Circle of the Past

My world, the world of Facebook

Hi. . Gud Muning the spoiled.

This morning I received a message on my phone, from a guy who always makes it comfortable and soothing.

Dudut sii psiikopath

Well. . since I've always been on Facebook. All the statuses I update are always about a never ending feeling and a recognition that must be forgotten.

Makes me look attractive to dudut, which is how he judges me. so that not a day passes from every message sent to me, both on mobile and on facebook account.

Every message he sent, I knew. . . He tried to entertain me, wanted to support me, and of course.

I love that every time I get a message from him in the morning, he is always able to make me smile as if I forgot, when night comes.

"Chel. .truck" Maulida fluttered up to me in class.

"What the hell else??? Queen kepo lu Ya, always update if there is the latest news in school" answered me.

"Ah elu Chel, this is serious. Ningsih is here. Guwe accidentally saw him come out of the computer room with Pak Udin" explained maulida with a panicked face.

"Whataa??? seriously lu??? what about dong??? guwe don't want to meet ningsih and mr udin, you understand right???

"Yes then guwe tell you, somplaaaaak" said maulida again.

Ah. . . It's okay, this time I look a coward or a loser. I just want to calm down, without hurting my heart back. After all this does not violate the law away from them. even I. . I will not be sentenced to a great sin right???

Exactly at the time of the rest, I and Maulida ran towards the corner of the park near the footshall field in the school. This has indeed been my hiding place since in Junior High. and only Maulida and Jojo know, I think it's safe here.

Maulida still faithfully accompanied me on the side,

"Da, thank ya. you always protect guwe, you are always the first person to tell guwe when something bad will happen to guwe"

I held Maulida's hand gently

"Oh what the hell you are, don't start deh. . melow again, guwe don't like ya see you sad continue , but chel. . . Sory. . . previously if guwe asked this, you. . want to until when... ngehindar gini???" Maulida asked while looking at me fixedly.

"Until. . Guwe's heart is ready" I firmly told the maulida.

"But we're one neighborhood with Mr. udiiin Chellaaa.. . impossible if every day you will hide and hide???" Ask maulida again.

"well, guwe just. . not ready for now what else there is Ningsih" answered me later.

Maulida just looked at me in agitation, I knew she was worried about me.

Hmm. . so bosen diem-dieman himself like this while maulida pampit to the cafeteria first because of hunger. haha he was the least able to resist hunger.

Thank goodness I brought my phone when I ran earlier, so I could open facebook again.

Soon, my messenger notifications vibrated.

Hayooo online in school hours. . .

ahh. . . Dudut sent me a message. gladly. . .

Haha yes more hours of rest, bosen.so a fad online.

Answer me.

Ciye. . . Fad or kepoin former niiih. . .

Answer her taunting me.

iiih not dong, kepoin you even.

I reply to being ridiculed.

Ups. . I became Ge Er loh, until I wanted to jump this heart of art.

The reply again, iiih I gurgle.he is always smart to entertain me. subconsciously I smile myself in response to all her zombie seduction, she said,

Why do I like it even though he continues to seduce and fight me, it seems I have contracted the disease of Junior High School children in the field at that time.they are so adoring to the figure of Dudut, And this is the truth. I began to feel comforted and always missed if just one day he did not tell me. Funny again, this is just an introduction on facebook. and you know??? which city is he from???

Karmasn. . . Well. . a city that cannot be reached from the city where I live except by telephone.

Very dear no, other than he is handsome, he is cute, he is friendly, mature, humorous, although I must have wanted him to be a guy. Seen from the Facebook homepage and every comment of the girls in every status is always flirtatious.

"Ciye. . new also left behind already my own smile Chel. hayoow. . ."

Maulida was by my side suddenly, either since when. quite surprised me from the daydream about the figure of Dudut.

"When have you been here??? surprised to know" I replied with a manyun.

"Hahahaha yuk ah entered the classroom. Ningsih has gone out of nowhere, guwe has been cheating all corners of the school hahahaa great kan guwe" explained with a laugh.

"Aaaaaaakh anyway ter the best my best friend this one, second to none. mmmmuach" I hugged him while peeping his cheeks.

Maulida dodged then felt amused, and,

"What the hell lu Chel, flirt ah teething singles lu ya now. Guwe don't want ya, you're ajakin lesbian, hahahahaha" she replied later with a soft laugh.

"Ih. .. uwekkkkkk not banged ya you, thought the distance know not" I replied with a laugh anyway.

I walked on to class while pinching each other, embracing, then pulling with a laugh with the maulida.

For a moment, relieved. . and lost all sense of chaos my heart had been since.

Going through the cafeteria, I continued to push each other cheerfully with the maulida, until finally. . .

I saw that Mr. Udin was already standing upright with a cynical look at me in the cafeteria yard.

Maulida pulled my hand, asking me to walk following her behind.

****** guwe, Lord. . . Why does it always appear anywhere I try to avoid it.

although this is one environment, SMP and High School become one, but this school is bangeddd sprawls, divided into how many classes with hundreds of students.

I kept trying to calm down, walking in the footsteps of the maulida in the back.

His intention was to hide, but out of nowhere the courage was. . pak udin angrily asked maulida to leave us only two.

so what??? crazy.this is in front of the kantiiin, all the schoolgirls are convinced, pliss don't kayak gini pak udin. think I continue to thrash, hold maulida to stay.don't let me face pak udin alone.

"Sorry sir, Chella is not feeling well today, so I have to take her to class. if she is let go by herself later she fainted" Cetus maulida.

"Maulida, I will not ask and plead a second time. Pliss. . Let chella here for a while. I want to talk to him, 5 minutes only" replied Pak udin in a half whisper voice.

"Pak. . This is already class time, Chella will be late" Maulida denied.

" Well, what's your use as a friend, let's go Da. . ." Force mr udin.

Maulida looked at me with a sigh.I shook my head in reply,

Ply. . . Da, do not. . do not wantuu .. .

Finally, the maulida took off my hand, nodded slowly and then ran towards the classroom.

hahft. .. god. . It was like fainting to hold my body down.

"Chel, be honest with me. Why did you avoid meeting Ningsih???" Ask her slowly.

I looked around the students some in the cafeteria were already looking at the two of us.

I don't know what they think this time, there are whispering looking at each other towards us, there are deliberately talking loudly but the ears are getting wider aka kepo.

"Sir, can you??? don't discuss this with me. I'm tired sir, please stop bringing my name in life, especially the relationship between the father and ningsih at this time" answered me with a face down

Long speechless, wordless sir.I raised my head to look at him. And he. . with teary eyes looked at me for so long.

"Well chel, forgive me if you've been too disruptive to your life, forcing your existence for me" he replied later.

And. .he passed away just like that. I was still standing glued looking at his back that was increasingly disappearing from view.

How many more must I say this apology to you, Mr. X???

It's over, be happy with Ningsih.

let me calm down with my own story.