
"Papa, what do you think about my match with Hanna? Will you let me marry Hanna? Will you accept Hanna to be your son-in-law?" rafan lirih said, then looked down. Rafan squeezed his hand, there was fear running through his heart. Rafan feels helpless, if Abra finally refuses an arranged marriage between himself and Hanna.
"You asked papa's opinion?" abra said in disbelief, Rafan nodded in agreement.
Rafan feels compelled to ask Abra, how is Abra his real father? The first person to agree with her marriage to Hanna or any other woman. Rafan and Abra's relationship is not so close, but the blood that flows in their veins is the same. As strong as Rafan away, in fact Abra is the closest person to him. Abhimata's blood flowed in his second pulse. No one can doubt all that. They will remain close until death do.
"You're serious!" abra said in disbelief, again and again a visible nod of the head. Rafan nodded with firmness. He convinced Abra, if Abra's permission is what he needs right now.
"Papa, my cold attitude doesn't mean I hate you. Forever you're my real father, your riddhom that I've always needed. My paradise mom, my role model papa. Only to you live and be happy I'm leaning!" rafan said softly, Abra was stunned to look at Rafan.
"Rafan, papa didn't hear me wrong!"
"It's time, the warmth between us was created. There comes a time, I need papa. Today, papa's permission and ridho I need!" rafan said warmly, Abra looked at Rafan's nanar. Can't believe the word that came out of his son's lips.
Abra seemed to dream of warm feeling Rafan's attitude towards him. The distance that had been created between them. It disappeared with just one request. Rafan seems to need Abra as a father who is very respected. Rafan realizes, Abra is the most meritorious person in his life. Of course after the Dew, the mother gave birth to it.
"Honestly Abra, papa doesn't believe in any of this. Papa is not unhappy, but Papa is very happy. Till papa gets scared all this is just a dream!" abra said in disbelief, Rafan approached Abra. Relax and guilt. Rafan pinched Abra's arm, as if to answer Abra's disbelief. Abra screamed in pain.
"Papa believed!" rafan said flatly, there was no guilt on Rafan's face. At least an apology has pinched Abra. Instead, leisurely Rafan passed by and sat in his original place. Rafan feels his job is done. Abra feels pain which means, all of this is real.
"Rafan, why pinch papa?" abra said in disbelief, Rafan smiled with his innocence. Abra stared happily. Finally after all these years, Abra was able to make her son smile at her. Abra is willing to feel pain, as long as it can make Rafan feel comfortable nearby.
"Papa, now answer my question. Papa's decision will be my consideration!" rafan said coldly and firmly, Abra let out a short sigh.
Abra feels that Rafan is still the son of Embun. Rafan who will return cold, forget the warmth that has just been created. Abra was disappointed, when the warmth between him and Rafan was only for a moment. A little warm between them. It was enough to make Abra's cold heart feel warm. His son is now beginning to lean his anxiety on him.
"Rafes!" greeting Abra softly, Rafan immediately looked up at Abra.
Rafan's sharp gaze showed his seriousness. Rafan waited with anxiety. The answer of his heart's turmoil will be his relationship with Hanna. The woman who made him anxious, but could not yet knock on his heart. But there is one sincere intention stored deep in Rafan's heart. A wish for Hanna's happiness for the rest of her life.
"You love Hanna?" abra said, Rafan lowered his head while shaking his head slowly.
"Do you appreciate it?" abra said again, Rafan nodded firmly.
"Rafan, papa was once in Hanna's position. Fear of losing love. A longing that is never avenged. The cold attitude that almost made papa freeze to death. The fear of the unwelcome!" abra said, Rafan stared in disbelief.
"Father!" sahut Rafan lirih, Abra nodded firmly.
"Do you think you loved papa long before we got married?"
"Of course, if there is no love. There's no way you're getting married!"
"Mama never loved papa. He respected my father and the reason for our marriage was no more for the sake of his service to the brother of faith!"
"No way!" sahut Rafan shook his head.
"Unfortunately all of that is true, even when papa is getting married to mama. Papa is still afraid of losing his mother. The feeling Hanna might be feeling at this moment. The difference is that only papa is male and Hanna is female. Whereas in the past, Grandpa Haykal was against papa's relationship!"
"And papa, will oppose my relationship with Hanna!" rafan cut off Abra's words.
"Papa will not forbid your relationship. Even papa will hold your wedding very lively. Only, one thing you should know. Marriage is not a game that will stop when we lose or we get tired of playing it. Marriage will test the strong faith and feeling that is in our hearts. If we win, it means we are able to endure pride and low self-esteem. But if we lose, there will only be one way to answer it. An ending that will make you regret for life!"
"If there is no love? How are you willing to marry Papa? But did you agree to marry papa?" cecar Rafan, Abra smiles knot. He sees the confusion of Rafan who needs himself as a father. Abra felt meaningful in her son's life. For a moment Abra felt that his son was still very small and would forever be his little son.
"Feel believe and be sure!" abra said loudly, Rafan silently did not understand the meaning of Abra's words. Rafan felt that something was so difficult to understand. Rafan increasingly does not understand, where his relationship with Hanna after this.
"A relationship is not just based on love. If your love has no trust. Forever suspicion will be on him. If faithfulness is always in doubt, then there will never be trust in the relationship. If honesty were the reason for the quarrel. There is no sense of understanding in a relationship. Papa loves mom with full trust. My dad was never afraid of losing his mom. Although sometimes jealousy and inferiority greet. But mama always understood papa's heartbreak. Never was my mom standing in front of me. Mama will stand beside papa, because the basic relationship between papa and mama is not just love. Except trust and confidence, if all the best. Even mama became the first woman to appreciate papa, even though the love was not there for papa. Papa's loyalty has been tested and papa lost. Papa made an unforgivable mistake. But you see for yourself, with his trust and conviction. Mama forgave papa, without the slightest complaint of pain that papa incited. Honesty papa will love paxa mama. Make papa always sure, mama will do the same to me. If you only love me without trust or loyalty and honesty. Better to re-expose your heart. There will be many obstacles and obstacles that we will not easily pass!" abra said firmly, Rafan sighed.
"Now ask your heart, Hannakah is the right woman for you!"
"Father, thank you!" said Rafan Lirih, Abra was surprised. It was clearly visible on Abra's face. But Rafan's smile makes Abra's heart happy.
"For!" sahut Abra's.
"Papa makes Rafan convinced of the reason for his relationship with Hanna. I'll make sure of everything later tonight!" rafan said firmly and steadily. Abra nodded with pride.
"That's papa's son!"