Circle of the Past

Engagement Mr. Udin

Today, I heard that Mr. Udin's engagement with Ningsih took place last night officially and luxuriously. Well. . . in general, they are from the family are. So it's only natural right???

While at school, all were discussing their engagement.the various sayings, compliments, kind and silly prayers from different corners of the school today. Even in the cafeteria, in the office, in the park, in the perpus, even in every corner there is no one who stops quietly but to discuss their engagement. Even you know??? Now Ningsih has become a class star in her school outside the City, got the title of best and most beautiful student.

Why, hearing all this widespread news. . . I was a little disturbed, there was a very painful pain piercing my heart. Haha. . ridiculous right??? You're who's chel??? Hahaha. . Even this bathin wants to laugh at you. Come on. . .between you and Pak udin will never unite. You're just his student doang. .. You appeal to Ningsih??? you what??? This thought continued to bother me, my mind continued to mutter by itself.

You know??? Even today I want to curse Mr udin, can he just leave this school??? Couldn't he just tell me, or over a short message.coer me to congratulate him, even if it would really hurt but at least I woke up from this pain.

As I uttered my conscious cell phone at the hand, my finger stopped at the logo of the missed call. My eyes glared at her, Oh my god. . . Can I not see wrong??? Whyyy??? when??? why don't I know??? or how do I ignore it??? Tuhaaaaaaan. . I want to scream.

3x missed call, Mr. X

03.15 Wita

I want to run to see him now, but. . . It's too late isn't it??? I didn't even know the point and purpose of calling me back at the same hour as he did.

"Oh my goodness, so you're here. . daritadi guwe nyariin you know???" Maulida came up to me, startling me for a moment, I hid my conscious phone and looked at Mr.X's name.

"Eeeeh what the hell??? starting to play secrets huh ma guwe??? guwe was angry. . ." Maulida again.

"Iiih. . . What the hell are you Da, no. . I swear there are no secrets between us my chayang??? hehe" I responded with a slight pinch of maulida's cheek. But he kept staring at me sharply this time,

"You sure there's nothing you secret about??? so, why are you glagapan that hiding hp lu??? hayoo... ." Ask her again, long silent. . .

"Hah. . . noah Da, I just don't want to talk about it, it's too late for me. . . for what is discussed again" I replied, I took a deep breath. feel tight in the chest. . .

"Chel. . about the engagement of Pak udin???"

I nodded slowly, responding to this maulida question.

"He'em. . . Mr. udin. . he. .. called me at 3 this morning, and I have absolutely no idea if he called me up to 3x Da. . ."

"Yes pardon. . means. . . means he. . . wah. . lest he wish you a congratulatory favor or not. . a confession may be. . ." Maulida is back.

And. . . noah, where do these tears come from. It feels like the heat of my eyes, like a splashed rubbing mercon. It feels so hot. I don't care after this Maulida will think what about me, which obviously she hugged me tightly. I'm getting. .sobbing sobbing in her arms. While the maulida kept patting my back, occasionally stroking my head gently. It's too sick god. . . it's even more painful when I have to break up from the pride. Hikst. . .

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When I was about to go to class, I walked to the toilet to wash my face and eyes that began to wear and tear, after crying nonstop consciously. I asked the maulida to the canteen earlier, asked her to buy me some orange juice. Crying incessantly made me feel thirsty and hungry, but my appetite again lulled aka hunger strike.

I still look at my face, on the toilet glass.

What lu??? hih. . You crybaby, you weak Chel. . Are you not the one who backed away from this feeling??? so. . Why are you crying now??? make what??? nyessel??? have you thrown away the feelings of Mr udin so??? hah. . you hypocritical Chel.

Aaaaarrrrght. . my bathin continues to be turbulent in response to all of this.

Clingak clinguk my eyes around looking for maulida, not yet had I called her who was still visible in front of the cashier. . .

someone called me from behind, this voice. . . I know very well.

"Chel. . Find who???" Mr. udin. . yeah. . . udin sir greeted me from behind.

I just dodged it with reflexes.

"Eh. . ah. . . find. . . maulida sir" I replied with a wave. Lord. . . why orahaaaaaaaa, must meet mr udin in the condition of the eyes and face of guwe kek gini. haduuuwh surely he will be GR if you look at the eyes of guwe as the cry will surely think guwe nangisin him today. although,

"Chel. . . you. . .??? " Sir udin brought his face closer to see me. I kept my head down and then moved away, I really wanted to get angry before being caught out of him.

"What the hell sir??? I gapapa, I did not cry, I used to, I was just a little sleepy, oh yes congratulations on the engagement of my father with Ningsih, hopefully lasting until you get married. and do not forget the invitation sir yes" This mouth reflex continues to babble non-stop, for a moment our eyes look at each other.

What??? What is this mouth??? jagamaaa. . . again and again. . . what the hell lu Chellaaaaa. . This answer is the same you committed suicide in front of mr. udin, somplaaaaaaak. Habit lu yes, now you want to run away where while you are stuck in the middle of the canteen gini, the exit is still jauuuh jauuuuh about 5 hektaaaarrrrr loh. Oh, my God, this bathin came back to me with various sadistic sayings.

"Heh. . I don't ask why and what is it that you are today Chella. . but thank you for answering it honestly without me asking first" he replied later in a satisfied tone.

Want it to feel like I'm scolding him this second, satisfied are you sir. . satisfied you??? feel like winning??? CONGRATULATIONS sir. You managed to disintegrate this body until the hancuuurrr fell apart.

"Emang yes, basically already PD and GR, still narcissistic.this is not what you think. Don't be too satisfied, sir. inget. . . I'm fiancee now. fiancee of my friend's father, and. . . PUPIL also, first" answered me with a cetus.

"Then. . Why did you ignore your phone last night???" Ask her again.

then. . .

"Chel, yuk ah entered the class before Mr. Hasan entered the class first. can be said, mmh. . excuse me sir udin, we entered the class first. eh yes congratulations on his engagement with our friend, Ningsih" Curcol maulida then with a wry smile. haha I know this time he wants to protect me,

I passed the udin sir just like that. followed the maulida, heading for class.

"Chelin. .. Kathy. . ." Mr. Udin kept calling me.

I answered him with a cetus

"Tauk ah"

Maulida laughed at me with a giggle. Although in my heart. . I want to answer it,

I want to apologize to him. . .

. . Everything is too late.

all have been. . . end. . . .