Circle of the Past

Circle of the Past
MESSED



MESSED


POV IRUL


What should I do now, Chella??? You cut our relationship off, for no reason to accept that I'm not good for you, though I know you're willing to be my lover because of your escape from Khery, you are now deciding on me one-sidedly because Khery is also. aaakh. .chella. . . . You know, it hurts me so much that I have trouble breathing. It's not fair to me chella, I love youuuu. . Should what else am I??? It's been a week since this relationship ended, it's really over. You know, chella, a week feels like a century for me to hold all of her alone. Your shadow, your smile, and everything about you, are becoming more and more incarnated. Today, I tried my hardest to go to school just to squirm you, squirm your condition, your sweet smile, your funny behavior, you look happy. That fast are you forgetting everything we've been through with the last 6???


God. . I am not a man who hates easily, but can I do it now??? Can I hate a man named God Khery??? He. . He's the man who always makes the woman I love, I love, sobbing. But he's also the one who has now managed to snatch Chella from me, Aaaaarght. . I promise Khery, if you make her cry again, I swear I will beat you.


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The news of my breakup with Irul quickly circulated, aaaakh felt like an impromptu artist me. And of course Khery had heard it anyway, his attitude was changing exactly as we knew it. He was always looking for attention and judging me. but this time I was no longer provoked and cared, I kept ignoring her.


I was joking and chatting with Jojo in the empty lesson hours,


"Jo, when to play to the house guwe again, in tanyain ma bokap nyokap. said you funny"


"Guwe ngajak Irul ya to your house? He laughed, making me glare and pinch him, Suddenly someone threw me with a bunch of blank papers from behind. I turned around to look around all my friends in each one busy, then who??? I can't see Khery, either. Only irul who sat quietly occasionally looked at me with his mute face,


Aarght who the hell, banged nyebelin. I continued chat after chat with jojo, again I was thrown with lumps of blank papers, this time more bulge. No kosher, just make garbage. It happened to be my picket day in class, I looked back for a moment and. . . . . This was Khery. I stared at her sharply, she just returned to me with a naughty smile. I wanted to throw it back in my shoes, but akh. . I promised myself I would never respond again.


struggling I can be this thick, there is no way I will just melt.


I rushed with my jojo to the cafeteria, we were so thirsty and hungry after so many laughs in class today


While walking side by side with Jojo, suddenly KHery barged past in the middle of us who were walking quite roughly making me bounced against the class wall.


"Woey, can't you just keep like a kid, huh??? Breng*** !!!" Bump Jojo on kHery that makes her look firmly.


"Chel, your idung is bleeding. Jesus, let's go to the UKS room" Jojo was very panicked and grimaced to see me enduring the pain.


"Geez, chel. . , sorry chel, guwe didn't mean to hurt you kek gini, sorry chel, sorry Chella" Khery ran up to me, wiped the blood on my nose with a tissue, and he ran up to me, I don't know where he gets a quick tissue lightning with him guy, I can't say anymore. It's really sick and painful. . .


Jojo pushed kHery roughly.


"alaaaaah alessan you, move aside, don't deketin Chella again, you think your jokes are funny huh???" Jojo looked really angry this time. I'm holding him, though,


"Jo, it's been. . anterin guwe to the UKS room. head guwe dizzy" I pulled jojo's hand and ignored Khery, Khery continued to chase me by force.


and suddenly. . . Bukh !!! A punch landed on Khery's face.I was really limp looking at her, my legs were shaking. Jesus, my God, Irul. . . What the fuck is this??? Khery hit Irul back, now they hit each other in front of me while Jojo tried to break up. while I??? I should what??? I just stuck my mouth like I was locked watching Irul pull Khery's collar on, Rough,


"Your satisfaction, has made Chella hurt huh??? Satisfied??? have long been waiting for this opportunity, make you beat up guwe satisfied" Firmly irul with a reddened face full of anger.


And you know what??? what is kHery's answer to irul???


"Huh, come on. . hit guwe again, as much as you Rul. Whyyy??? do you feel defeated by ma guwe? you're afraid that Chella is actually being ma guwe huh??? You're not Chella's girlfriend anymore" she replied with a grin, making me realize.


"Jo, Anterin Guwe to the UKS room right now. don't take care of the boy TK who grabbed the balloon" I said, I pulled Jojo's hand and embrace him leaving them just like that, I don't care what's next. I'm sick of kids, we're not kids anymore. I heard after that they got the penalty of cleaning the porous room on the ridiculous reason why they hit each other. I don't care, I'm really sick of it.