Circle of the Past

Mr. X Is. . . . .

It's the last day of school holidays. Hah. . It feels so fast, after a lot I've been through. You know. . . Ali has returned to Bandung, where he studied. But not one bit changed him in thinking and behaving, even he often threatened me with some things. Aaargh. . I'm sorry about everything that's happened. she's so arrogant, she's crazy, her mental illness, she just keeps sending me messages that I'll regret having refused her, she said, throw him out in my life just like that. This time I have to be more hearty and evil to you Ali, forgive me.

I block the number from my cell phone contact, it's up to you to think what after this.

Tonight, I don't know why I'm nervous. My insomnia disease relapsed, I always loved ali's kiss that was so soft and addictive. Aaakh. . Maybe this is just a little bit of my guilt. I know you are very disappointed in me ali. . .

Drrrrtt. . . Shaking hp surprised me. My lyrics clock on the wall of the room shows 00.15 Wita.

god. . . It's almost morning. while my phone keeps shaking, yeah. . . Mr. X called me.

"Hello. . . This hour call not see your clock? my cetus.

"Neng chella also belom sleep kaan. . . hayo ngaku. . ." Answer her.

"No, I'm sleeping well instead" I strongly objected.

"Aaaah his voice can't lie to me about ginian. I hope I don't think about it anymore, hehe. . ." Her impression while laughing.

"Yeeeeeh GR banged you anyway" I replied.

"already. . . here the story ma me, neng chella what's the problem??? and with whom???" Ask her again.

"So you know, yeah, like a psychic, you know???"

"ho ho ho if all the horrors of the sound of neng chella kayak it's been caught dong if again heartbroken, oupz. . ." Ledek.

I paused for a moment, noah why want. . I want to feel like I overflow all my mixed feelings about ali this time. if I was wrong. . .

Finally I still melt to wash away everything I experience, all the responses gently, all the solutions and advice he gives in this case, make me shed tears.how not, I felt that only he understood my current position when I was unable to expose it to anyone, as this was quite embarrassing.

I kept crying silently, like I found a jojo in Mr. X who until this moment I don't know anything about. I also thank him for being a substitute figure for jojo for me.

"Chel. . jojo is your Junior High, right??? suddenly her question astonished me. Egh, where did he know that? I never told him.

"Kok, do you know jojo is a friend of SMP guwe? he just laughed a little in response, I started to wonder.

"Can I not chel??? this time I'm serious" she asked later.

"Among all the teachers of your junior high, who was the most cute??? Ask again.

"Mmh. . . Who??? it seems that yes, according to guwe nih. mmh. . guwe physics teacher. Firdian sir, he was already cute white, patient, never angry with the students in the guwe class. whereas in the guwe class is famous for most brandal students. hehe" I explained while chuckling.

"Ah sir firdian did you say cute??? hahaha is that old??? do you like om-om, huh chel??? Then the lead laughed.

"Wey, it's good for you. It's according to guwe, yes like guwe. How do you know if Firdian is old??? " Defy me with wonder.

"yes I know there are many teachers of your Junior High School. Seriously, I really want us to be close friends, continue to exist again, no??? Ask her with maksa.

"Who is it, oh yes again one. he's a computer teacher at school, Mr. udin. it's cute anyway yes, tall, white mmh, like it like to see a mole near his brow, he's a, unique, but dear, he's a narcissistic arrogant pretentious handsome like stocky charm, fierce judes likes to be angry again, he's, know guwe never thrown markers just because guwe not konsen he said guwe ignored. hih narcissistic right??? it's so he keeps on disturbing guwe, eneg banged sick. until guwe. . bla bla bla. . ." I just kept talking endlessly about udin. Then deserted, without a long silent voice Mr. X is over there.

"Hello. . hello. . ." I said later.

"Chel, you hate that much with the udin sir" he asked then in a soft voice.

"Not really, just not comfortable if there is him" I explained.

"Chel, are you still wondering who I really am???" ask her again.

"Yes, it's good deket management but don't know who you actually even met never but we've even confided in each other" I replied.

"but if you knew who I really am. would you still want to win me ma I chel? do you still want to pick up the phone from me, reply to each of my messages, and then. . . We met, used to be like close friends" His question this time made me speechless. I started to fear making, he said,

"yes depends, but gapapa already already already.mease you accidentally digerjain guwe all this time." I explained later.

"Chel. . . actually. . . I. . . ." He started stammering, pissing me off.

"who the hell are you, huh???" ask me again.

"I. . the conscious person you explained at length with your dislike, with your discomfort, even, the person you've hated all along"

Ed. . . !!! So what??? swear on what??? day. . . SIR U D I N??? Mr. X is sir udin. . oh my God

when I turned off the phone, it felt like something was hurting in my heart. Why? whyyy???