A Pile of Misses in Words.
Channeling feelings.
Palembang, 7 January 2011.
- Sore Deck Wulan.
Has Dek Wulan been bathing, eating and praying?.
Oh yeah later be careful Dek Wulan when leaving the course.
It was a message from Mas Yoki who entered at 18:23:33.
Where I had gone to the course and did not bring my mobile phone when Mas Yoki sent me the message.
After I left the course around 21:30:12 .
I immediately cleaned myself and performed Isha prayers and changed clothes.
And before laying my body on the bed.
I immediately picked up my mobile phone and checked the incoming messages from Mas Yoki.
I immediately smiled slightly as I saw the incoming message from her and did not wait for long.
I also immediately sent a reply message from Mas Yoki that I had not been able to reply.
the Assalamu'alaikum Warohmatulohi Westarokatuh.
Has Mas Yoki prayed?.
Mas Yoki immediately replied to a message from me.
- Wa'alaikumussalam Warohmatulohi Westarokatuh Dek Wulan.
Alhamdulillah mas has finished performing the prayer.
Is Dek Wulan home from his English course?.
alhamdulillah Wulan has returned from Mas Yoki's course.
Did Mas Yoki eat?.
alhamdulillah Dek Wulan was eating with eggplant and fried chicken.
If Dek Wulan himself has eaten or not.
alhamdulillah Wulan had eaten earlier after returning from teaching mas.
Mas.
Mas.
Mas.
What is Yoki doing now.
- Waduh's.
Dek Wulan called a very loud mas.
Sat this mas gather with friends.
What if Dek Wulan himself is now.
- My dragons are silent and immersed in the stack of the books of science.
Where my eyes are drugged in the numbers that play on my mind.
And the shining moon warms my heart.
Sometimes I just keep quiet and smile. Feel the sensation of a strange taste that radiates in the heart.
Without me understanding why that strange taste was present.
Which sometimes makes me smile in my silence.
Then it suddenly shook my heart in an instant.
Was it?
I don't know and understand.
And allowing time to open up something of my new destiny.
- Yes, I understand and understand.
MasyaAllah it turns out Deck Wulan is poetic too huh.
Oh yes, Dek Wulan returned to his English course at what time of the deck?.
- Adik came home from the course not long after the sister replied to an SMS from Mas Yoki.
oh yes Dek Wulan has eaten or not.
What did you cook today.
alhamdulillah sister has eaten mas.
Mother cooked brengkes catfish Mas Yoki.
- That must be delicious.
Ruppfp.
For dong.
Mas so want to eat what catfish brengkes like.
The poem is great deck.
From what you catch through his words looks Dek Wulan is kasmaran ya deck.
- Say who Mas Yoki is if sister is kasmaran.
Mas Yoki knows yes.
- Hehehe.
It was just the feeling of Dek Wulan.
Is it true that Dek Wulan is again kasmaran?.
maybe it's not Mas Yoki either.
- Hmm.
If Dek Wulan is really kasmaran.
About who ya.
mas Yoki guessed it himself.
Hehehe.
- Alhamdulillah mas happy to hear that at this time Dek Wulan is happy.
Whose Wulan kasmaran deck?.
Hmmmm.
Dek Wulan shy nih ye.
Whoever it is his people mas wish if the man is the best figure for Dek Wulan, the family of Dek Wulan and Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.
aamiin ya rabbal'alamiin.
Thank you for the do'a Mas Yoki.
Why do you want to know Mas Yoki?.
- What does the beautiful Dek Wulan mean.
- Mm-hmm.
Does Wulan interfere with Mas Yoki's current time?.
dek Wulan is not interrupting the time.
Dek Wulan just relax pretty.
- From where can Mas Yoki assume that Wulan is currently in kasmaran?.
Hmmmm.
Though the poem means nothing like that Mas Yoki.
- Yes indeed the meaning of the poem that Dek Wulan wrote is flexible, the meaning is flexible.
But obviously mas happy to see Dek Wulan happy.
May the approaching feeling in the self and heart of Dek Wulan not only be a moment but forever.
Aamiin yes rabbal'alamiin.
- Feelings?.
What feeling does Mas Yoki mean.
the happy feeling that Dek Wulan is feeling tonight.
He said Dek Wulan is currently feeling kasmaran.
Hmmmm.
It must be feeling flowery and very happy, Dek Wulan.
- What the hell Mas Yoki.
Wulan's feelings do not say if Wulan is currently kasmaran.
Maybe Mas Yoki is kasmaran.
Aye.
- Sometimes we experience such a thing Deck Wulan.
But if we believe in our little heart then the heart surely ends will never miss far.
- Indeed Mas Yoki had experienced that feeling.
Brother is having a lot of thoughts Mas Yoki.
So my sister is no longer kasmaran.
mas has never experienced it but I am sure that the heart will never lie.
Deck Wulan has a problem.
Just tell the mas.
It is possible that mas can provide solutions and solutions to the problems that Dek Wulan is thinking about at this time.
- Sorry Mas Yoki Wulan could not tell Mas Yoki.
Because my sister is the type of person who has a hard time sharing my feelings with others.
What is Yoki doing right now?.
- Surely Deck Wulan so.
Is it true that Dek Wulan still does not believe the same mas yes?.
So Dek Wulan does not want to share his problems with the mas.
I am currently watching Dek Wulan television.
- Not that my sister does not believe in Mas Yoki but because we also have just known mas and also my sister must be ashamed to tell the problem of my sister to Mas Yoki.
And according to sister not all things and problems in our lives must be shared with others.
Is Mas Yoki still in Solo?.
- No Deck Wulan.
Currently we are in Jogja
You see mas can partially mutate back to Bali but because the time is not certain when the mas must leave for Bali.
Why Dek Wulan should be ashamed of you anyway?.
because shame is part of Mas Yoki's faith.
Hihihah.
Oh so.
- Cleanliness times that is part of faith.
Haha.
There's a love for Dek Wulan.
Yes if you can choose the mas want him to stay in the city of Palembang only.
Erroneous at home.
Hehe.
My conversation with Mas Yoki stopped, because I fell asleep from exhaustion.
And Mas Yoki sent me messages several times.
But I haven't even replied yet.
To make Mas Yoki restless and misunderstood.
- Sorry the mas ya Dek Wulan because it has made the sister offended.
- Kok order mas not Dek Wulan reply anyway.
Dek Wulan is angry with you.
- Yes already if indeed Dek Wulan does not want to reply to messages from mas.
Have a good night, Dek Wulan.
What a beautiful dream.
I'm sorry about Dek Wulan.
I really do not know and understand if Dek Wulan does not like to joke.
God willing next time I will be more careful in talking and sending a message to Dek Wulan.
Thank you Dek Wulan.
At 23:37:54 I awoke from my sleep.
I was immediately shocked and checked the incoming messages from my mobile phone after reading the message from Mas Yoki.
Yes, so that Mas Yoki does not misunderstand so I quickly return messages from him so as not to make himself anxious and think wrong about myself.
-mas Yoki.
Wulan was not angry and offended at Mas Yoki's remarks sent by a short message.
Maybe it was just Mas Yoki's feelings.
And quickly Mas Yoki instantly replied to a message from me.
cook the Deck Wulan.
But mas already feel bad about Dek Wulan.
Continues that Dek Wulan did not immediately reply to the text.
- Sorry Mas Yoki.
Wulan overslept.
Therefore the younger brother did not reply to the message from Mas Yoki.
Mas.
Mas.
Mas.
- We just sleep yuk Dek Wulan.
It's already night.
Tomorrow we work.
What's the matter Wulan Deck?.
Oh yes Dek Wulan still dreams of his mas in the Wulan Deck sleep right.
- Sister just called Mas Yoki.
Hehehe.
Because often asked to dream of Mas Yoki sister so keep thinking with Mas Yoki.
Hehe.
thank you Dek Wulan.
If I may know what Deck Wulan think of the mas.
- Yes sister often to just remember about Mas Yoki.
Maybe because we often SMSan yes mas.
think of what Dek Wulan looks like.
Please explain everything.
If it is bad, you will make self-corrections.
Come on Deck Wulan please explain to the mas.
- Yes, the younger brother so often to remember the same Mas Yoki when again on the move or doing anything.
On the matter of sister not being thinking about Mas Yoki.
alhamdulillah O Allah.
Honestly, lately, it's often so.
I also thought a lot about Dek Wulan.
Continues according to Deck Wulan it is a hunch what.
- Wulan knows less Mas Yoki.
If according to Mas Yoki himself it means what.
- If mas may know whether it was before the Wulan Deck never felt the same as Dek Wulan felt at this time did not.
- Wulan had never felt anything like this before Mas Yoki.
If Mas Yoki himself had ever felt something like this.
- Mas has ever felt things and tastes like this but not so great.
If you look again mas and Dek have never met or met face to face before in person.
But it feels like we have known for a long time.
Wulan Deck.
I am very sorry about Dek Wulan.
- I was honestly very surprised Mas Yoki said such a remark to me.
What was the reason that Mas Yoki could be sure of saying such a thing to sister?.
only my heart can answer all that Deck Wulan.
But his religious dek Wulan brought a positive effect to the current public life.
Perhaps Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala knows better if his people rarely carry out His commands.
So that a figure like Dek Wulan Allah presents in the life of the mas.
- Adik was speechless and sister still did not expect that Mas Yoki would say that.
just this Wulan Deck.
Please Dek Wulan explain with full honesty the true feeling of what Dek Wulan feels about the mas.
- Adik felt comfortable and happy during a chat with Mas Yoki.
Where in fact the sister is rare and even difficult to be close to others including men in particular.
Especially considering that my sister and Mas Yoki have never met before.
Yes maybe the younger brother also has affection towards Mas Yoki like his own younger brother.
Because indirectly Mas Yoki can understand myself well.
- Maybe Dek Wulan asked a little about the real feelings of mas against Dek Wulan.
But after Dek Wulan read the letter from the mas surely later Dek Wulan will know the whole about the mas.
Oh yes if you can mas know on what basis adek dear to mas.
- Adik can not judge someone on the side just from my glasses because what can determine the good bad character of someone is only Allah Subhanahu WA Ta'ala.
Dear sister with Mas Yoki it can not be explained in words.
Because Mas Yoki makes sister comfortable and one frequency when we chat. Everything just flows, Mas Yoki.
alhamdulillah, O Allah, the answer is what you have been waiting for until now.
Women like Dek Wulan are the ones who have always wanted this
Thank you very much Dek Wulan.
I love you Dek Wulan.
iya Mas Yoki.
- Now mas and Dek Wulan already know the same about our feelings.
So according to mas it would be better if mas and Dek Wulan ta'aruf only.
While asking Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala so that the mas and Dek Wulan are given instructions so that everything is fine.
Thank you very much my dear Dek Wulan.
- How is Mas Yoki feeling now?.
- Cloongg.
So relieved.
And happy.
If Dek Wulan himself how he feels right now.
- Adik was a bit tense and riled up Mas Yoki.
- um.
It is better that Dek Wulan now drink water first so that Dek Wulan is much calmer.
Oh yes, I really want to know that Dek Wulan really wants to build a relationship like what the hell?.
- Adik already drank water kok Mas Yoki. My sister wants to have a serious relationship and not mess around.
-Ehm.
Does Dek Wulan agree about the opinion of dating after marriage?.
Please give me the reason Deck Wulan.
- Wulan agrees with the statement of courtship after marriage because actually in the religion we profess also does not justify the relationship between the opposite sex outside marriage, whatever the term.
According to Wulan, dating after marriage is the most beautiful love to live.
We learn to be always grateful and patient.
Even with anyone Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala will give us a choice of mate.
God willing, He is more entitled and understands what is best for us.
Then Mas Yoki called me.
Where many things we talk about my opinion about the thought of a relationship, according to our version of course.
And this time the chat we spoke more deeply was about the view of marriage.
Something chat that never crossed and I thought about all this time but Mas Yoki continued to direct the topic of our conversation about the concept of marriage.
Until our conversation ended at 02:29:54
