Circle of the Past

Forced Made

Forced Made

A week passed, I have not given certainty of an answer for Irul. I do like her, like her nature and attitude which is always polite, friendly, gentle, and shy. But this is just a sense of wonder I feel, not to like about love. You know, Irul just kept staring at me secretly but not even once he tried to pursue me to ask the answers to the certainty of our next relationship, and not even once did he try to pursue me, That makes me feel like he's really sincere because he's not pushy.

"he dear, to the cafeteria with yuk. . . Guwe deh, but bribe guwe eat yes. . emmuach"

"iiih what is it, suddenly want to buy guwe eat. . .??? ntar ningsih angry you know"

And again Khery seduced Lucy in front of me and I was still amazed to see Lucy who changed always responding to khery flutter. They then walk each other jokingly, even Lucy embraces her arms.

Tuhaaaaan. . This is very painful for me, although I know Khery has liked Lucy since they were in elementary school but Lucy refused it instead, and Ningsih. . . aaaaarght wants me to slam this table and chair in class.

Well lah. . . Well Khery, I accept all this treatment of yours, I know you're getting angry or maybe you've hated me with my rude attitude towards you that day, which puts you to shame in front of all your classmates. I admit it's my fault, but don't you know how much more outrageous you're treating me like Khery. You never even once gave me a chance to talk and apologize to you. You just keep avoiding me every time we cross paths.

I give in, I lose, I will follow all this treatment, well, I will no longer think of you, pay attention to you, and try to apologize for all my treatment so far, he said, I'm going to throw all this Khery out before it's too late and deep, thank you for making me realize with your change of attitude, that I will never deserve your kind attitude.

I saw jojo sitting alone in class, scribbling his habit book.I ventured to him after the last few weeks of our relationship.

"Jo, until when you will mengediemin guwe kek gini, Guwe can't Jo, you constantly diemin guwe, avoid guwe even you never reply guweee message, sorry guwe Jo. . . maaa'aaaaf". My whining for Jojo made her stop writing, then stare at me.

"Here. . sit next to the guwe". I smiled happily jojo responded to me thus and sat down beside him.

"Jo, thanks you still want to apologize guwe. You still think of Guwe Temen" I don't know how to express it when jojo then responds with the word

"Friends. We are friends, right, Chel??? A true friend will always forgive the mistakes of his friends easily, just a little need the right time to understand each other really can we be called a true friend" Oh god, thank you for sending me a friend, not anymore. Friend, well my best friend.

"So, when are you going to love Irul huh???" ask her and continue writing in the book.

"Emang ya ni son, Irul that connect maa guwe doang, open ya ma guwe doang, already accept it. who knows this way you can say heartache you, haha" Jojo continued to tease me with gleeful laughs. Happy I was finally able to return to normal like this again, aaaah. . . huh??? I'm trying to accept irul??? to forget this pain, but isn't it seem evil??? let me just try, who knows, this heart can change at any time to really like it from the heart.

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The second half of the clock I walked to the park, I sat with a pink diary and a pen in my hand, The breeze and the fragrances of the flowers and trees make this atmosphere so calm and peaceful I think. I close my eyes, I enjoy it. either since when irul has stood beside me,

"Beauty. . ." I opened my eyes to hear him and stood up.

"eh irul, since when are you here huh??? asked me a little salting and gerogii made her, how not. she always smiled sweetly whenever she saw me,

"Since you close your eyes and smile enjoy this air, you are beautiful Chel if that smile" he added which made my blood sigh great this time.

oh my god, this. . aaaaah makes me ashamed.

"irue. . . Guwe. . . mmh. . . guwe. . ." still choked it's throat to give him certainty.

"Have you thought guwe was chel? gapapa, if you can't and aren't ready. Guwe won't be angry chel, we can still be temen right???" irul looked at me intently I saw there was great hope from the look in his eyes.

"Okeh, guwe thank you for being a guwe guy" I replied instantly. made irul bulged dumbfounded then yelled Yess excitedly jumping dancing around. Oh my God, Matek already guwe received irul, how this, must say, guwe can not see the face irul for so long, I want to kabuur feel. someone help me. .. .

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