Circle of the Past

Stirring Rain stabbing

The rain fell so hard, I sat pensively on the window. I looked at the stubs for the sake of the stubs falling down on the ground, fresh, the fragrance of the smell of this earth. . . increasingly reminds me of the figure that has passed.

Khery, irul, jojo, mango, sir udin. . . Huh. . .

in thought it all ended when the rain fell, or. . . instead the rain deliberately fell when the end of all the relationships I lived.

Luckily, it's a Sunday. school holiday, leyeh-leyeh all day in the room with my diary, accompanied by the relentless rain. akh. . .

Trrrrring. . . My facebook notification reads, I get hp on the pillow.

KYaaaa. . Is this really jojo??? jojo my best friend???

I saw Jojo asking for a friendship on my facebook, aarght. . . jojo. . I'm so glad I finally showed up.

Instantly I sent a message to her via facebook,

Hi cowook. . Still want me??? acquaintance dooong. . .

I teased him,hihi

Hey girls. .. Sorry, who is it? i've forgot.

The reply.

ih. . . It is you, mentang-about already have a new friend you forget guwe so aja.sana go all the way.we unfriend aja !!!

Reply to me later

hahahaha fights guwe nih's favorite friend, masiiih aja spoiled. never changed yes, yes yes sory. . there is no way dong our friendship that should be forgotten this brother, just forgotten, just like that, my sweet sister. . . .

I smiled shyly read it, happy it feels like he is still the jojo I know. Suddenly. . My tears just dripped.

Jo, guwe kangen ma you. When are you going to guwe again??? How are you???

It was. .. wanted to meet and hug her immediately if possible.

guwe also miss ma elu chel, be patient. . guwe will definitely come to your house again, meet your father and mother there, healthy all right??? Nyokap guwe. . has improved, it can return activities.

Answer her later.

Thank goodness Jo, I'm also happy to hear the news aunty. eh btw you rarely banged huh, activate your number. kelup you know???

I said I started protesting

haha yes, in the village of guwe lives a difficult signal.this happens again ngerjain task outside. find the signal, hehe

answer later.

Success yes jo, with your school now praying for each other and supporting each other. Continue with your task, ok. . .

Answer me again.

Yes nooon. .. spirit also make you yes, greetings to father and mother.

Then I looked back at the rain that never stopped.

Jo, guwe happy you ngabarin guwe even for a while. Hopefully our friendship will never be interrupted later yes, my bathin.

The clock has shown at 3 pm. it feels drowsiness after realizing it is too fun to watch the rain that falls, the rain begins to subside. Now just drizzle left, just drizzle,

I played a lullaby that fit the mood this afternoon. . .

box song titled STILL LOVE, it feels. . This I banged the lyrics.

as I closed my eyes, the song I was playing stopped in the middle.

My phone vibrated for so long, Haish. . . Who else called, daritadi kek. . before my eyes drowsed.

I see a screen on my phone, Mr. X calls. . .

Degh !!!

Why again this person, males banged me nanggepin. already have your fiancee, sadaaar. do not bother guwe anymore. . .

Bathin I kept grumbling.I ignored the call, I hid under the pillow.

Drrrrrrrtttt. . . back to my old vibrating phone.

Jeez, he must have called again.why the hell wooooey, you want to make guwe heartbroken again huh??? Bathin I kept grumbling for so long the call kept ringing.

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Ha. .hallo. . .

Huuft. . . I'm finally still reeling right??? basis ***** lu Chel.

Hello Chel. . More busy huh??? sorry, interrupt.

Answer in the distance.

Answer me out loud, to sound me. . . okay no.

Here, Ningsih want to chat. he said kangen with you, you guys just chat for a while. I still want to finish the proposal task

Answer in a hurry.

Hello chella. . This is guwe Ningsih.

There was a soft sound of Ningsih.

then. . . I. . . I was silent about how to start where I thought I was.

I'm sick of the endless sense of tightness, was this intentionally made by Mr udin???

Hello chella. . .

Ningsih replied again, making me realize.

Ah yes. . hi. . . ningsih, sory was guwe while reading sms. hehe. you how are you???

Answer me looking for excuses. haha is ridiculous right, it feels. . not lost from my memory, how a ningsih smile that was so flirtatious when Khery. . kissed her cheek. and now, now, how, she as. . udin sir's fiancee.

Guwe good. . . how you? wow. . long yes we did not meet. would not if tomorrow-tomorrow we meet, would ya??? many would like to take the story to elu Chel. . .

The answer.

guwe . . guwe good really, good banged even. hehe, hehe,

oh yes congratulations on your engagement with mr. udin, great lu Ning. hehe

Answer me with a. . . bland tone.

why don't you answer Chel, let's meet. There is something that has not been explained to you when in Junior High first. this is about. . . Kheriy.

Ningsih replied, which surprised me.

About Khery. . oh yes??? about what explanation Ningsih??? I no longer care about the pain, because now you're back at my pain point.

Bathin I'm back in turmoil

Mmh.., guwe did not promise Ning, when and what can meet tomorrow-tomorrow. Guwe's been busy lately, and. . . about Khery first, it's been. . .it's the past, the ABG period is labile .

answer me with santuy's pretentiousness, though not according to the heart anyway. . .

well. . unfortunately banged yes, whereas guwe slightly felt guilty ma you, guwe wanted to apologize to you chel.

What??? pardon you??? for what??? about first??? About Khery??? aaarght.. . and now??? how's it???

I kept muttering in my heart. The tone has changed, he sounds more mature.It's appropriate, if pak udin likes and finally chooses it.

yaelah . . . what the hell lu Ning, hihi. yes gapapa kok. . .

Answer me with weight.

Eh chel. . btw nih, sir udin why can no you??? hehe. . . sory nih Kepo guwe.

What do I have to answer, can't be if I say sir udin ma I often call first. haha, can the apocalypse of this world.

At that time, cousin chella was dating my friend, Mr. Zai that you want, right Ning??? semalem we meet.

I heard udin cut our conversation.

Thank God. . . he understood. I was a little helped. then sir udin just turned off the phone.

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I threw the phone in my hand just like that, the whole body so limp I felt. I looked at the ceiling of the room with a blank stare. My mind was mixed, my mind was constantly turbulent.

Whatisthis???

Why call me, and deliberately let Ningsih chat with me for so long. . deliberately you guys so that I know that you guys are currently together??? enjoy the rain stubs together.and love each other with romantic, romantic,

you are breng*** Mr.X

Don't you know what I feel at this moment??? I'm sick of all your games that draw my heart.

I heard the rain was pouring down on my roof, I looked back through my window.

The swift whirring of this rain felt stabbing my heart. . reminded me, when that day. . the day that sir udin re-entered with the condition of the body still stuck in bandages everywhere.

She kept looking at me, sometimes we stared at each other for a long time. . She smiled expectantly, and I. . . I ignored her just like that, thoughtlessly approached her, and asked. . . are you all right???? or just ask, how are your wounds??? does it hurt???

Hah. . I don't even have the courage to say HAI.

How stupid of me, all of me who started and ended just like that.