Circle of the Past

P U T U S

P U T U S

From that day on, when Irul saw me sobbing, I kept avoiding him. I wasn't mentally prepared to accept the questions, why and why.

I was sitting daydreaming in the corner of the basketball court, today's sports lesson. Maulida approached me,

"Wey, daydreaming about ants fainting" Ledeknya.

Since the day of the camp, Maulida and I have become more and more intimate and we have become close friends, confiding and sharing with each other, just like Jojo and me,

"Hanhhhhhhh. . . Lida, guwe. . caught off guard with all this feeling" I lamented with a long sigh,

maulida seemed confused to respond.

"Iyyaaaaa, guwe was caught off guard by all these flavors.. . between guweee and Irul" I once again firmly convinced.

"Don't tell me you don't love ma irul Chel?" answer lida with sharp eyes.

"then when did Guwe ever say love is equal??? and Guwe sure you know that"

"Hey, Chella. . . Jeez, so ellu??? wah outrageous lu chel, less what else is irul hah???" lida replied with a serious face.

"Therefore, Guwe did not want to lie to him more and more, by pretending to love him. He's good, he's very good.he deserves more than Guwe, right Da???" I looked down lethargic.I took a deep breath.

"so, who do you love??? KHERY??? Iyya???" maulida's question was like a rock that hit my head.

"Well, why is this guwe sehina Da. guwe know Khery has gone too far, giving me endless suffocating pain.but guwe. . honestly, every time he calls Guwe's name, he calls Guwe, this vibration is still very big"

"don't tell me you will break up Irul after this Chel, think carefully.don't hurt yourself. .Irul is very sincere with you" Maulida's answer made me more sure, I have to end this relationship.

The class bell rang, you know this lesson is later by all the girlfriends in the class.well. ICT teacher. hihi but who would have thought, Mr. teacher who is known cute and almost all students in our school admire him, looking for his attention, he is a teacher who is firm, disciplined, disciplined, chatty and somewhat. . fierce.

as the lesson went on I could not focus at all, I thought about how to break up with a good deal even though it did not rule out the possibility that he would still be hurt by my reasons. Suddenly a marker landed on my desk,

Clettak !!!

Lord. . Amit amiiit if I had a cake guy he would. hih, in my heart I still mocked him haha, haha,

"well, sorry sir, sorry" I don't want to apologize. In this case, who ignored who??? I'm just a little off the hook with an explanation that's as fast as a jetz, hahaha.

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The second hour break bell, it reads. Huaaaaah it feels relieved to be separated from the fierce teacher like it, feels stuffy and as if the world stopped for a moment.and you know, even going out of class I still made it difficult.

"e e uh you. Tela, here help me turn off all the computers and bring these books to my office" with his cool-ass face stopped me.

" Eeeh sir, my name is CHELLA. Not TELLA, you like to eat fried tella huh? it's worth it. . ." I replied with a cetus.

"Eeeeeeh dares ya you answer so, this is your punishment for ignoring the father during the lesson hours" I kept turning off all the computers without caring about her babble and brought all her books to the office.When I walked through the bushel, I saw that I was seriously reading. Aaah this is the right opportunity, I was in a hurry before I really went with his friends.

I saw him still sitting on the bus, I approached him. . .

"irul, guwe. . Can you sit here???" ask me very slowly.

"Eh baby, can dong. Seneng even in the face of my cute boyfriend" he replied with a sinless smile. Hah tuhaaaan, look at him.he is so innocent, so innocent and so gentle, let this be my punishment later to have taken advantage of his kindness for my heartache on Khery. without further ado I spoke very slowly to him.

"Rul. . . mari. .. Let's end our relationship just here" I was really shaking waiting for the answer. For a long time he remained serious about reading either intentionally or pretending not to be horrified.

"Sory Chel, guwe will not release you that is all. Even though guwe already knew from the beginning guwe is never in your heart.but guwe will try to be the best for you" Tuhaaan. . . what answer is this. He remains soft and well mannered to answer her. Aaaavd. . .

"Irul. . pliiisss don't be stupid gini, guwe don't want to hurt you more deeply. pliss don't burden guwe Rul" My eyes began to heat up the tears that were about to overflow. How good the man in front of me is God.

"Chel, can you just be your best friend? or you can make guwe a place when you need something, ok. consider it a jojo guwe, you don't need to think about the feeling of guwe to you" He grimaced staring at me looking so broken.

"Sorry Guwe rule, sorry.guwe wanted our relationship really Pu-tus" Then I ran out of the room, I didn't care what I would think at that time.

Sorry, sorry and sorry. You don't pantes be your love slave to guwe who already benefits you Rul. Thanks for all the good memories during our courtship, thanks for all your kindness to me.

SORRY