
"Kanaya!" greeting the Dew, Kanaya turned towards the Dewun. Looks like a new Dew came from the office.
Kanaya was sitting in the middle room. Kanaya was not alone, there was Hanna accompanying her. But Hanna happened to be going to her room. Stop Kanaya sitting alone in front of the television. The new clock shows at 16:30 WIB. Why did the Dew call Kanaya? Looks like Dew noticed Kanaya's cold attitude towards Haykal last night. Therefore, Dewun wanted to ask the reason for Kanaya's cold attitude to Haykal.
"Mama needs Kanaya's help?" kanaya said, she put her smartphone right on the table. The Dew seemed to be shaking his head slowly.
"Want to!" sahut Kanaya, when he saw Kanaya's head.
"How many days will you stay?" said a cold Dew, Kanaya fell silent. Dew twitched his forehead, Dew clearly felt a change in Kanaya's attitude. It was a simple question he asked Kanaya. It seems so hard to get an answer.
"Tomorrow morning Kanaya must return to the pesantren!" kanaya said softly, looking down.
"So fast, usually pesantren holiday at least one or two weeks. Why are you only two days? Or you intentionally speed up your return to the pesantren. Tell Mama the truth, what's going on? Especially seeing Haykal choose to go home alone. When you get home from the boarding school!" said the cold Dew, Kanaya shook her head weakly. Dew sits right in front of Kanaya. There was a curious feeling that was enveloped in anger and disappointment.
"Mama, Kanaya doesn't lie. Kanaya actually had three days off. But the round trip from home to the boarding school is very long. It took almost half a day. Kanaya must enter the pesantren the day after tomorrow. There is an important event held in the pesantren. If Kanaya comes home the day after, Kanaya will be late for the pesantren event. If Kanaya forces her home the day after tomorrow. Kanaya is forbidden to go home, during Eid al-Fitr. Punishment from the pesantren for the late return to the pesantren!" kanaya said softly, Dewun stared fixedly at Kanaya. His little daughter who had belonged to someone else.
"This has nothing to do with Haykal!"
"He knows my return tomorrow!" sahut Kanaya, Dewun stared in wonder.
"Heels!" sahut Dew imitates Kanaya's call to Haykal. Kanaya felt scared. It was clear that Dew was disappointed by his attitude towards Haykal. Kanaya never feared the anger of Dewun. But seeing the disappointment of Dew to him. It definitely made Kanaya sad and sorry. For he has made the Dew of his beloved mother wounded and excluded.
"Sorry mama, Kanaya is not used to calling him by name!"
"Kanaya, he you mean is your legal husband. He's your hereafter priest. If maybe he's the soul mate written for you and his ribs that make there. If you keep your distance and feel arrogant about your strengths. Your relationship will get further and further strained. Mama agrees, you asked to live away from Haykal for three or four years. But mama does not like, if you continue to be arrogant and arrogant with the advantages of your strong faith. Being religiously married means that every inch of your body is halal for Haykal. He has the right to ask for his rights as a husband. But look, Haykal never asked for his right. He sincerely underwent marriage without obligations and rights as a husband and wife. He freed you from the word disobedience. Remember Kanaya, not under the soles of your paradise mama's feet. But under Haykal's feet, your paradise will be. Haykal the owner of HIS Ridho, he guides your way to HIS jannah. It is not just his calling that you deserve. Although mama realized, you appreciated Haykal by calling him that!" said Dewun loud and firm. Kanaya was silent, her hand squeezing the tip of her hijab. Hanna who saw the arrival of the Dew. Choose to move away and into the room.
"Honey, Kanaya is still too small!" sahut Abra, Dewun stared intently at Abra. Abra sat next to Kanaya.
"Kanaya, mama was once in your position. But my mother assured you. Proud attitude to your faith, the reason your relationship with Haykal away. Maybe Haykal is not as long as you think, but that does not mean you feel most right with all the knowledge and beliefs you have. Once again Kanaya, mama reminds you. No matter how great a woman is, she will be weak and need the hand of a man to embrace her. At any time a woman, she remains a makmum to the priest of the hereafter. As smart as a woman, not where she behaves arrogantly and arrogantly in front of her husband. Women may be born and look less than men. But believe it or not, behind the sacrifice and pain of a wife. Heaven is the reward, the happiness of the afterlife that will belong to a woman. The ease of a wife getting a reward, with only one satisfaction and the smile of her husband. They will receive the reward of heaven. Including serving the lust of a husband!"
"I'm sorry Kanaya, but Kanaya isn't ready to do all that. Kanaya is still too small and she accepts Kanaya's request. We won't have a husband-and-wife relationship until Kanaya graduates High School!" kanaya said, Dew smiled knot.
"The wife's service is not just on the bed. Many things you have to fulfill, one of them follows Haykal's steps. Now tell mama, why did Haykal come home in the middle of the night? In fact, once a week Haykal will stay at this house. He'll sleep in your room. Just take away the longing that was in his heart. Thinking of your shadow and fragrant perfume is able to make his heart calm. But last night, he came home leaving behind the body and heart that he missed!"
"Darling, you guys are fighting!" abra said softly, Kanaya shook her head weakly.
"Then?" sahut Abra again.
"He had to get out of town, so he decided to go home and sleep in his house!"
"You agree and stay in this house!" said Dew annoyed, Kanaya nodded slowly.
"Kanaya, he's what you mean. He's your legal husband, he's a man who deserves you. Papa and Mama are no longer entitled to you. You should have gone with him Haykal. Fulfill your responsibilities as a wife. Not haughty, feeling you could be without Haykal. Arrogant, if you understand religion better than Haykal. High hearted, with the love Haykal gave you. To think that you are loved is better than to love!"
"Mama, Kanaya never thought like that!" sahut Kanaya sagged, Dew nodded slowly.
"It's like you never thought that way. Your heart never intended that way. Your soul never felt like it did that. But your attitude and behavior towards Haykal. Showing, how proud and arrogant is a Khafifah Fauziah Abimata?" debun said, Kanaya lowered her head. Dew stood up and was about to leave Kanaya.
"Kanaya, Haykal loves you very much. Never hurt his heart with your indifference and coldness. For a year, he's been patient withholding your longing. Now when you are near him. You misunderstood him. He's a good husband, a son-in-law who takes good care of your parents. If indeed you still think of your mother as a role model. Go meet Haykal, do your duty as a wife. Pursue the reward of heaven, so that your struggle to lead science is not in vain. Because you left with Haykal's smile. It is not disappointment that will be a sin for you!" debun lirih.
"Father, I'm not like that!"
"Now change your clothes, Haykal may be at his house. Go see Haykal, before you go home to the boarding school!" abra said, Kanaya nodded slowly.