DEW PURITY

Under the Rainy Gush

The dawn has not yet greeted, the mist has not disappeared. The sound of crowing chickens greeting the inhabitants of nature. There was a sigh of a small mushola in a magnificent house. A new melodious voice was heard chanting the holy verses of the Quran. The golden voice that Hanna had. Why not since midnight? His eyes were reluctant to close, there was no drowsiness that ambushed. Just shut up for a minute. Until finally I heard the voice of Azan.

The beautiful voice of the azan that woke Hanna from the unrest without limits. His meeting with Rafan, obviously disturbs his heart and mind. Rafan's honesty makes him worried, will continue to move toward happiness with Rafan. Forgetting the honesty that accidentally incised a wound in Hanna's heart. Instead, should Hanna continue to walk to be happy. Waiting for love is present in Rafan's heart. Keep believing and believing, Rafan is the best and deserves his taste.

"Alhamdulillah!" hanna, while kissing the Quran in her hands. Hanna shuts down the Koran along with the sound of dawn. Hanna quietly gathered, waiting for the dawn prayer time. Leave all his restlessness in the lap of the owner of life.

Hanna still remembers clearly, Rafan said last night. An honesty that continues to be imagined in Hanna's mind. Honesty that made him even more afraid of losing Rafan. Hanna is not insulted, but Rafan's honesty can be a wound to those who love him. Had they thought, Rafan just wanted to play him. But deep in Hanna's heart, not a little Hanna doubted Rafan's sincerity. He believes, Rafan is a good and sincere person. Although Rafan's words last night continued to shine in his ears and mind.

FLASHBACKS

"Hanna, there's one thing you should know. An honesty that might break your heart or even hurt your pride as a woman. But honesty is the basis of a relationship. I don't want to keep lies in my heart. Relationships will only work out well, if honesty is the foundation. As bitter or as cruel as that honesty. If you can hear my honesty. I'll say it right now. I want our relationship to start with bismillah, lived by faith and honesty. I wish gratitude to be the foundation of the unification of our hearts!" said Rafan lirih, Hanna was silent.

His heart churned, his heart pounding rumbled. Hanna seemed unable to withstand the force of her heartbeat. The heart that was ready jumped from its place, leaving behind a weak heart. The fear of losing hope that exists in the deepest heart of a simple woman. His love for men is not perfect, but he has an almost perfect heart and faith.

"If you don't want to hear it. I will remain silent, but there will never be a union between us. For my heart does not want to hurt you, only the happiness and serenity that I want to give you. Even though my honesty is the reason for your pain right now. But believe me, there will only be happiness among us!" rafan said steadily, Hanna turned her head with a flat face. Not that Hanna was afraid to hear an honesty, but that Hanna was too weak. He doesn't have a strong heart. If Rafan says something that hurt Hanna.

"Sister Rafan, I want to hear your honesty. My heart and heart are too weak. I'd be afraid, if your honesty made me hate you. Honestly, I don't want to hate you. We better never be together. Than there is hate in my heart for you!" hanna said, Rafan nodded in understanding.

Rafan clasped his hand tightly. There's no reason for Rafan to sit next to Hanna. There was a decision from Hanna's heart. Rafan takkw2a.an started a relationship without honesty. Hanna doesn't deserve to be hurt, she's a good woman and deserves to be happy. Rafan felt there was a much better priest than him. Hanna's grey answer, was more than enough for Rafan. If Hanna wasn't ready to hear honesty from him. Then Hanna will never unite with Rafan. At least until Rafan's heart is convinced and believes Hanna is best for him.

"Well Hanna, I'll go first. I have to go to the hospital. There's an emergency patient, so I have to go now!" pamit Rafan, Hanna nodded without turning her head towards Rafan.

Hanna can only be quiet, when Rafan chooses to leave. Hanna doesn't have a word that makes Rafan change his mind. Rafan is a resolute person, nobody can change Rafan's decision. Especially for their relationship. An honesty that is the basis of a taste. Now even splashed a sense of confusion in Hanna's heart. A fear of unrequited love, makes Hanna so weak. Admiration for the person of Rafan, a sense of confidence and trust in the faith of Rafan. Makes Hanna afraid of losing her future priest of the afterlife.

"Sister Rafan!" hanna said, holding Rafan's hand. Hanna seemed unable to resist the burning desire in her heart. Hanna forgets her pride, for the sake of such a sincere feeling for Rafan. In contrast, Rafan did not dwell, when Hanna's hand held him tightly. Warm murmurs instantly flowed in his blood. Hanna's warm touch, real burning Rafan's body. Rafan's blood was flowing and it was hot. Hanna makes Rafan helpless, Hanna's warm touch breaks down the fortress of faith that has been in Rafan's life.

"Sorry!" hanna said softly, as she realized her attitude was exaggerated.

Hanna instantly let go of her grip. Rafa nods slowly, acknowledging Hanna's apology and assuming Hanna's attitude doesn't matter. Rafan stared at Hanna's face, staring expectantly at the relationship between the two. Without Rafan realizing it, Rafan's deepest heart begins to hope for a sacred bond between the two of them.

"Say brother, I'm ready to hear it!" hanna said softly, Rafan immediately sat near Hanna.

"Hanna, I hope my honesty doesn't make you regret it!" rafan said softly, Hanna shook her head weakly.

"Hanna, I want to establish a sacred bond with you. You're the first woman I want to be happy with, as mama and Kanaya. But my sincere intentions were hindered by the love that was not yet in my heart. As a man, I can remain silent and take advantage of the warmth you have to offer. But I want to be your happy excuse, not your crying excuse. Honestly, Hanna, love does not exist. But I believe and believe that there will be happiness in our relationship. If you don't mind, I'll ask you as soon as possible. But if you feel like my honesty hurt your pride. Better rethink our relationship!" rafan said warmly, Hanna was silent while squeezing the tip of her hijab. It seemed clearly agitated in Hanna's heart.

"I love you brother!" sahut Hanna lirih, Rafan turned his head with a look of surprise. A woman loudly and sincerely expressed her heart. Despite Rafan's cold attitude that he has always accepted.

THE FLAHS BACK OFF

"Only to theE, O Lord, shall the servant give up all ordinances. You are heart-flowing. Only You can remove the restlessness in the heart of the despicable servant. Only you can change everything. Only on thy dominion, the servant surrenders and forgives. Bring him closer, if he is the best for you. Keep him away, if he's not a slave mate. This heart can no longer turn away from it. But in his heart my name was not written. Unite us, if this relationship is lawful and baroque for us Keep us, if this relationship is haram and harmful for us. At dawn, I will show you the best answer of all the good things!" inner Hanna, while raising her hand.

"Alhamdulillah!" hanna said softly, while releasing her face.

Hanna feels a little calm and ready to meet Rafan. But there is one thing in his mind and heart. Hanna remembered the blessing she had to get. Restu and ridho will lead him to true happiness. With a nod of her head, Hanna steadily went to get the ridho she needed.

Since morning blind Hana has been away from home. He came out after dawn prayers. Usually, Hannah would go back to her room. This morning, he accidentally left the house. Hana went without saying goodbye to anyone? Especially Fahmi and Nur who happened to have not come out of their room. Usually Fahmi and Nur will pray together in the room. But sometimes the two pray together with Hanna. But this morning, they both did not go down. The reason that made Hanna leave without knocking on the door of Fahmi and Nur's room. Hana didn't want anyone to know, where did she go? Hana wanted to go alone, with no one to follow. But Hanna said goodbye to the gatekeeper. Afraid that Fahmi or Nur might ask him.

Since last night, Hanna felt uneasy. One of them is Rafan's honesty that makes him worried. I have no doubt about his relationship with Rafan. But fear, if Rafan is forced to choose himself as the owner of his ribs. It just so happened today, the same day as his parents' departure. The fateful day that became the silent witness of both Hanna's parents died. Hana had never been to the tomb. Fahmi had arranged everything, even Fahmi deliberately paid more on the grave caretaker. For him to take good care of Hanna's parents' grave. But I don't know why the last few days? Hannah wanted to come to the tomb. Maybe it was Rafan's honesty that finally made him steady went on a pilgrimage to eat both of his parents.

Fahmi and Nur never covered up the facts about Hanna's parents. Nur has always taken Hanna on pilgrimage to the graves of her parents. Chesty posture that is rarely shown by adoptive parents. There is a fear of loss in their hearts. Hanna knew her real parents. But Hanna never ignored the affection of Nur and Fahmi.

Hanna always comes, when she's sad or happy. Since she was busy with college activities, Hanna began to rarely make pilgrimages to the graves of her parents. But never once did Hanna forget to prostrate begging for mercy, for both parents. In his bow there is only a prayer that he always prays for those who love him. Hanna never came to the tomb. He never forgot his true self. Only prayer and prostration in his prayer replace his service. For the forgiveness of the sins of his parents.

After arriving at the tomb, Hanna cleaned the graves of her parents. Hanna borrowed a broomstick and a machete from a caretaker. Hanna painstakingly cleaned up the weeds growing on top of the tomb. Hanna seemed to forget all her anxiety and regret. Hanna began to feel calm, as if her parents were holding her warm. The hug he had felt, when the accident happened. The mother's embrace saved her from the fatal accident.

Hanna comes not as the daughter of a Fahmi or granddaughter of the Sanjaya extended family. She came as a simple princess. There was no luxury inherent in Hanna's body. Just a simple negligee Hanna was wearing. A negligee that might be cheap for his family. But it is very expensive for a Hanna Zahira. The irony of the life Hanna lived. The luxury that Hana felt, like a Cinderella story. But Hanna is still a simple Hanna. Nothing will change, even if he gets the luxury. Hanna never forgot her true self. He remains a simple Hanna, with no treasures in abundance.

Sometimes Hanna looked up at the gloomy sky. Since morning, why did the embarrassed sun show his face? No ordinary light illuminates the morning. There is no warmth that gives spirit to all beings. Hanna heard the sound of the sky. The lightning bolt struck felt very close. Although invisible to the eye, but can be felt by Hanna. The wind was blowing very hard, hitting his long hijab. A cold wind pierced Hanna's bones. Hanna resuscitated the sky preparing to shed her tears.

Hanna hastened her work. He must leave the tomb immediately. Otherwise Hanna will be rained on. The sky is so dark, indicating that there will be a very heavy rain. A few minutes later, Hanna was done. He was among the graves of his parents. Hanna raised her hand, begging for forgiveness for her parents. Tahlil and Yasin were heard from Hanna's lips. Only the prayer that Hanna was now able to give as the last service for her late parents.

DUAARRR DUAARRR DUAARRR

The sound of rumbling sounded so terrible. A flash of lightning split the dark sky. Hanna remained in her prayer, not disturbed by the lightning that struck. The rain starts falling along with the wind. Hanna began to feel the sky's teardrops falling right above the top of her head. Hanna felt, as if the rain was none other than her parents' tears. The simple hope of a princess who wants to feel the warm presence of her parents.

"Why not take me? You're going alone!" rafan said suddenly, Hanna looked up at Rafan. It appears that Rafan brought an umbrella, dispelling the rain so as not to wet Hanna's body. Although the rush of rain has made Rafan and Hanna wet.

"Sister Rafan!" sahut Hanna, Rafan nodded slowly. Rafan crouches right next to Hannaza. Their distance was very close, because the umbrella they used began to be unable to withstand the swift rain.

"They're your parents, they'll be my parents too. Never come alone, take me with you!"