Circle of the Past

Back to the Maya world

To comfort myself, avoid my thoughts about Ali which are now completely over. . . I tried to get back on my Facebook. Being engrossed in my homepage scrol, Dudut greeted me at the mesenger.

Hayooo started on again. . .

Haha again bored, (Reply me)

Bored of what galaaau???

Haha upset because of late (my reply)

Long time no reply again, I re-scroll my facebook homepage.

A few minutes later came a notification of the status relationship request from Dudut for me.

I glared at her, responding to her,

Oh my god. . . what the hell??? suddenly??? make me surprised.

I smiled to myself and trembled a little I pressed the logo accept.

Click !!! Dudut is in a relationship with Michella Flower.

So what??? just passed 1 minute, all my Facebook friends who went from anywhere, gave a congratulatory comment. There are also from some friends Dudut on facebook give various kinds of plaits in the comments.

As soon as my facebook notifications were crowded, I was a little excited to reply one by one.

Crazy . . This is crazy. Isn't this just a virtual world??? why so alay all comments anyway. . . Thought me.

I sent a personal message to Dudut, with his hands still trembling.

You know, dudut responded by continuing to laugh incessantly.

Gapapa kan Chel, hahahaha honestly guwe has long wanted to send this approval.

It's just that guwe was a little hesitant, guwe did not want to be told the guy who took a chance in the narrowness.

I re-read all these responses, this is too sudden.Make me unable to think clearly even though this is only a virtual world.

Although all this time, he was so considerate, he was kind, he was always sensitive, always there, and he was. . always good at giving support, warmth, and humor. This is what makes me comfortable even though he is only a shadow.

**Mmh. . but, what about your girl over there???

Although only in the world of Facebook, Guwe do not want to burden and look for problems.

Hey, you mean what the hell??? already relaxed aja. guwe emang many have girl friends but only temen. beda ma you. . . hehe**.

Somehow reading all the chat he had on my phone, realized I was unconsciously smiling to myself. There is a sense of happiness present throughout this body, rasnaya wants to jump for joy.

Haha silly, right??? it's just a world of facebook, a virtual world, a pseudo-shadow, everything in it a lot of lies and a certain mode. But this time, no. . . I feel this is different. it's true from the bottom of our hearts.

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Increasing days, increasing weeks and increasing months, me and dudut are getting more serious like people dating in the real world.we send each other photos, videos, and more, even have to be honest with each other where with whom until jealousy between us, quarrels and possessiveness began to appear adorn this fake relationship.

Surprisingly, since undergoing the status of a relationship with dudut I became more focused on this relationship only. Several times I rejected the love of a man who was clearly real in front of me, but I still chose to acknowledge Dudut as my current boyfriend.

Every day I feel that Dudut is beside me like a real date, even when at school I proudly admit that I am no longer single dong.

" Ciye. . happy banged you yeah "Maulida say hello to me.

" Ih syirik aja lu, hahaa kasih dong pet you this once did not lose love" reply me.

" Yes yes, yes. . . Kasmaran you. don't split into guwe, hehe. Uh but .. .guwe denger today Ali wants to pick Wati back home from school. You know that, right???" Like I can't believe what Maulida's talking about.

"Oh yeah. . Really??? aaah. . . hehe. . . yes guwe. . . tau kok. . . mmh. . . yeah it's just that they're not guwe's business" Cetus I had a little doubt, made maulida look at me in wonder.

Honestly. . I. . . I was a little surprised. It turns out, they continue to communicate and of course. . . ih. . surely deh wati will deliberately continue in front of me. Aaaaaaaavp. . .

The last lesson is over. Maulida suddenly pulled me and rushed towards the school gate.

"Oh, what the hell is Da. slowly dooong. . ." I was a little bounced off following the maulida who was half running in a hurry.

Arriving at the gate, it felt like I was leaving just turning away from the figure standing in front of it.

Yeah. . . Ali's. Now he is standing cool in front of there, with his appearance is always charming. You have always been handsome and charming Ali. . I thought in my heart.

For a moment we looked at each other from a distance, maulida nudged my shoulders.

then I heard Wati's voice half screaming from behind me.

"Origin. . ." Wati's voice sounded deliberately made soft-spoken while waving at Ari.

I looked at her, but wati avoided my gaze.

Then they had met and stood face to face, smiling meaningfully, I saw this was not like Ali who was so flirtatious to a woman other than me. I know that, but this time. . . I'm upset about it.

Oh, so this is what you said regret for me Ali???

butwhy??? why are you so insistent on making me jealous, through wati. . wati. . . she. .. She's my friend, you know Ali???

This willfulness of yours, makes me sicker.more disgusted again when I see wati dare to wipe ruffled ali's hair.

Aaaaaaaaarght jerk you wati, that hair belongs to kuuuuuuu. . . Don't you try to snatch it in your flirtatious way.

Bathin I began to rebel I wanted to feel like I ran to them, but. . .

Maulida patted me on the shoulder making me shocked to look at her.

" You believe me, this will be the best for you and Ali. You must be willing and sincere even though you know your heart is broken watching them Chel. but what can you do in the future???"

Maulida looked at me sharply, my eyes began to glaze over. . Hearing the words of the maulida so sickly pierced the recesses of this heart, though even to this second I never knew. . . and realize. will the meaning of the name Ali in my heart, all I know is. .. I. . . . aaaaaarght nah. why is there a sense of unwillingness here god???