A Pile of Misses in Words.

misunderstand.

Palembang, 28 January 2011.

"Mas Yoki has performed the dawn prayer yet."

"This mas just finished performing dawn prayers, deck. "

My brief conversation with Mas Yoki before starting our activities together. 

At 21:24:54 I sent Mas Yoki a message. 

" The Assalamualaikum Mas Yoki.

 What are you doing now. 

Oh yes, I have prayed and eaten yet."

" Wa'alaikumussalam Mas is having a fried party with friends, Dek Wulan. It's a birthday party yesterday.Hehehe.

Thank God there is a little sustenance, and can share with friends. I also pray and eat Dek Wulan.

Oh yeah, how's the exam result sister on the course?. "

"Thank God the results are good and in accordance with the expectations of my sister, Mas. 

Sister rained on returning from Mas course. 

In the middle of the road it rained all of a sudden."

"Yes my. How is the condition of my sister now?. Next time you bring a small umbrella in your bag or ready for the rain. Ahem, what a pity for his sister. My sister took a warm bath. So that my sister doesn't get sick. "

"Yes Mas Yoki. My sister has taken a shower. 

Hasn't the fried food party been finished yet?. "

"The Wulan Deck. Now better Deck Wulan rest only yes deck. So that fresh sister's body. It's a pity with Dek Wulan. "

"Yes Mas Yoki. God willing, my sister also loves her."

" Okay, brother. I believe and hope, if my sister will never leave the mas and accept the mas as it is. Both of the shortcomings and advantages that exist in the self mas. I love you Dek Wulan."

"God willing, sister will not leave Mas Yoki."

"Aamiin ya robbal' alamiin.Mas is very aware, that our journey is still very far ahead. But whatever the obstacles are, Mas is very sure. That only brother is in my heart. 

Please Dek Wulan, never turn away from the mas. Because I love my sister very much. For that, please and hope big. May Dek Wulan sudi, to be a companion of life mas. 

Although not much mas can offer to Dek Wulan. With only the concept of simplicity in life who want to practice with his sister. Muezz."

"Yes Mas Yoki, may Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala ease our path to halal relations."

"Mas really understands Dek Wulan. Everything you wrote, maybe just a discourse. But I really do have strong intentions. To be able to realize what you say. In order to live together with Dek Wulan forever, until death separates mad and stir. Miss you Dek Wulan."

However, I was already very sleepy and asleep. So that I can't reply to a message from Mas Yoki. 

"Is my sister sleepy?."

"Hmm, sister must be overslept.Because not reply to messages from mas."

"Yes it's okay, if the sister is sleepy and overslept. Have a good night, Dek Wulan. And please dream the mas ya, dear. Muezz."

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Palembang, January 29, 2011.

Today my chat with Mas Yoki started at 08:18:49.

"Good morning Mas Yoki. Is Mas Yoki awake?."

"Good morning also Wulan Deck. I'm already up. My sister must have just woken up. Come on, wake up deck!. Keep taking a shower."

"Sir has woken up from earlier Mas Yoki.

What are you doing now?."

"Oh, kirain's sister is lazing around in bed. 

This is me getting ready to take a shower.

But mas must finish mopping the floor of the room first."

"Oh yes already, I just continue to clean his room. Brother wants to wash clothes first, mas.Pasti Mas want nitip in washing his clothes too right. Hehe."

"Alhamdulillah Dek Wulan. I'm done mopping the floor. Hehe. 

Little sister knows, if you want to nitip wash your clothes."

"But the mas that catches him yes, sister just help her soak her clothes only. "

" Wulan Deck, the same is the end of the mas also who must rub clothes. Yes it is. Let me wash my clothes tomorrow. Brother please proceed to wash his clothes.

After washing clothes, what would you like to do?."

"When you finish washing clothes. Brother wants to cook, Mas Yoki. I want my brother not. "

" I'd love to be in masakin by Dek Wulan. Good cooking Dek Wulan. Keep not going to the ashinan. People say if the cooking goes to pickles. Means he will marry again and meet his soul mate. Hehe. "

"It could be Mas Yoki. Yes, I took a shower first. Brother wants to continue washing his clothes."

"Ready Deck."

After I finished the bath and I also finished washing clothes and cooking. 

Mas Yoki sent me a message. 

"Feed it first Dek Wulan.

Hmmm, it must taste very good food Dek Wulan.Mas did not expect, it turns out that the sister is smart to cook too. Wow, now mas become more and more unfortunate with sister. "

"Well, Mas Yoki could have praised him. This is what real fighting is. "

"It's really the Wulan Deck. 

The Wulan Mas Pingin.. "

"What do you want Mas Yoki?. "

"Want what Mas Yoki. Let's quickly tell you. If not your little brother pinched, Mas Yoki cheeked. "

"Aduh.adik do not pinch mas. 

Mas wants to quickly make a sister, as a companion to his life mas."

"Aamiin yes rabbal'alamiin. "

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"Good afternoon Wulan Deck. Don't forget to eat a lot of deck. Be careful to teach him. I love you Dek Wulan."

"Today my sister doesn't teach private mas. The taught ones are asking for a holiday first.What are you doing now?. "

 However, Mas Yoki only returned my pean at 20:29.

"Sorry, Dek Wulan. I can only reply to a message from my sister. Why do people ask for holidays?. "

" It's okay Mas Yoki. The younger brother taught me a lot of business. I have not prayed Isya yet. "

"Mas has not prayed Isya, Dek Wulan. Because in his mess mas is having a chicken grill party, with his boss mas. Has my sister eaten?."

"She ate the mas. Mas Yoki should have prayed Isya first, just burned the chicken. Salat is a very important obligation, and should not be delayed. 

So, how much better. If Mas Yoki performs the prayer first. After all, the prayer was not long either. About ten or fifteen minutes, it was also over. 

Did you finish burning the chicken?. "

"Yes Deck Wulan. This mas has finished burning his chicken.Then, while waiting for the spice to cook all. I want to pray Isya first Dek Wulan."

"Yes, please. "

Finished performing Isya prayer. 

Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

"What's Wulan Deck doing now?."

"She was watching Mas. Mas Yoki finished his prayer?. "

"Already dong. Deck Wulan now watching what?. It's this week night. Wulan Deck no one's saying anything?."

'I was watching a Korean drama on DVD. Oh yes, the chicken is not ripe from earlier. 

Well, if Wulan wants anyone to come to the house. Wulan opens the door. The man was in front of the house, with his friends. 

Hehe."

"Mas is done burning his chicken deck. Just wait for the roof, so that it is more pervasive. 

Hehe. Mas just joking kok Dek Wulan.Nanti if there is really a memapelin Dek Wulan.  The cooking brought celurit only, because Mas pity with Dek Wulan. Hehe."

"Wook so scary, to bring all the whistles."

"This is it chicken lodho with lalapan, it is ready to be eaten. Brother want not?. Here is a bribe. Hehe. I mean, bring the castle just want to find n grass near the house of the sister just kok.Hahaha."

"Sad is full. Please Mas Yoki eat first. "

"Thank you God. Thou hast poured out Thy sustenance for this day. 

Mas while eating first yes Dek Wulan.Is adek still watching Korean dramas?."

"Yes to Yoki. Please eat first. My sister is sleeping in a bed while watching a Korean drama. Eating with anyone there?."

"Why is his sister sleeping?.Is his sister exhausted?.This mas was eating it with friends, joking with them of course."

"It's okay, he wants to sleep. Remember yes Mas Yoki.But not while smoking, after eating yes mas. Remember my health."

"Hehehe.Just one stick, it's okay to deck. If you eat, it doesn't taste good. If you don't smoke. "

"If Mas Yoki is really affectionate and serious with his sister. I won't smoke, even if it's just one."

"Good Wulan Deck. Eat sweets only.Did my sister eat?.

Yes Dek Wulan. Mas know because it is not enough to prove our feelings or seriousness, in establishing a relationship is not only limited to discourse or speech. But it also takes determination and confidence of the heart and mind are qualified.Dek Wulan, so far you are star in my heart. "

"She ate the mas. What are you doing now?. "

"Mas was relaxing while watching television. What is her sister doing now?."

"Sister was eating while watching with mom. Mas Yoki wants me to not?. "

"Enak. Mas just want to eat kuaci.Asalkan that opened the skin of the weather Dek Wulan. 

Kok watch and eat his kuaci same mother. What are my mother and sister talking about?."

"It's okay Mas Yoki. Quality time with mom, mom. Mother while massaging sister's head, because the sister had fallen on the street."

"Why did his sister fall again?. Is his head still dizzy?. My sister is still sick. Mas became worried about the state of Deck Wulan.Besok-tomorrow if the sister felt sick. Better to stop first. Do not force yourself to continue walking.Try sister check again to the doctor. So that the pain can be treated. They don't want anything covered up. 

 Because I believe in openness. Which is the key to a relationship. "

"Yes Mas Yoki sorry, not the sister intended to cover up. The younger brother did not want to make Mas Yoki worry and worry alone, as well as disturb Mas Yoki. "

"Yes it's okay. Let's just say nothing happened. Now Dek Wulan just rest. So that the pain heals quickly yes, dik.Hal it does not bother Mas." 

Then, Mas Yoki contacted me. To ask me my true situation. But because I felt dizzy, so I was less serious about responding to our conversation. 

And I immediately asked Mas Yoki, to end our conversation. It turned out that Mas Yoki was a little offended and misunderstood, about my attitude.And made me cry, because of his words. 

Until Mas Yoki sent me a message, expressing his feelings that were a little disappointed in me. 

"Mas wants if every time we call. My sister appreciates a little. About what we are talking about.Soal only that, which can strengthen our relationship. If his brother is ogah-ogahan. Yes wallahualam.Mas wishes this sister's last cry. Because I don't want any more tears on Dek Wulan's face. Because, really very dear to my sister. Where mas has a very big belief in the self of his sister. That the figure of Dek Wulan is what I was looking for all this time. And mas will fight for this love, until the sister really becomes the wife of mas.Miss you Dek Wulan. 

May you understand the words and attitudes of the current mas, which is very worrying about the state of the sister. Because we are far apart and separated by distance. I love you Dek Wulan. "

After reading the message from Mas Yoki. 

I was silent and did not return messages from him. 

I put the cell phone in the desk drawer. And I went to the bed. Then, lay yourself on it.