DEW PURITY

Under Night Drizzle

The night sky was clear, and it was beginning to cloud. The moonlight is hidden, replaced by a red sky. The cold of the night was getting pierced to the bone. When the wind blows carrying steam, the sign of the rain wants to say hello. The earthy thunderous roar. Adding to the night shahdu, breaking the silence created. No sound of the night animals. Beautiful melody on a clear night, disappeared along with a drizzle that began to greet.

Dew was standing on the balcony of his megag house. Balcony located on the top floor of his house. Dew's favorite place in bad times greet him. Dew stands with hands resting on a balcony iron fence. A house located in one of the elite. A luxurious mansion, his small family palace was staying. Standing firmly on the unmitigated land area. The building seemed capable of reaching the high sky. Even if it never happens, it's never real? The dew looked up at the hostile sky. Feeling the drops by drops of water that gently touched his face. A drizzle that seemed to understand her tears. The downcast dew felt the tears of the sky that greeted his tiny body.

The silent dew feels the cold of the night. His bones were so strong, as if cold as to be unable to freeze his body. Dew no longer cares about the surrounding conditions, his mind is full of restless that he cannot say. Real jealousy was felt in his heart. An agitated dew seeks tranquility in fear of losing Abra's love.

Huuuff

The sound of a breath of Dew, weak but seemed to defeat the sound of the wind blowing. Dew felt confused with jealousy in his heart. Somehow the Dew was agitated at the thought of the events in Abra's office. The beauty and elegance of Sabrina, the real intruding confidence of Dewun. The charm of a woman who easily attracts the attention of the opposite sex. Sabrina's intelligence became an attraction in itself. The advantages that will make, men wither in the charm of Sabrina. No exception Abra handsome and well-established men. The reason for jealousy that now disturbs the calmness of Dewun.

The drizzle drizzle is increasingly touching the body of the Dew. The long hijab she was wearing began to get wet. But the Dew did not budge, he remained standing upright beside the iron barrier balcony. The dew no longer felt a chill, only anxiety and fear enveloping his heart. His love for Abra began to be unwell, there was no more trust. Dew began to fear the distance between himself and Abra.

"Why should I be jealous? When I realized, there was love between us. How could I be angry with you? When your time and body, seized to fulfill my happiness. Shouldn't I be disappointed that I'm busy? If you are tired and tired, it is because of me. Honestly, I might be naive with this jealousy. But this jealousy is real, when I see you with a woman. My trust was shattered, when my heart and mind thought of you with him in a closed room. Maybe I'm too possessive, but this pain makes me claustrophobic. The cry of Rafan is just an excuse, but the cry in my heart is reality. Brother Abra, I can't calm this heartache. Fear of your warm gaze on the more perfect one. Is it wrong if I get hurt? Don't I have a right to be angry? Should I give up? Trying to understand what my eyes are seeing. Abra, I'm sorry if I cried for this love. This jealousy will never be a proof of my love. But my tears, witness how great the fear within me is. Afraid of being away from you, priest of my hereafter. Brother Abra my handsome husband, I love you so much!" the Inner Dew Pilu.

The cloud clenched both of his hands. Resisting her pain, feeling her chest tightness. Breathing that began to feel heavy, his head that was no longer able to stand upright. The dew held tightly to the iron fence, looking for the support of his body that was starting to weaken. The dew feels crushed by jealousy. The arrogance of the Dew was reciprocated, when now he felt the pain of jealousy. How scared the Dew is to lose Abra. Dew really feel, love is not always beautiful and calm. Sometimes it is broken and pain becomes part of it. Especially when jealousy starts to take over his mind.

"Grow!" abra said softly, Dew turned his head for a moment after wiping away his tears.

Dew looked at Abra with two of her own eyes. Dew tried to calm his heart, keeping the anxiety and jealousy that controlled his heart. Dew covered her pain, so that Abra would not see her pain and disappointment. Dew tried to smile, even though the wound was real. The dew of pain restrained the jealousy of the presence of him who was better than himself.

"Sister's home, I'll prepare dinner!" dembun said, his voice sounded calm. No more pain, Dew is able to calm down. The tears of the sky, as if healing his wounded heart. The dew looks fine.

Dew walked past Abra, she was about to fulfill her duty as a wife. Dew never misses Abra's dinner. With both hands, Dew prepared dinner for her husband. Never once, Dewun asked for ART help at his home. While Abra began to get used to the cuisine made by Dewun.

"Wait!" abra said, holding Dewun's hand.

Dew steps stopped, without removing the hand of Abra who was holding it. Dew looked over with a look of wonder. Dew hopes Abra doesn't see the pain. Abra pulled Dewun's body, gently staring at the beautiful face of his beloved wife. Abra cupped Dew's face, the warmth of Abra's hand felt touching Dew's cheek. Replacing the cold that infiltrated his bones. For a moment Dew felt the warmth of Abra, amidst the coldness of her wounded and frozen heart.

"What's up, brother? Your body's getting wet, we better get inside!" debun said, Abra shook his head. Both hands remained in their original positions. Abra cupped Dew's face, staring straight into the two Dew eyeballs.

"Why did you come home without waiting for me? We can go home together!" said Abra, pretending not to see Dew anxiety.

"Rafan was asleep, so I immediately took him home. Since this morning Rafan whines looking for you. Rafan did not take a nap, so Rafan was exhausted and fell asleep after meeting you!"

"Then, why are you standing in the rain? You're worried about something!" cecar Abra, the Dew shook weakly. The Dew holds both hands of Abra. He led Abra's hand away from her face.

The dew tried to distract Abra. Hiding the restlessness that ruled his mind. Abra clasped Dew's hand tightly, for a second Abra did not want to be far from Dewun. The drizzle greets Abra and Dew's body, channeling the cold in Abra and Dew's heart. Put out the jealous fire in the heart of Dew that had smoldering.

"I miss Nur, she and I really like the rain. Every time she drizzled, Nur and I would sit quietly looking up at the sky. We felt calm, the tears of the sky were so cold and soothing. I miss those times, the busyness and status of Nur who is no longer alone. It makes you no longer able to spend time together!" said Dewirih, Abra silently listened to Dewun.

Abra tries to understand the real explanation for just reason. Abra brought Dew's face closer, gently dipped the Dew's forehead wet with rainwater. Abra kissed the soft back of Dew's hand, expressing deep love. Abra felt the anxiety of the Dew, a real sense of jealousy emanating from Dew's face. When Dewun left Abra's office.

"Dear, I'm sorry!" said Abra, while tightly clutching the body of Dewun. Abra put Dew's face right on her chest. Abra tries to calm the jealousy that rules the Dew.

The dew felt Abra's heartbeat. The deepest inner voice of the priest of the afterlife. Dew feels calm in the Abra's decapitation. It was as if Dewun felt the love of Abra, forgetting for a moment his insecurities. The drizzle that came down wet their bodies. No longer able to resist the heart-wrenching longing. Abra clutched the Dew tightly, bringing the Dew closer to his heart. The sound of a heartbeat that only mentions one name, Dew Khafifah Fauziayah.

"Grow baby, I'm sorry I let you down. I forgot my responsibility again. I was defeated by desire as a man. I'm scared, I hurt you!" abra said softly, while clutching the Dew tightly.

"He's the reason for your caliphate!" said Dewun in Abra decapitation.

"Let go!" said Dewun, while thrashing. The dew pushed Abra's body away, but his efforts were futile. Abra is getting closer to the Dew. Abra had guessed, if Dew would thrash. With all his might Abra held Dewun's body. In order not to get away from him.

"Let go!"

"Darling, listen to my explanation!" pinta Abra, Dew shook his head in Abra's arms. The Dew doesn't want to hear anything. But Abra still insisted, he would not let go of Dew just like that.

"Let go!" yell Dew.

"Darling, I'll let you go. As long as you promise to hear my explanation!" pinta Abra, Dew was silent. His body began to weaken, Abra's confession crippled the bones in his body. There is no hope of standing. Dew felt fragile, no longer wanting to stand by Abra's side.

"I beg you!" pinta Abra said, Dew nods in Abra's arms. When Abra let go of his embrace, Dewun immediately sat down. Stifled tears, falling along with the drizzle tonight.

"Sabrina Salsabilla, the graceful woman you saw in my office. I've known him since the gray-white period. He was one of the best students in school. A simple family princess who rises to pursue success with her abilities. Sabrina is a quiet and innocent girl, a charm that once made me fall in love. But we were different, he never looked at me. He never wanted to know a man born into a broken family. He only focused on his education, especially Sabrina getting a scholarship to go abroad. Sabrina has achieved her dream. Refuse the taste I offer!" abra said softly, Dewun silent silent silence. Both of his hands were stuck right on his chest. Resisting the tightness that began to make it difficult to breathe. Abra walks towards the balcony guardrail. Both of his hands were tightly holding the iron fence.

"Sabrina ruined my reason with Clara. His rejection made me seek satisfaction in Clara's arms. My life is a mess and I think there will never be any happiness in my life. Until I finally married you, feeling the joy of being a husband and father of my little son Rafan. Again and again I lost, Sabrina came two months ago. He's a business partner who helped me succeed. Honestly Dew, I feel surprised and happy. I can meet him again. I'm working with him. Being a part of his life is impossible for me. At least I can still know him as a friend. Long story short, our partnership is getting better. Fahmi once reminded me, to keep my distance from Sabrina. But I dismissed the warning on the grounds that my relationship with Sabrina was limited to co-workers, nothing more!"

Huuuff

"Until I finally realized, there was happiness in every moment I was with him. I was always looking for an excuse to meet her and subconsciously I started to get away from you guys. I let down your trust, I betrayed your sincerity. But when I heard Rafan's cry, I felt my little son's tears. I'm angry at myself, I'm stupid to have been swept away in an uncertain desire. I cried Dew, I got hurt watching you and Rafan left without waiting or looking at me. I felt that pain, I realized my stupidity!"

Brakkkk

"I'm not going to force you to forgive me. But for Rafan's sake, let me prove my love. I'll change, I'll go back to how I used to be!" abra said, shortly after hitting the iron fence.

"I have to go down, maybe Rafan's awake!"

"I'm sorry!" whispered Abra, while hugging tightly the body of Dewun from behind.

"Sister is not wrong, he who first fills your heart. I should not be angry, because my name is written after his name!"

"Darling, he and I were just coworkers. The desire I felt, was nothing but a khilaf with no underlying intention!"

"I forgive you, for this love has made me blind and deaf. I'm too scared to lose you, but one day my brother starts to realize there's no more love between us. Please, don't keep that a secret. So that my wounds don't get deeper!"

"Honey, there's no Sabrina in my heart. There will be only your name, nothing else. Sabrina and I will never see each other again, our cooperation is over. I canceled the contract with him. I'll just meet him, if there's you!"

"Why should we end the partnership? Brother will suffer no small loss!" said Dewun, Abra shook his head right on Dewun's shoulder. Abra rests her head right on the shoulder of Dewun. Both of Abra's hands perfectly hugged the slender belly of the Dew. Abra was afraid to see Dew go away.

"My biggest loss was seeing your tears and Rafan. I won't ask for your trust, but I hope you sincerely love me. Always hold my hand tightly, never let go!" abra said, Dewun was silent while lowering his head.

"I love you, forgive me!" whispered Abra, Dew nodded slowly.

"I love you too!" sahut Dewan lirih with blushed face.

"Thank you dear, you are willing to forgive my khilaf. I never thought of turning away from you. Sabrina is just an excuse, so I can feel your jealousy. You're my morning dew, the coolant in the arid of my heart. Don't ever think there's gonna be another name in my heart. My world is only with you, my happiness is only with you and Rafan. I love you dear, my wife's Dew!" abra's mind is soft, while hugging the Dew as tightly as possible.

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