Circle of the Past

A Firmness

" Ali. . . When are we doing this??? I began to feel deep guilt for both of our parents "I began to venture to discuss the certainty of our relationship, I began to saturate, I began to saturate, unsettled every day he began to feel uncomfortable.

" You're getting tired of ma guwe Bi??? " Task Ali.

" Ali. .plis. . . This is not going to be good. Come on. . .grown up, we have to end this" I started to raise my voice loudly.

" Bi, guwe started feeling you're just guwe's benefit when you need a decapitation and escape, you know, how many times have you tried to get away from the life of guwe but in the end you came back again and guwe accepted you with open arms "Obviously Ali makes me feel a little guilty, I just need to run away all this time.and only Ali, who can accept this attitude of my ego.I'm sorry Ali, I have to be firm I don't want to continue to drag on in this bad relationship.

This time I really wanted to end it.

" Ali. . . Guwe. . . Yes, guwe emang just soin you vent and escape, guwe just benefit you, then why??? why do you still want to accept guwe hah???" Sorry ali, I had to be this rough as you.

Long Ali sat still, then looked at me with a sharp look, teary eyes. . .

" It's good Bi, I'm following your wishes this time. let's end this relationship, not guwe who started bi. . but you who asked to end this all" .

"You mean what Li??? Do you want guwe hah??? how do you be so gini anyway, realize we have not exceeded the limit so far Li. . .??? " I am still replying to Ali's ucapab that slightly shook my heart, I was afraid just in case. . . Ali did something beyond reason out of revenge on me.

" Then what should guwe do??? give guwe how bi. . . so guwe can get away from you??? whatwhat??? even you can't, right??? you do not lie to your heart, guwe know in your heart guwe name also there is " .

As soon as I stood up, I really did not want this to get any longer and wider. I passed away, you know. . how I wanted to disappear immediately from the face of Ali at this moment.

Without me noticing Ali was chasing me and hugging me from behind.

" Bi. . Love guwe memories for the last time, justin guwe hugged you and kissed your lips as much, pliss pliss "

" No Li, Stop. let's not do that again, just. freelance guwe. . . " I kept struggling to let go of Ali's embrace.

Ali let go of his embrace but pulled me to face him, then kissed my lips violently.

Ummh. . ummh. . . I tried to push ali, as hard as I could push but nil. he was getting wild to kiss me, I weakened. . without feeling my tears flow. Ali continued to kiss my lips nonstop, popping them, tasting them, biting my tongue.

Aaakh. . . This kiss. . . still shaking my heart, can I still enjoy it god??? let this be the last really. I want this to end without any resentment hurting each other later.

I replied to Ali's kiss, ****** his lips were gone, we started playing each other's tongues with small sighs. Now Ali's kiss has already hit my neck, licked it, kissed it, Aakh. . This still delights me.

I hugged Ali's neck with both hands, occasionally squeezing her hair slowly. And. . This time Ali's kiss got wilder and dares to land on my chest, his two hands squeezing gently payu**** . I wriggled, feeling the breath of his lips that were tucking a soft bite on my chest, Aaah. .. Please god. . .Help me stop this pleasure, don't you let me keep forgetting myself.

The rain was pouring down, making me realize, and pushing Ali away.

I ran to leave it in the park without looking at it again.

Thank God. . This has been a sweet ending. Hopefully after this, you'll meet me with a man who will be able to pull me out of this forbidden circle of relationships.

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At home, I rushed to my room.

I took off all my clothes that were soaked in the rain, then went to the bathroom. I closed my eyes under the water sliding from the shower. I still imagine the pleasure of Ali's kiss earlier, why different than usual.maybe because this will be the last time for us. . .

I rubbed the soap all over the body, suddenly there was a slight itching pain in the chest when I touched it with soap.

I cleaned it up, and. . sure enough. there were some marks of Ali's bite on my chest.

Aaaaaaaaarght, you son of a bitch Li. . If you think this is the way, all night I'm going to go crazy having a hard time sleeping looking at this former constantly.

The clock has already shown at 22:30, Sure enough. I can't close my eyes tightly, Hahft. . . What should I do..???

Ali's kiss on the chest rubbed me, still shaking my heart. oh god. . . What should I do???

Long time I think ngutak ngatik hp back and forth not koruan,

Dudut, Suddenly aju just remembered with this shadow guy.hihi, hihi,

Hey guys, is that powder???

I tried to send him a short message.

Still not a girl, it's still morning ah.

She replied to him quickly, as if she was waiting for me to send her a private message.

Dut. . how to forgive the former kiss how???

haha. . ow my God. I've gone crazy. .. asked this to another guy.aaaaaaarght. ..what will he answer this time.

What??? who would dare to kiss my woman, huh??? dare to take a chance from me. hahaha

Crazy. . She reciprocated with my taunting.

Don't joke, Guwe is not comfortable.guwe wants to be destroyed is this cupank.

My body began to sweat coldly, enduring the shame and trembling it made.

I'd just aja later also say it yourself if often brought a bath. usually the more thought will be the brighter the color of the kiss hahahhaaa. btw delicious right???

Fuck.I thought.

Because ali guwe so impressed naughty, even dudut asked such a thing? it's embarrassing.

You see, Guwe suffers from gini, this is not what you think. guwe also do not know will mengebekas gini, this is just a mistake tau no?

It seems like Dudut is getting sensitive to my language, I know he's afraid I'm getting angry.

Yes sory bebeb. .. justin aja napa, later also ilang. don't get angry dooong. .. cup cup cup cup

then I replied to him briefly and briefly.

Tauk ah, bye. . .

E e eh. . ntar dong first, why the sensitive banged beb??? Yes sory guwe apologise. Forgive beb. . .

I ignored the last reply from Dudu***t.

Then. . . My HP returned vibrating.

Kyaaaaaa. . ... !!!!!!

Ow my God's. He sent me a photo, haha I smiled instantly. For some reason, he. . He could always calm me down, just in simple words.he always patiently held my childish attitude, he said, and always faithful to hear all my complaints even with the same story.

Aaaakh.. . he will be my moodboster for the future, gapapa deh even if only limited to cyberspace. What difference? if it is always real but painful or even unfaithful.

I grinned at her picture tonight, falling asleep after reading her message again.

Happy powder beb, sweet dreams well. . lupain all the problems and things that burden you today. There are still guwe who are always loyal to you.

Hi faithful readers. . pliss love guwe spirit and like her yes.

I started to get nervous because I remembered the past. hehe