Circle of the Past

I want TO BREAK UP !!!

"Ciye. . who yesterday spent time for a temporary farewell" Ledek maulida in the canteen.

"Sssst. . Habits yes Lu Da. Guwe's ashamed to know" I replied as I pinched his thigh.

"Aw aw yes yes pardon. . iiih basic yes lu, storyain dong y'all ngaapain aja? hihihi" Ledeknya again.

"kepooo deh, ntar if guwe storyain you are confused looking for a partner to make in practice? hahahhahaa just don't kiss the wall you kiss" I replied while swerving it back. Maulida manyun responded, haha.

"Da. .. guwe. .. Why guwe believes this relationship will not last long" I replied later.

"You started again, why Chel??? You're resistant because of the distance??? or. . . still about your parents???" Ask maulida.

"elu know, from yesterday nyokap guwe continue aja mendette guwe, ngomel not clear, sometimes until please all so that guwe break from Angga" answered me.

"Goddessa. .. wah .. . If it's a love affair arranged mom mending you cah Chel, don't get you in the words of a disobedient child loh"

"Bad fuck you Da, you know??? guwe just two bulaaan courtship with Angga, two months. . . aware aren't you??? I replied in response to the maulida with a high tone.

"Dear, you were told to choose Ortu or love??? you choose who??? hayow. . Can't you throw your bonyok just for love, right??? that's crazy darling" explained maulida.

"Guwe .. Guwe can't think Da. .." I replied later.

Out of the canteen, me and maulida were joking nonstop. I know, maulida is now comforting me desperately. And she never made it in this, I could've laughed loosely at her.

While laughing and walking by accident I bumped into someone in front of me,

Bugh. . . !!!

Uh, I just saw who I hit.

Ow my God. . . Whyyy??? always start and end like this, I accidentally hit the body of the udin sir.

I bowed my head in awe, as well as he who looked salting after our eyes looked at each other.

Damn, why must this heart beat fast is not clear gini anyway every meet sir udin. Come on Chella. . elu lariiiiiiiii. . I whispered in my heart.

While I dodged to the right, he followed me to the right while I moved to the left, as well as he followed.

What cobak??? I began to get upset while the maulida had already deliberately coughed at us.

then we both stood up and stopped, and,

"Please greet him first" With all my might I say hello to him first. I swear, this is the first time I greet him again after I decided to stay away from him.

Pak udin seemed to smile in response to my greeting, without a word.

Then I ran to the class that was after Maulida.

Once in class I was really panting incoherently, maulida was already laughing at me realistically.

"Eeeeh stops me, the guwe bird" I said with a spark.

"Ouoz. .sory. . . hahahahaha oh my goodness, you guys were funny you know??? uuugh, fortunately, I was left in the bag. Let me just take it, I have captured the moment hahahhahaa" he replied with a laugh, while I covered my face.

Oh my god. . why is this feeling still attached to Mr udin??? I just can't control the vibration of this heart.

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After arriving home, I saw that my mother was waiting for me with an angry look but. . . I know , my mother is trying to hold her back.

"Chela. . Change your uniform first, then eat. mom cook your favorite shrimp balado" he replied.

after eating, I was about to enter the room in a hurry to send a message to Angga,

"Honey, here for a while" he called. I've started dag dig dug not careless, I know for sure that will be discussed again about my relationship with Angga.

"Why ma'am???" Ask me.

"mom don't want to talk stale again, when. . . Are you going to end the relationship???"

Hah. . This question I have guessed. although still managed to stab the recesses of my heart. I want to feel angry, but what power. . .

"Mom. .give me time" And finally.this answer that came out of my mouth just like that.

"Well, I'll wait for you until the end of next month" he replied firmly.

Lord. . Can I be angry with my mother??? or in this situation??? or on you alone.why so torture me in love???

My bathin feels torn.

I passed into my room, I closed the room and I locked the door. I put this body in the bed, huh.

I sent a message to Proud, immediately Proud to reply.

aiy. . I miss you. miss everything that's on you.

it feels more and more crowded to read it, honestly I also miss you proudly.

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It's been 2 weeks since my relationship with Angga has passed in a long-distance bond. I miss him, but why do I start to be made restless and a little ilfil with Angga attitude that changes from day to day.

In every message he sent, always talking about a slightly vulgar subject.I tremble made him afraid if only later read by the other party, this would be a big problem.

Three weeks will pass, the chat is getting crazy on the phone. He had already dared to yell at me, speaking harshly, responding with a sudden rage, even he had dared to ask me to buy him this, asking me to give him a gift of an electric guitar. hahahaha so what??? this is absolutely crazy.maybe.. . This is a hint of faithfully prayer and mother's hope for my relationship with Angga. So that I could easily break our relationship,

In fact. . .more crazy again, Angga has dared to mention one by one my limbs by tempting me to seduce me, round me. make me disgusted, getting fed up.

the more I avoid him, the more angry he is with me.

Aiy. . kangen kiss your lips, it feels like I've gone crazy far with you aiy.

I just responded in silence on the phone.

Aiy. . I want to see you soon, yes when we meet, I give you a mark on the neck, and. . . I want*** you are the** chewy it.

I am still silent to respond with just the word, hehe. . oh yes???. . so continue. until. . .

Aiy. . . If your parents still don't let us date, may I ask for one thing???

whatisit??? answer me.

Give your virginity to me, so that I'm stronger to maintain this relationship.

I'm sure aiy is still a virgin, literally. .. When we were in the room at the time, aiy looked scared***.

Hah. . . You know what I feel when I hear about my virginity? for her???

Bastard !!! You're crazy Angga. I'm more and more convinced that God has answered my prayers and my mother, maybe even the whole family ky, that you.