Circle of the Past

Pak udin and Kak iin

"Woey, it's still early in the morning. . mind you sir??? hahahahaa" Sapa maulida mocked me, I was surprised to make it.

"Whoever daydreams at him, I think only. . and bewildered" answered me lazily.

"Aduuuch kayang. . confused why my ciii who catu this??? Maulida asked as she pinched both of my cheeks.

"Elu still remember a month ago, Guwe never told me about Angga. guy my acquaintance on facebook?" ask me then.

"Oh which do you say cousin mbak ningsih??? who plays guitar, you say? ho oh guwe inget banged you kan ngefans banged ma style he who kayak boy band hehehe" back maulida banged me.

"Ho oooh, he shot guwe tau semalem. yaaah via phone anyway.." I replied.

"Howaaaaah finally, good dong. continue you accept? aaaah so enviii, when is guwe not single again huh? guwe is also a bulerasain whose name is lip kiss. uuuught" he replied as his own smile closed his eyes.

"iiiih what the hell you are, ***** lu ya hahahaa. Guwe asked, accept him or not" I explained with a laugh.

"Udaaaah soan aja, guwe support whatever you think is good, but it may be guwe also known as your guy friends later" added maulida with a blink of an eye.

Sontak makes me laugh pinching him, and you laugh at each other, it feels relieved and very plain when I have to expose all my complaints to my friend. Well, he is still single. Since the breakup with jojo in SmP, I know he closed his heart tightly and still waiting for the arrival of jojo one day.

From a distance I saw Pak udin and brother iin were joking. Sis iin looks shy, and sometimes laughs loosely. I see them mismatched. . pak udin sakep, smart. being sis iin, beautiful, polite, and also genius. perfect couple, right???

ssssssssssht Huhft. . . why I'm so claustrophobic when I see them. My bath is turbulent, there is a pain that pierces my heart. I'm starting to believe, that brother iin really likes it at this time. and mr udin??? Her figure can never be read, however hard I interpret it.

I kept daydreaming about their compatibility, subconsciously these lips smiled as Pak Udin waved his hand. God, what the hell? instantly I turned my face to my sister. Sis-iin looks annoyed to see me, but she still forced a smile on me.

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Then I rushed to the cafeteria with the maulida, the maulida looked at me with questions. . .

"Chel, guwe . guwe heard something about kak iin with pak udin"

my steps stopped for a moment. Then I continued my way back to the cafeteria

"Let's just say, guwe don't care anymore about mr. udin" my Cetus.

Arriving at the canteen, I saw a group of Junior High School teachers eating breakfast in the canteen which was then followed by Pak udin and kak iin.

"Waaah this is a mismatched couple has arrived" ledek one of the teachers. pak udin just chuckles to shake his head and occasionally glances at me.

I saw Brother Iin looking down in embarrassment.

What is this view god??? I'm upset to see it.

"Inget, iin. you will be the son-in-law of a community leader you learn from now on, this matchmaking is not carelessly made by your parents" back Celtuk one of the teachers.

So what??? I suddenly glared and coughed at that. Maulida confusedly patted my back.

"aduuh elu cheeel, slowly2. don't get sir udin understand something if you are shocked by the chatter" whispered maulida.

I still coughed, glancing at Mr. Udin who looked at me again.

I hurried to take the maulida out of the canteen, in a hurry I came out running.

"Chel. .chella. . . waituuu" maulida chased after me breathlessly.

"Chella, Guwe was already nawarin himself just wanted to tell a story about kak iin and pak udin, you even ignore" explained maulida later.

"Is that important to me now Da???" I still deny it though honestly, it bothers me. I feel, a little distracted by this news.

"Chel, stop to continue acting as if you continue to be able to hide your feelings. Guwe already knew you from before. .so take us together in Junior High" Maulida looked at me fixedly.

Hah. . . You know, I don't know what to answer??? I don't know what to do after this. I did not like the attitude of the arrogant and arbitrary sir udin, but, where did the Lord come from??? I held back tears from this frustration.

"Chel, our principal at Junior High used to match Pak udin with kak iin, and you know? their parents responded well because they were both from the same family, at the same level. This news has spread tau???" obviously the endless maulida made me even more claustrophobic. Then Maulida clasped my hand, I did not dare to look at her. I just shook my head.

My Heart. . .

yeah. . . What else??? emang why? if pak udin and kak iin finally mate? they are compatible, right? they are both people from the upper class, community leaders, and,

then me??? haha . . . I'm just an ordinary student, my relationship with Pak udin is only limited to students and teachers. I have many limits of course, but you know??? this heart, this mind, this bathin. . I was disturbed. I was careless, I wanted to be angry. . .