Circle of the Past

Must End

A lot of things have already happened with a variety of interesting and beautiful surprises during this semester's holiday.

Now that the holidays are coming to an end, I will re-occupy myself with all activities and school lessons.

While ali, of course, will soon return to bandung. place of education, there is a sense of sadness enveloped.in the end, I will return lost and separated from the closest people I now, the people I need a place to fight. Although Ali repeatedly convinced me and promised to give us the certainty of our relationship, he would not date other female friends there, I still refused him. I don't want any certainty from this relationship, it's not really. It's ridiculous Ali, Pliss don't be crazy. No matter how many times in every opportunity to meet secretly, when finding a quiet place. . . Ali always kissed my lips nonstop and I always couldn't resist her. Aaarght. . . I'm getting crazy. I'm sure it's just our puberty to get to know a relationship so that our hormone levels get better.

No. . . This I must end.he's a cousin of kuuuu, and until then will remain a cousin.The blood of brotherhood that flows within us is so thick.

This afternoon, I called my cousin amelia. I told him all about my relationship with Ali, which was growing crazily beyond limits without a pa-ca-ran relationship.

"Mel, Guwe should end this with Ali. It's crazy, Ali started to dare the same guwe you know? " my babble to amelia. Amelia looked panicked,

"Chel. . . How about you, the new guwe just want to call you chel. guwe want to ngabarin if bo-nyok Ali just called guwe and guwe in detail about your relationship" Answer gasps

"What??? aaaaaargh shit, how do you keep Mel??? guwe didn't want our bonyok to be a fuss later just because of our madness" I started to panic in confusion.

"And you know, they say Ali forced and ngancem them to go to your house ngabarin for the certainty of your relationship ma ali, Ali, and they agreed later that Malem will play at your house to meet aunt and om" explained amelia made my heart stop for a moment.*****guwe, this will be a big anger for father and mother. Oohhoo. . .

"Mel, pliss you invited Ali to the city park this afternoon also guwe have to meet Ali guwe must end this before it's too late" I asked amelia.

Amelia meng yes sign agreed.although she previously refused and chose to keep Ali's feelings on me, after I gave her a thousand reasons and explanations, then she agreed. insane aja yes, after all, for example, this is all titled my cousin is my guy. It's not so bad !!!

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Arriving somewhere quiet in the park, Amelia left me alone with Ali. I originally wanted Amelia to keep me company, just in case from ali so that it is no longer arbitrary. ah but, even though I still have to appreciate ali, right? unknowingly, this was the second time that Ali and I kissed non-stop. Ah shit, why come to this place again.Ali looked at me in wonder. . .

"Bi, semalem you why long reply guwe message? even you didn't pick up the phone from the guwe at all" he said.

"Sory, guwe. . . ." Again and again disconnected

Cup !!! He kissed my lips.surprised me, reflex I avoid his gaze.I don't want to talk stale anymore, it's getting stallier. But again I burst out with the touch of her soft hand on my cheek.

"Bi, guwe kangeeen banged ma elu. somehow a day just guwe do not meet you, hug you and kiss your sweet lips, guwe want to go crazy" while wiping my lips. Aaaakh. . I was totally hypnotized. Whether since when our lips had come back in contact with each other, ali continued to softly pout my lips, longer, longer as if my hands were moved alone coiled around Ali's neck. Ali smiled with satisfaction, again she tightened her conscious embrace on my waist. Aaakh, this is really delicious. I can not avoid it, ali more wildly play my tongue to pouch my lips this time longer, his hands began to dare to touch my payu****, then occasionally squeeze it. oh god I'm getting made his drift, I don't want to end this pleasure, but must. .. must, No. .come on chellaaa sober. I opened my eyes and pushed ali away for a moment, it was already evening.Oh my god,,,

"Ali, we have to end this madness right now. Guwe can't li, it's not good for our family in the future" I argue with him in a high tone.

"Why the hell Bi? not you also love ma guwe, is this not what we really want bi???" Ali was still trying to kiss me back. I avoided him, Ali looked disappointed.

"Look at yourself, even you still call guwe bibiiii just as you did in childhood" I pointed to his chest that field with my index finger.

"This is not a bi reason. Do you love ma guwe bi??? Deny by forcing.

"Ali STOP. pliss. . . sadaar.this is just a moment's silliness, we are only each at the peak of puberty so our hormones are equally increased not clear" My assertion. Ali was silent,

"Even the vibration of love is not in the heart of guwe, which guwe rasain only lust when we kissed all this time" I replied later. I saw Ali squeeze a number on her phone and then give her a cue to her mother to cancel going to my house. Oh god it feels like fainting, it feels good.

"Bi, you hurt guwe this time. Guwe is disappointed ma you bi, one day you will mess with this statement" Ali passed away leaving me just like that,

Sorry Ali !!!