
"May I sit with you!" greet Aira, her soft voice spread Rafan's daydream. Immediately Rafan awakens from his daydream. He saw the real figure of Aira, a figure that a few seconds ago existed in his thoughts and daydreams.
"Please!" sahut Rafan is nervous.
"Thank you!" said Aira, while pulling the chair back. Aira sat right in front of Rafan. Her two beautiful eyes greeted Rafan warmly. The look that broke Rafan's heart and feelings.
Rafan is shocked to see the sudden arrival of Aira. The woman who should have been called an aunt by him, despite being younger than Rafan. The woman who in fact has the status of the younger sister of Dewun Khafifah Fauziah. Rafan does not expect, he will continue to meet with Aira. Since Rafan knows the status of the relationship between them. From then on, Rafan hopes to never meet Aira. Rafan does not want his admiration in his heart, to be a justification for the taste that does not deserve to exist. But everything is written, the more Rafan does not want to meet Aira. The more often he saw a woman with shade knocking on his heart.
"Tante, please order some food or drink!" greeting Rafan kindly, Aira scrunched her forehead in disbelief. He hears Rafa's call for him. A call that should have been for her, but it felt amused to be heard in her ears.
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Aira put down some of the books she brought right in front of Rafan. Aira seemed to want to show her dislike. When I heard Rafa call him that. But Rafan with his cold attitude looks so relaxed. Rafan felt his attitude was right and did not need Aira to be angry with the call. Aira who felt ignored by Rafan, immediately looked at Rafan fixedly. It was almost as if Raffan had lost his mind, when Aira was so close to him. Fragrant perfume used Aira, making Rafan not warty. The gaze from Aira's beautiful eyes, instantly froze her body. Rafan was stunned, seeing Aira's warm attitude.
"Can you back off? Remember, we are not believers!"
"You're delirious, who just called me aunty? I think my attitude towards you is very natural. Me and Dewun have the same blood. It means you are my son too!" aira teases Rafan.
Rafan immediately regained his chair, now he was sitting a little away from the table. Aira immediately smiled behind her veil. Rafan's cold attitude, even looks funny in Aira's eyes. It is legally religious, Rafan and Air have a blood relation. But given Rafan's interest in Aira. Make Rafa keep a little distance. Because the breath never knows the mind. Napsu only wants to destroy, if there is no basis of faith.
"Why stay away? An aunt has the right to pinch or hit her niece!" aira said, Rafan shook his head weakly.
With a sharp look, Rafan locked onto the figure of Aira. Rafan really wants to forget the taste of Aira. After all they're brothers and can never be together? Moreover, his relationship with Hanna is getting closer and certain. Rafan doesn't want to hurt Hanna. By continuing to hold his admiration for Aira. Instead, saving a taste for Aira was foolishness without consideration.
"What does aunt want to talk about? Sure there's a reason, auntie came to see me. Today, Grandma Fitri is not in the hospital. It means aunt came alone!" rafan said firmly, Aira nodded in response to Rafan's words.
"I will answer your question, on condition that you change your call to me!" aira said, Rafan was silent.
"Sir, it seems much more comfortable!" aira said, Rafan nodded in agreement. The two agreed on a more relaxed nickname.
"Now tell me, why meet me at the hospital? Not supposed to be an aunt, sorry brother bothers his sister to work!" rafan said, Aira smiled to hear Rafan calling her with a sister's call.
"Hanna, the reason I'm in front of you. I accidentally went to the hospital. At first I came just to take papa's medicine. But when I saw you sitting alone. I was moved to meet you. It's like something made me want to talk to you!"
"Tell me clearly, I don't have much time!" rafan said coldly, Aira sighed. Rafan's cold attitude, momentarily stopped Aira's blood flow. Anxiety surged into his heart. Aira was afraid that the same pain would be felt by Hanna. When Hanna becomes a part of Rafan's life.
"I just wanted to make sure, if you're the right man for Hanna!"
"Why does sister care so much about Hanna's happiness? If I wasn't the right guy. Tell Aunt Nur to forget her wish!"
"I'm sorry, if my attitude scares you and doubts the intentions in my heart. But one thing I can assure you. I was born of a woman. I was raised by a mother. I have a little sister. All this time, I never wanted to see their tears. For a single drop of their tears, capable of disintegrating and hurting me. The reason that makes me, will never be able to shed a woman's tears. Including the tears of Hanna, the sister who is so dear to you!"
"Why is your heart this cold? If real sincere intentions full of warmth are stored in it. I feel like there's a wound that makes you so cold!"
"Whatever it is? There's no reason I'm explaining everything to you. If you're so worried about Hanna. Put her together with Brother Hanif, she loves Hanna so much!" rafan said firmly, Aira looked at Rafan nanar. Rafan's cold attitude can never be understood. But the decisiveness of Rafan, worth appreciating. Rafan never wanted to hurt Hanna, but it didn't exist for Hanna.
Aira shook her head weakly. Aira knows Hanif personally, she does love Hanna. But the harsh attitude of Hanif, will make Hanna tormented. Hanna never loved Hanif. All this time Hanna only considered Hanif as a friend, nothing more and never more. The reason that makes Aira will not agree with Hanna and Hanif's relationship.
"He loves Hanna, but Hanna loves you. She loves Hanna, but she can also hurt Hanna. Hanif just wants to have Hanna, instead you want to protect Hanna. The reason that makes me believe, you can take care of Hanna and be able to become the priest of her afterlife. For life is not just for now, but in the hereafter!"
"See big sister loves Hanna so much!" rafan said, Aira nodded firmly.
"Hanna deserves to be happy, like every child born and raised with a full family. Hanna is indeed big along with aunt Nur and om Fahmi. But believe it or not, there was an empty and lonely space in his heart that continued to miss his parents. That's why I want her to have a husband who can fill the emptiness of her heart. That man is you, my handsome and smart nephew!"
"Hmmm!" sahut Rafan relaxed, Aira smiled behind his veil.
Somehow is Rafan starting to feel comfortable around Aira? Awe that was originally defined as love. Now lost replaced the sense of fraternity comfort. It might be weird and there's no way that feeling goes away. Like a sudden sense of awe was present in his heart. Like that, the sense of admiration faded, without saying goodbye and changed meaning. No one understands the voice of the heart. For the heart will speak without being able to coerce or restrain its direction. Rafan did not expect, he could so easily forget. Maybe it's all because the same blood can't fuse together. Blood ties will never become connections. For a moment Rafan was grateful, he could feel the beauty of love and happy to have a sister at the same time.
"All right, my handsome brother. Big sister my little Hanna, if you love you can't yet. At least don't think about hurting him. One thing you must believe, Hanif's love is not as sincere as the intention in your heart. For the sake of getting her wish, she could forget her affection by hurting her loved ones!" aira said, Rafan nodded slowly. Rafa agreed with Aira's sincere words. As Aira stood up, she had to go take the medicine. He's been talking to Rafan for a long time. Aira felt enough to say hope, for the happiness of her foster sister Hanna.
"Sir Aira!" greeting Rafan coldly, Aira turned his head right at his third step. Aira twisted her body 180°, she stared fixedly at Rafan. It was as if something was stuck in Rafan's mind. Aira was silent, but her eye gesture showed her agreeing with Rafan's call.
"May I misinterpret, but I feel there's a lot of meaning to our meeting today. Hanna's happiness is one of those reasons. But your concern and sincerity for Brother Hanif, says such a profound thing. Your concern for Hanna, the way you protect Brother Hanif from the stupidity he will regret later!"
"Rafes!" sahut Aira doesn't believe it. Aira's voice stammered, as if Rafan's words were true.
"It turns out I'm right, if that's true. Why don't you try to help Hanif become a better man?" rafan said, Aira shook her head weakly.
"I can't melt his hard heart, but I believe that Brother Dewun is able to melt his hard heart. Brother Hanif found an older brother who would fill his day with affection. His heart will be full of love. Removing the desolate that had been in his life. Brother Dewun will show Brother Hanif, there is a lot of love around brother Hanif. With firmness and hard upbringing, Brother Hanif will find the fragile love stored in his heart!"
"Sincere and holy love!" sahut Rafan lirih's.
"I'm leaving now, don't say anything to anyone? Remember this is the secret of our hearts!" aira said kindly and cheerfully. Rafan nodded with firmness. Aira leaves without turning her head, leaving Rafan to realize the true meaning of love.
"Your sincere love will find its end. He will be a part of your life. If he is the best. Although to be honest, I wish there were men who were much better than him. But again, the heart cannot be restrained. He will love in the heart the right and unexpected. What a beautiful taste you created. The proof of Your majesty, and of Your ordinance so real and indisputable!" batin Rafan full of haru and proud. He saw the sincere love implied in the heart of Humairah Nabila Ikhsani, for one name Hanif Eka Adijaya who was full of arrogance.