Circle of the Past

My Sweetseventeen

My Sweetseventeen

Now I am 17 years old.the age which is always in the future by teenage girls like me, ah. I had a simple party planned from far away, sureprice from my father and mother, aaaah happy. . . .

I invite some close friends, Although simple this event runs quite lively.we are happy fun, we cheer for food and throw each other and smear cream cake tart. now my face is filled with cream, this is all the work of the jojo. huuhft. . .

unfortunately, Irul can not attend.he had to accompany his sister who suddenly entered the hospital.

Strangely enough, I'm used to having or not having him is the same for me. strange isn't it???

So many gifts that friends give, but only 1 gift that makes me shed tears until now, a diary, when guwe can no longer be beside you, or we are separated from the impossible distance, never grieve. reveal everything through writing, until your heart is calm, ok. . . smile don't worry anymore.

Thanks Jo, Guwe know this is a special gift from you.

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Arriving at school, I looked to the left right for an irul figure, then from behind I heard the sound of footsteps walking closer.

"Happy B'day. . ." With a sweet smile looking at me. Well. . . khery. I thought it was irul who would welcome me, I stared at her for a moment and then I turned my face without a babebo again, I moved away from Khery. Khery kept following me in the back while continuing to call me, arriving in class. . .

"Surprice. . . Happy b'day love Iuh, my sweety, my Chella. . ." ooowh so sweet Irul greeted me with a cute pink doll and a beautiful rose bouquet,

"Aaaah. . romantic banged siiih, thank you yes" reply me with spoiled. I no longer care about the teasing of classmates who began to tease. ciye ciye. . so envious.

But honestly, my heart no longer shakes violently with whatever Irul does. I sometimes always find a way to hide and avoid it. Irul began to realize this, but not one bit he started to mendette me.

I keep trying to avoid every time Khery tried to get to me, until finally I don't know what makes her that brave. He pulled my hand very strongly, though,

"Aww. . . sick, what the hell? not released???" I struggled to get out of his hand, but the stronger the grip, the stronger it was,

"Chel, guwe need to talk to you. Pliss don't avoid guwe anymore. Pliss chel. . ." pinta Khery firmly.

"So. Guwe males, there's nothing else you have to listen to from you. take off guwe's hand, release" I keep trying to escape.

"this time guwe do not want to cower again chel, guwe need to talk to you right now" he argued.

"Khery, Guwe is sick of your rude attitude to kek gini, whatever you want to say guwe do not want to be horrified, guwe no longer care ma you, guwe disgusted with you, understand???" I was struggling harder. Slowly, his grip began to weaken.

"so you ma Guwe chel??? Until guwe sehina that until you are sick and disgusted ma guwe. . ." Khery looked lethargic as there was disappointment on her face.

I ran out into the garden with a clear tetessn that kept flowing down my cheeks nonstop.I stopped under a shady tree, this is my favorite place alone. I cried incessantly, it really stifled God I was unable to endure this heartache.What guwe talked to khery earlier, it was not from the heart guwe. . sorry guwe Khery.

"Chela. . ." Irul's soft voice came from behind. When I turned around and hugged her, I overcame all my cries.Irul just kept quiet and stroked my hair, then Cup. .he gently dipped my forehead.I got sobbing sobbing.

Pov Khery

Guwe did not expect Chel, Guwe sehina it in your eyes. until you are disgusted and sick of ma guwe, guwe tau chel is wrong guwe. guwe who started it, but do you know??? deliberately guwe lasain this to get more attention from elu chel, previously guwe thought you would dare to crash guwe or even just ask the condition and news guwe after how many days guwe not school. Guwe know you've been ma Irul, guwe sick Chel know this. You don't care at all guwe, no matter how hard guwe trying to lure your anger. You keep diemin guwe, guwe, it's not that guwe banged has to be flirtatious and all the girls in the class, but it's for your sake, for your sake chel. . .