Circle of the Past

Unsanctioned 2

all night until this morning Angga kept sending me messages of apology for what he did yesterday. hahft.

But I know, he sincerely loves me. Anyone in this position would do the same, right? but. . . I don't want to be selfish. This remains ridiculous for me, just imagine. me. . new 2nd grade High School but have to give up everything for love??? ho ho stupid.My journey is still long, I still want to enjoy all things peacefully and beautifully.

talking love??? even I can't answer her, is there love in my heart in this relationship? while my guilt for udin is still attached to the wall of my heart.

Drrrrt. . I opened a short message on my phone this morning.

Aiy, today I have to go back to Jakarta. My mom got sick all of a sudden, can we meet?

just a moment. If I can, I pending my departure until the afternoon.

aiy, pliss. . .

Aaaaakh. . I couldn't bear to read this message. No. . . No. . . She's going back to her town, then how can I get permission from mom after all. . . it really has to end. well. Lord. .. pliss. . . I mohooon, how can I meet a pride? just a moment. . Allow it.

I kept muttering in my mind non-stop.

At school, almost every second I glanced at the clock on the classroom wall. when.... when will the last lesson of the day end soon? I just want to immediately meet the pride, I don't want to take it off, let it go. Because of this step, our relationship will return LDR. aaaarght how many more trials and trials would come if I tried to maintain this relationship.

"Chel, what's wrong??? why are you so nervous???" Ask maulida.

"Da, you know. . . Angga had to return today to Jakarta.nyokap his sick, he asked to meet ma guwe for a while before we returned an LDR" answered me.

"Yes ampuuun . Patience yes Chel, waaah you have to be ready to maintain the relationship while long distance, hihi. look out loh. . . . many actors today" his answer mocked me.

"Da. . is not that what guwe worried about. but guwe. . guwe do not know after this whether this relationship will still continue?" Answer me slowly. . .

"Haduuuh my dear, that much doang defense you? udh time want to give up anyway??? not you banged deh Chel" answered later.

"You know Da, bo-nyok guwe. . They are against this relationship, even my whole family, which since when is the first time my real relationship will start, but it spread so quickly that theyaa. . alternately play at home reprimanding me to immediately break up with the stairs" Obviously me, then. . with a cry that was held back. tight .. .

"OMG .I swear yes, this is just a date doang loh. why so bring the family of all??? Jeez. . So how is chel??? you're going backstreet dong. . .???" Ask her again.

I just shook my head, it feels if continuing to survive with the backstreet will gradually remain in the know. I do not want to torture myself, do not want to disappoint my family, especially Mother. . .

The hour of the lesson ended, I rushed home. Earlier, maulida pulled my hand.

"Chel. . whatever your decision, don't be rash. Guwe don't want you to be sad, you have to be happy with your love story that you just started. didn't you like Angga from the beginning even though you've never met before? stay put.all will pass and be fine" Maulida hugged me, I just nodded slowly.

Thank you my friend, I am grateful God sent you in my life, in my heart.

On the way I asked Angga to meet me in the park. I'm sure mom will definitely scold me if I come home late, ah. . yeah, maulida.

I called Maulida, to ask her to cooperate if she calls him later.

oh thank god. . .

And, ma'am. . I'm sorry, please don't ever curse me. This time I lied to you for a relationship that you didn't bless.

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In the park, I looked for a place where Angga was waiting. Well. . because the weather is quite hot. Angga was waiting for me in a garden chair under a shady tree. I see she's already smiling sweetly looking at me from a distance,

Oh my god. . how is it possible after this, I will take this relationship for granted.

I would never have a god, he. . . He could always comfort me when I was sad and my heart broke with all my feelings before. Aaah. . iyakah??? this love???

Angga hugged me, and kissed my forehead. I blushed shyly made her, very soft. . This is very soft.

"Aiy, thank you for taking your time for me" she replied with her innocent face.

"Ichi. . Do you want to promise me one thing???" ask me then.

"what is aiy??? if for our next relationship, whatever.I will make sure all the promises I hold firmly.I will not deny it" he replied with teary eyes.

"Ichi.... . After this, we will be back apart from each other. Stay like this, never betray, never give up on anything that will happen later" Pinta ku.

"Dad, I promise aiy. I love you so much, love you so much" Angga hugged me tightly.

And this time... . I. . I kissed her lips first, I think. . My guilt after punishing her all day yesterday after the incident at home mbak ningsih, made me miss her.

He returned my kiss.

then we kissed each other, the kiss this time was very soft, sweet felt .. Even the two hands Angga coiled around my waist, hugging me tighter. I looped my hands around his neck, I wrap them up, I enjoyed this kiss.

So long we kissed nonstop, tirelessly on our lips and tongue when we attacked each other, each other*** gently, sucking each other's tongues endlessly.

ummh. .. uh. .. I was again made to sigh with this soft kiss.all my body again felt the electric shock, my blood flowed rapidly to the crown. My legs were limp,

occasionally stopped. Angga whispered to me,

"Aiy. . let's settle for non-stop kissing.gapapa even though these lips will swell later, hehe" His breath in my ears made me tickle unstoppable.this time, this time, hehe, I was so aggressive with her, I kept starting to kiss her and*** her lips with spoiled bites.

Angga seemed to tremble and content to enjoy it, his embrace tighter. Our breath was rubbing against each other.

God. . hopefully. . This is not the last we met in a sweet relationship.

Do not separate us Lord, let this sweet relationship continue to decorate my days.