafan's face. The face she so missed. Hanna hears Rafa's voice, so she rushes out of her room. Just meet Rafan, after that Hanna will be back to rest. Hanna won't calm down without seeing Rafan.

"Sister Rafan!" greet Hanna with her weak voice. Sontak Rafi turned to the door.

Hanna stood up, holding on to the door. Rafan immediately put the dishes on the table. Rafan rushed over to Hanna. He sat on the chair on the terrace. Rafan crouches right in front of Hanna. He looked at the chilly sweat droplets that fell from Hanna's temple. Rafan shook his head weakly, he couldn't believe Hanna was coming out of his room. Rafan wants to be angry, but Hanna's pale face makes Rafan's anger stuck in the throat.

Rafan clasped tightly onto Hanna's cooling hand. Then with his hands full of tenderness. Rafan wiped the cold sweat dripping from behind his hijab. As a man, Rafan has broken his limits. But as a doctor, Rafan's anxiety and attitude are natural. Given Hanna's condition isn't okay.

"Why get out of the room? You must rest, your condition is still very weak!" rafan said softly, Hanna looked down silent. Hanna clasped Rafan's hand. Hanna felt cold and only Rafan's hand made her feel warm and calm.

"We'd better get in, you need a break. The night wind is not good for your health!" rafan said, while standing right in front of Hanna. Hanna shook her head weakly, Hanna's gaze glared. The look was comforting, so that Rafan would not bring him in. Rafan sighed, obviously he was confused by Hanna's seemingly childish attitude.

Hanna's hand held Rafan's. It's like Hanna doesn't want to be away from Rafan. The spoiled attitude suddenly shown by Hanna to Rafan. Hope Rafan understands his loneliness and longing. Hanna has trouble eating regularly. For almost a week more, Rafan and Hanna do not meet. Rafan is busy with his work and Hanna is busy with his KKN.

"Hanna!" greeting Rafan, when he realized Hanna was silent resisting disappointment. Hanna kept her head down, Rafan getting anxious about Hanna's condition. Slowly Rafan releases Hanna's hand. Rafan took off the leather jacket he was wearing. Rafan puts it on Hanna, hoping Hanna doesn't get cold.

"Sister Rafan, I want to be near you!" hanna said softly, while leaning her head on Rafan's shoulder.

As soon as Rafan froze, his body felt stiff. Kala Hanna leaned against her body. Hanna took the distance between them. Rafan is unable to resist the warmth and longing that Hanna showed. I don't know because Rafan feels sorry for Hanna? Or Rafan feels the same way as Hanna. A longing and comfort that began to exist in his heart.

"Sister Rafan, why shut up? Brother is angry I'm telling the truth!" hanna said, when she realized Rafan did not care about his honesty.

"Hanna, it's late at night. You better get inside. Your body is still very weak!"

"Why does my sister always reject me?"

"I didn't turn her down, Hanna, but you're still sick. I don't want you to get sicker. Besides, if I don't care about you. I won't come this far, just to check your condition!" rafan said, Hanna looked up at Rafan. Hanna looked at Rafan's gaze which was straight towards the moon. The handsome face of Rafan, looks so perfect from under his chin. Hanna is completely sedated with Rafan's good looks and charm.

"Son Rafan loves me!" said Hanna, sembaru looked up at Rafan. While Rafan who was surprised to hear Hanna's words, immediately lowered his head. As a result, the faces of the two were so close. Their eyes locked onto each other.

"I…!" said Rafan stopped, Hanna immediately lowered her head. Obviously Rafan hasn't had a taste for him yet. Hanna remembers Rafan's honesty the other day. But realizing that there was no feeling, Hanna really felt pain.

"Hanna, it's been fifteen minutes. Now that we're in, I'll accompany you until you fall asleep!" rafan said, Hanna was silent. Hanna tries to get up from her seat, Hanna feels disappointed with Rafan's silence.

"Hanna!" rafan said, holding Hanna's hand. With a flat look, Hanna turned her head towards Rafan.

"After you've finished KKN, we get married. Tonight, I felt an anxiety that could make me die. As a doctor, I can take care of you. But as a Rafan, I have no right to approach you. Honestly Hanna, I won't be able to hold back the desire in me. I had faith, but the feeling that began to grow in my heart had none. This feeling is blind and deaf, until I can justify something that was haram from the beginning!"

"Sir Rafan is serious!" sahut Hanna was happy, Rafan nodded without hesitation.

"I'm serious, but if you're willing!"

"Why not tomorrow?" sahut Hanna loud, both eyes of Rafan perfectly round. He was very surprised to hear Hanna.

"Why rush? There's still a lot of Hanna's time, just two months. After two months, we will officially get married!"

"Two months is quite a long time!" hanna said annoyed for no reason.

"Hanna, what do you want to say?" rafan said he did not understand Hanna's irritation.

"In two months, there will be many women approaching you. Maybe you can resist them, but over time they can get your sympathies!" hanna said honestly and innocently. Rafan shook his head while smiling. Hanna's jealousy sounded sweet. Rafan can't be angry or upset to see Hanna's jealousy for no reason.

"Hanna, you better eat. It's not good to sleep on a hungry stomach!" said Rafan, then feed Hanna with noodles made by Aira.

"This hand only feeds you, for your hunger will be my hunger. I can hold back hunger, as long as you're full. I will not prove or promise you. But believe me, I just want to see your happiness!"

"Sister Rafan, I'm cold. May I hug you!" hanna said casually, Rafan immediately greeted Hanna again. Thought Hanna would stop talking.

"Eat and take medicine, then sleep. Don't think no!" rafan said, Hanna snorted in annoyance.

"Not romantic!" hanna lirih was almost inaudible. Rafan smiled wryly, hearing Hanna's annoyance. Hanna's spoiled attitude is starting to become opium in the cold attitude of Rafan.

"Now you come in or I go home. Remember Hanna, if I go home now. You won't be able to meet me!" rafan said firmly, Hanna stood up and then stuck her index finger right in Rafan's bibira.

"Don't say that, I'm afraid of losing you!" hanna said with eyes that started to water.

"Sorry!" sahut Rafan, felt that he had mispronounced in front of Hanna.

"Don't stay away from me!" hanna said, then hugged Rafan tightly.

"Hanna!" calling Aira, Hanna turned her head while smiling.

"Sorry brother Aira, I'm solemnly hugging Rafan's brother. His body is too gallant, dear if not hugged!" hanna said with her innocence. As Rafan shook his head in disbelief, he saw Hanna's other attitude.

"Lake in!" aira said firmly, Hanna nodded.

"Sister Rafan, good night and love you!" hanna said, Rafan patted his seat slowly.

"Hanna is unique!" rafan's inner self with warm and happy feelings.