Circle of the Past

This incongruity. . .

It's day three, Ali's still on leave at his house in the town where I live, And we went back to the craze at every opportunity to meet at a time and place that supported us to be alone and then kiss again.

I know it's crazy, it's ridiculous, it's even more crazy. Whyyy??? why can't I escape this forbidden relationship??? Every day I get nervous, facing multiple fears. Even you know, the Ali family really liked my close relationship with Ali, but not with my parents and family, they strongly opposed this relationship on the grounds, we are still brothers. The blood of brotherhood between us is so thick, oh god. . This is bad. so bad, while I have tried to stay away but in the end still running back in Ali's arms.

Even. . . The existence of Dudut in my days is no longer influential even though he always advises me when I expose all these stories to him, even though Dudut is willing to be my escape. But a futile effort, nil. How come??? He's just in the virtual world, in the real world??? Ali never let go of my hand.

Aaaaaaarght it feels like I just want to disappear from this earth.

Today, at school. . I saw Wati playing with her phone in front of me, she was spinning her phone, she was, every now and then when the message rang he smiled at me with a small glance.

Heh. . . You mean??? want to make me jealous??? and you want to show off that message from Ali??? hahaha. . . Wati, you're my friend, we're pretty close and close to each other, but I know, you've been feeling rivaled since my closeness with jojo and Khery in Junior High.It's just that, I pretended not to know your cunning so that we could still be good friends.

"Ciye. . . who has started to take care of every second" Lucy teased him. Wati smiled with satisfaction,

"wey wey. . . lags behind the gossip nih guwe, who is who is Wati's new boyfriend???" Tanya maulida.

"Iih has not been a boyfriend, new approach aja.he ngajakin guwe meeting, aaaaaah guwe gerogi first nih. . . " Clearly sati with flirtatiousness.

Bathin me. . .

Haha, continue to be so excited. You do not know, guwe and ali already like what, you sure can make ali klepek-klepek and change the position of guwe in his heart??? huhu. . I want to laugh on the floor.

I only saw him with a cynical smile, but honestly.. . I started cursing Ali in my heart. How dare you send a message to Wati secretly behind me huh? Watch out when you meet.

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Home from school, I went with maulida to the school gate. With joking we chased each other, until finally. I saw Ali standing near the motor he was driving.

Oh, my God, don't-don't really come to school to meet Wati.

Breng** lu Li, guwe hate ma you. have you yes, giniin guwe. . This jealousy is beginning to arise.

"Hi brow, haven't you waited a long time???" Sapa Aril who then appeared from behind me.

Ali smiled back at him, though,

"Ah not ko, only 10 minutes is brow"

I pretended to be careless, past him.

"You're sure you want to pretend you don't know your cousin" he said suddenly.

Huhft. . . still consider me anyway, I thought. I stopped my steps, then introduced her to the maulida.

"Ooooh. . So this is Ali, hmm. . yeah yeah, come see Wati huh??? hihi" asked maulida while giggling.

I pinched him, Ali smiled at my behavior.

"Mmh. . . how wide is not it, just want to know the new school my old friends here" replied ali sok cool while glancing at me.

"Yaudah brow, let's find Wati hanging out in the cafeteria how???" Take Aril.

"Mmh. . . tomorrow-tomorrow, the atmosphere is heating up again nih. hahaha" replied Ali with a laugh. I know, he insinuated me because he realized that I was cute and a little manyun grumbling in my heart.

"Eh that's wati. . . watiii. . hey here. . . !!!" Shouted maulida then called out to the wati who had just walked out of the gate.

Aaaaaargb. .brengs***. Maulidaaaaaa don't understand my heart this time, or she's on purpose. I looked at Wati with a flat face, Ali clasped my hand silently. I was surprised and brushed it off, there is no way dong in front of everything like that.

Wati came to us, and. Ali greeted him and introduced himself again.

Wati smiled wryly, sweet-ass and gentle in front of us. I saw Ali smiling sweetly at Wati, making me feel like devouring both of them. I swallowed them alive, whereas in class, Wati was a very pecaaaaaahhhhhhh. . .

"Jaudah until here first, sometime we meet up again" replied Ali then beramit to go home.

While I continued walking with Maulida, Ali followed me.

I rejected it. Maulida pinched me, pushing me to get on Ali's bike. Forced, the opportunity to blow my uneg-uneg.

Along the way I was silent despite the many times Ali invited me to speak.

Ali was walking down the street, not the usual road to our house.

but to the garden of a common place, I pinched it.

"Ngapain you are making here in broad daylight, hot again" asked me with a spark.

Ali stopped the bike and parked it.

"Your heart is hot, it's cloudy weather. you know, why the hell??? angry??? or jealous again???" Ask Ali with a smile.

I kept passing him walking towards the park chair in front of us, I sat down to throw my body with a manyun. I was really upset made today.

"Bi. . Don't gini dong, guwe there is no intention to meet Wati. was just the same agreement aril loh" explained gently while holding my hand.

"Tauk ah, it's up to you. We're not dating either, why should you be jealous???" Answer me angrily.

Cup !!! Ali kissed my cheek.

I reflexively turned her head, with a slightly flushed face.she smiled flirtatiously seductively at me,

"Guwe doesn't care what our bond is this time" Ali replied, then he kissed my lips again and this happened again. I returned Ali's kiss. Hah. . I've been really crazy, afternoon gini, I don't tirelessly go home from school hungry and thirsty want to see the bed immediately, eh even fun kiss with ali. can you imagine how crazy I am???

Satisfied kissing, ali kept laughing at me. I slightly raised eyebrows looking at him, Ali,

"Why you???" Ask me still with a spark.

"Haha gapapa, just look you're getting used to this kiss. make addicted know not??? willing deh you get angry continue bi. . origin of the reward, kiss your lips do not turn away from guwe" replied ali later. I really couldn't help but feel this shame, I pretended to waste my face and looked around the garden.

And my gaze was on the couple who were busy making out in the corner of this park.

Every now and then, the guy gently stroked the girl's head and kissed her forehead, the girl replied by peeping her cheeks.

I smiled a little, and suddenly I stood in surprise glaring at a child running around chasing a ball near me.

"Eh kiki??? who's here??? with who???" ask the boy. Well. .he's the first kid from mbak ningsih.

"Bareng mamah and Om Angga. that they are there" innocently this child replied while pointing to a corner chair of the lover I have been looking at since.

Oh my god. . I sat back down weakly.

Ali panicked, holding my shoulder.

"Bi. . Why??? hey. . How did the shoot suddenly? just who was the kid???" Ali panicked.

I was still silent, thinking what I saw earlier. . . Why is it so disgusting???

how can. . .how is it possible? Angga and mbak ningsih. Oh my god. . It is impossible that the story that has been circulating in my home environment is real, that Angga and mbak Ningsih. . more than just cousins.

"bi. .bi. ... you why the hell??? don't make guwe afraid dong??? how are you in a trance???" Ali was still calling me from daydreams.

"Ali. . Can you hug???" answer me.

"Why not??? even have dong in the hug???" hah. . I don't know how to express this. I just want to hug the figure of the man in front of me, who is always able to shake my heart, has never blessed me, even I who hurt him always try to run away from his grasp.

but this time, in his arms. .. I endured a lot of disgust and disgust the more I hated Angga.

I hugged Ali's body tightly, his distinctive fragrance. . .

The incongruity that I saw earlier, made me believe. . . how stupid I had ever loved Angga wholeheartedly. he's really not a nice guy and not from a good family, I thought.