Cinderella Modern

MAKE A DECISION

Last night Icha shut herself up and cried in her room, that pain, that pain she felt.

"Gue never expected heartbreak it could be this painful." he wanted to squish his nose, litter of tissue scattered littering the floor of his room, because crying for hours made Icha unconscious spent the stock of tissue in his home.

Last night, Loli who was angry while banging on the door of her room to ask Icha to prepare dinner chirps her guts got snapped from behind the door, so he decided to go back down before Icha came out and swallowed him alive.

Until this morning, Icha still felt tightness in his chest, thinking by sleeping can eliminate the pain in his heart, but he was wrong, after all the pain was still faithful to dwell in his heart as if reluctant to go.

Maybe the pain he suffered was invisible and people will not know if he was heartbroken, but not with his eyes swollen, how can it be hidden, can if using black glass, black glass, but it is impossible to use sunglasses to school, so Icha decided to skip it, but she was lazy at home, for that Icha chose to evacuate to the next door neighbor, Aslan's house, Icha will be well received.

Icha knocked on the door of Aslan's house, there's only Gibran there right now.

"Sir Gibran opened the door, Icha wants to come in." 

There's no saying, "Sister, open the door."

"Sister Gibran must not have woken up." knot Icha.

But not long, from the inside came a chequeckered voice that signified the sound of the door being opened from the inside, Gibran's sleepy face looked sour to see Icha early in the morning disturbing his deep sleep.

"Gapain sieh lo early in the morning disturb people, do not have a job very much."

Gibran stopped his tirade as soon as he saw Icha's condition which could be said to be terrible, even though for this week he had never met Icha because Icha was the same because Aslan and Lea were soan, but still seeing the face of the girl who he had considered as his own sister looked chaotic he became worried, he thought Icha in whatever the same step family.

"Come in." Gibran pulls Icha's wrist and takes her inside.

"Sit down first." Gibran orders Icha into the living room.

Icha.

Gibran then sauntered into the kitchen, before long he returned with a glass of water proffered to Icha.

"Nieh drink." 

Icha picked up the glass Gibran was thrusting, drinking the contents up the toilet.

"Lo's having breakfast."

Icha shaking.

"Lo want me to buy chicken porridge in front of the complex." Gibran.

"No laper, no appetite."

"Tumben, you usually never miss what's called free."

Icha just smiled blandly in response to Gibran's teasing.

Gibran then sat down, looking at Icha's face before starting the introductory session, "Lo why really." asked slowly, the face that had always been sour for one week now turned concerned, "This is stepmom lo ya, she tortures lo ya." that's the fate of being a stepmother, if something goes wrong with stepchildren, she immediately became the main suspect.

Icha shaking.

"Lo was cut off by your boyfriend." guess Gibran again because his first guess was wrong.

Icha back to shakes.

"Lo's girlfriend cheated on me."

Icha nodded, after realizing that it was here that he was the third person, Icha shook her head.

Gibran frowned not understanding, "Whatever Cha is clear, don't just shake or nod.."

"Sister Gibran." Icha's voice raspy as most cried, "Gue love with Aslan."

"Aslan already has a boyfriend, so mending you kill me all the feelings, and you don't forget who Aslan's girlfriend is." Gibran.

"But…"

"The cave is quite Lea, because I see Lea happy with Aslan, it was heavy at first, but how else, cook yes I nikung have my own adek, anyways, also, seeing Lea happy is more than enough for me." it turns out Gibran is a grown-up now, or a real adult, I don't know.

Icha was silent, obviously he had no words to reply to Gibran's one hundred percent truthful remark.

"Lagian lo it's maruk yes, you already have a courtship, why do you still like Aslan as well."

"That's the problem, brother, I just realized that I've never loved Warriors, I just realized when Aslan and Lea were dating, when I saw Aslan with Lea, my heart was not willing."

"Gue pity Lea and tuh boys." Gibran sympathized with Leah and Laskar, "His own best friend turned out to stab him in the back, and Laskar, he loved a girl who never gave him her heart at all, she said, he really loves you."

Icha's guilt towards Lea and Laskar again ranted to hear Gibran's words, he felt slapped with every word issued from Gibran's lips, Icha just lowered his head to realize his mistake.

"Cha, it's good that from now on you start learning to love Laskar and let Lea go along with Aslan, I'm sure you still have the heart not to hurt your friend further." advises Gibran, "I'm sure you can relain Aslan like I've let Lea go with my sister."

Icha looked up as soon as she heard the sentence coming out of Gibran's lips, Icha tried to dive into Gibran's eyes, Icha tried to find the truth from Gibran's eyes that the guy had now let Lea go as he said, because lips can lie, but eyes can never lie, and Icha finds what she's looking for, those eyes don't lie, from the eyes of Gibran Icha knew that Gibran had now given up Leah with great heart.

,"Deliver Aslan with Lea, what can I do." Icha replied inwardly, "But, Brother Gibran alone can, why can't I." Icha inner war.

"Lupain Aslan." Gibran put both his hands on Icha's boat.

"Sister, how his advice makes nyesek so sieh, guekan love Aslan."

"Ichaa, you don't be selfish who just wants your own feelings, you don't think how Lea feels, he's your best friend, he will be very disappointed if he knows his best friend, you know, the man she trusts so much loves her boyfriend."

Icha was silent again, pervading Gibran's incendiary words, "Sir Gibran is right, I'm selfish, I only attach importance to my own feelings."

"Before it's too late you'd better end it all." 

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Icha was currently lying in Aslan's room, looking at the ceiling of the room with a blank look, but she kept thinking about Gibran's words, she was worried, of course, half her heart, half hers, he does not want to hurt Lea and Laskar by maintaining his affair with Aslan, but the other half, Icha is not willing to let go of Aslan if he takes the decision to end his relationship with Aslan, he was in his own dilemma.

"Akh." Icha yelled in frustration, "What should I do."

While in turmoil, his phone rang a sign of incoming messages.

Lea 📩

Chaa, you why don't you come in, you're sick, I'm lonely, sit alone.

Warriors 📩

You are sick, have eaten and taken medicine.

Lea 📩

Home my school and Laskar to your house yes, you want to be brought what.

Warriors 📩

Me and Lea go home to school, yeah, what do you want me to bring.

Icha's tears immediately flowed as she read the messages of the two people she betrayed, the two people who loved her so sincerely, the one who was always there for her in a state of even more sorrow.

"Alright, I have to do it." steady Icha in heart after taking the decision that he thinks is best.

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