Circle of the Past

This is Jealousy

This is Jealousy

It's been a week that Khery has stayed away from me, without reprimand, without laughter, without her ignorance, without her temptation. I'm still holding on to my growing guilt, I'm still holding on to my tightness every time I see it becoming more and more. Wooing, cocking, shakin' friends and upperclassmen girls at school.

With laziness I scrawl the study table in front of me, with a long breath jojo approaching me. This is the first time jojo came to me in the chair where I sat as usual, as usual, incidentally, the lesson hours are empty.

"Loha, can I help you darling??? jojo seduces with a wry smile.

"Guwe again not in the mood, Jo, sure can help guwe??? answer me with cetus.

"what the hell doesn't make my beloved this. . .??? jojo still mocks me with laughter.

"Be careful you call your beloved guwe. don't see that many eyes tajem natap guwe hah ..,.?" I saw Maulida immediately turn to me. I replied with a smile, she just looked down as if avoiding my smile.

"wokeh wokeh sistah so you want guwe how is it? make you a love poem? a broken heart poem? angry poem? hate or jealousy???" I shut jojo's mouth instantly with my hands.

"Crazy you huh, you added the mood guwe more damaged tau???" I glared at the jojo with my hands still silencing the jojo's mouth, and the jojo wiggled his body tugging at my hand to release my hand while pinching my hand, we continued to pull each other to grapple hands nonstop.

as if I didn't want to see a conscious Khery act out with the girlfriends in class, the more I noticed the more crowded I was, the more, sore and want me to tear his thick lips to stop fighting and seduce every flirtatious girl friend in class.

And you know, now she has managed to melt the heart of the most beautiful girl in our class, her name is Ningsih. Yeah. . . She was indeed the prettiest in our class, with a voluptuous posture, clear white, shaggy teeth with dimples on her trademark chin. But he was cute, nerdy, like to seek attention anyway, many who shot him but rejected with the reason not as high as his orthodox who has a successful business.

But this time, she smiled flirtatiously in response to Khery's every flirtation and flirting. Who knew what they were talking about so Ningsih dared to embrace Khery's arm spoiled, and. . .

Cup !!! Khery kissed Ningsih's cheek right in front of me as she joked with Jojo.

Deg. . . I take off the conscious hand rolls and still fight each other with jojo, I limp down to see it all.

"Jo, what is this??? What did Guwe see Jo just now??? Guwe. . . guwe. . hikst. . . Anterin Guwe to the perpus Jo. Plissss right now" I'm still sitting limp staring at them while the classmates are already crowded with the temptation of ciye ciye our class leader dating ciye ciye finally. . . And looked shocked and smacked into a spoiled pat on Khery's shoulder beside her.

"Chel, don't cry. Guwe'll hate you for the rest of your life Guwe if you cry in this class, come on us to the perpus" I walked past the two of them and the instant the jojo hugged my shoulder from the side made me surprised to stare at the jojo instantly and jojo blinked at me, I tried to understand the meaning of his embrace. Jo. . . Thank. . You always understand the heart of guwe, you are always sensitive to guwe feelings.

Arriving at the turnstile, I covered my face with both my hands, I cried with an endless sobbing. Jojo was thrusting a glass of water and rubbing my back.

"Jo, can you stay in Guwe yourself Gak? guwe is embarrassed to see your face. . you will definitely ngetawain guwe this run out right. . hikst hikst. . ." this time I couldn't control the tears to stop. What I saw was still looming in the eye, why is this? why am I crying? why it hurts, why it's angry, why I want to berate it. Is this the jealousy of God??? It's not too embarrassing for me to admit.

jojo still faithfully accompanied me who never stopped crying.

"Chella. . . Since when??? guwe please open your hands, you answer guwe's questions before guwe is really angry at ellu" said Jojo.

I opened my conscious hands and covered my face,

"Guwe . .guwe. . . Hikst. . hikst. . ." It felt like there was a fish bone stuck in my throat, it was difficult for me to answer what was asked by jojo, only tears continued to flow on my cheeks. I lowered my head in tears, crying, Jojo held onto my two shoulders and squeezed it this time.

"Since when did you start liking Khery the narcissist??? answer me. You're jealous to see him kissing ningsih earlier??? since when did you fall in love with that narcissistic guy Chel??? answer meyeee. . ." This time jojo was bluffing my shoulder, with a slightly loud tone of speech.

I could only cry with all the conscious questions jojo kept raining down on me. As hard as I could lift my head and stare at him,

"Jo, do you believe that this is indeed guwe's jealousy??? even Guwe doesn't want to believe it just like Jo"

Jojo just looked at me with a look of pity. . .

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