Circle of the Past

My new boyfriend

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A month passed. ..since that day, well. .since it rained watching our eyes meet one another as if speaking something we could not possibly say. Along the way, I cried over all this. The rain bears witness to me, and protects me how good it is for God to cover these tears that continue to flow profusely covered by the rain that soaks my face.

Given Mom's message, I know what I need to do now. Me and udin, forever will only be the limit between students and teachers. will never change, while he. . .he is so handsome, he is cool, he comes from a prominent family. me being??? I am just an ordinary student who will continue to pursue my goals and dreams to succeed and make my parents happy, raise their degrees later. Isn't this enough to wake me up, is it fair???

I. . must succumb to circumstances that are impossible to side with me.

Mr. Udin, give up too. We will only hurt each other if we keep forcing ourselves to start.

I'm sorry, I have to give up on the feelings that are starting to grow for you Mr. X me. Be happy later with the person who will treat you more than you always wanted from me.

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To cover up my heartbreak, I finally accepted Angga to be my guy. Hoho, I hesitate to start her. is this true or not, but there is no harm is not it??? I tried this.

I no longer care about the figure of Pak udin at school, even every time we cross paths and look at the face, we start to get used to each other and avoid each other, I'm sure, I'm sure, my attitude at that time had made her realize that I would never accept it with more relationship.

A month passed, I was dating Angga. I went through our days with various feelings and phrases like how a real courtship even though we only made it through the air. hehe, he, we are LDR.

The 2nd month we were dating, we already had a beloved call to each other. Ichi and aiy. who mean love and affection, that's where we got these words, hihi. Angga who gave it, I can only obey him as long as he's happy hehe finally couldn't bear to meet me in my city, he came all the way with a pink doll, pink, a rose and a chocolate silver queen. And I just realized, this. . . Valentine's Day. which he said is a day of love, haha how colossal I do not know a special day for couples who are dating. I introduced Angga no mother and father, as my girlfriend. With confidence Angga introduced himself to my parents today, however. . . there was a sense of uneasiness and discomfort in my heart when I saw my mother and father responding with a flat face. I saw that mother began to look restrained angry and uncomfortable even though she remained haunted, when Angga was so aggressive near me, in the presence of father and mother.

This afternoon, mbak ningsih came to my house suddenly. asked my mother's permission to take me to the park, to take Angga for an afternoon walk. Mother had rejected me, mbak ningsih begged and promised this was just a walk in the crowd.and we will not be separated, I looked at mother with a clear face. Then mom let me down with a time limit. hah finally. . .

Arrived at the park. . I walked hand in hand with Angga. while mbak ningsih began to understand and away from us.

Arrived somewhere quiet, because it was evening I invited the host to sit for a while while stretching his ankles. Angga looked at me.

CUP !!!

Angga kissed my cheek suddenly.I was surprised at his, I blushed down embarrassed.

"Well what the hell, all of a sudden.I'm ashamed of you" I replied spoiledly.

"Yes yes. . . not spoiled anymore, but is it wrong I spoiled my pacaarrr ma this??? hihi" I replied with a smile.

"Aiy. . Want a kiss??? hehe" He asked suddenly. . . I salting more and more made, I was confused to say. geez all over my body began to heat cold.

All of a sudden, the lips of the pride had landed on my lips. I closed my eyes, not replying.

Then Angga stopped his kiss, I opened my eyes. . .

"Aiy. . Open your mouth dong, reply to my kiss, counterattack my tongue game. So that we both feel different sensations" he said vulgarly. Surprisingly, I just want to obey him.

Angga kissed me again, this time I opened my mouth, we were mumbling, tasting, mutually***** tongue, even our tongues attacked each other in our oral cavity. Aaah. . . this. . it feels. . . long ago I no longer enjoyed this sensation, having been last with Ali.

But this time, not as sweet as the kiss of ali. This kiss was so passionate, I sighed made it when the hand of the lady gently caressed my neck and ears.

uummm. . . aaah. . hah. . ummm. . . we kissed so long and aggressively. Grateful this is a lonely place banged, haha

And now. . Angga's kiss is getting wild and brave, he put his kiss on my neck then his hand started squeezing and gently caressing payu. Suddenly made me realize and opened my eyes, I pushed the body of the lady who had been trying to insert her hand to look for this mound on my chest.

Fuck !!! I swear in my heart why she is so wild and aggressive.I don't like this. . then I get up and take her home with an angry tone.I'm really angry, I'm really angry, this is disrespectful to me. It scares me, oh god forgive me. . Thank you for awakening my error for a moment.

"Aiy. . . Why??? no like??? isn't this her first time for you aiy??? Ask her with a wave.

"I'm sorry, this is a first for me, so I'm not used to it. I'm sorry" I turned my face away. I'm still really angry with myself especially him.

"Hahahaha gosh, sory aiy. . . I think. . ."

"don't equate me with your former girls out of town" I replied, cutting off the conversation,

"Ok ok, I'm sorry. I don't repeat, sorry aiy don't get mad ya" Pinta angga pleaded while hugging me from behind.

I just nodded with a heavy heart, it felt like I still wanted to curse her.