A Pile of Misses in Words.

My letter reply:part 3

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Shy, sad, upset mixed to see the cynical gazes of people, people,

with a bad mother.

And all of that is what makes the limit of Wulan with the outside world.

Survive and pretend like everything's fine, Wulan continued.

But it even makes the mother's behavior becomes terrible and is in debt with a lot of loan sharks.

It makes the younger brother must try to finance school and education with his own struggle.

Where after school.

The sister works side by side by helping her next door neighbor, by keeping her stall for money.

Which Wulan can use to fund Wulan's school.

Sometimes Wulan also takes care of the neighbor's child, ironing clothes, cleaning the house, and everything Wulan does.

With the aim that the sister can stay in school.

And help pay off my mother's debts.

Although as bad as his behavior.

My sister loves my mother very much.

And I'm sure there must be a way to change mom, someday.

Although it's hard my sister never gives up.

My sister continues to study hard.

To catch up with the broken values of the sister. From first grade to fourth grade of elementary school, while living with my older sister.

Fortunately, near the house where my sister lived.

There's a sorting kiosk of used books.

Wulan merahin alone to be able to help work there, after school.

Good result.

Sisters can get used textbooks for school.

Although not new, but the sister is grateful .

Because here, the sister becomes accustomed to reading any books.

Fortunately, the owner was very good. Sometimes they give a sister a book to read at home.

Wulan routine activities like that, until the sister managed to get a rank one continuously, up to the sixth grade of elementary school.

My sister became an outstanding student and got a scholarship.

Until everything becomes easier. Sister does not bother mother anymore to finance sister school.

And sister's side job.

Wulan gave it to the mother to finance the household.

 

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That doesn't make my mom change. Mother's attitude is getting worse. Where mothers often bring men home.

And that made Wulan very uncomfortable.

I could only get angry and curse at Wulan.

Even more often defending the man than Wulan.

Every day Wulan could only cry, cry and keep crying.

Because I don't think there's anything I can do.

Wulan's heart is sick, sick, painful and bitter to see the dirty scenery.

Which should not be worth watching by a child of Wulan's age.

Mother met the man in front of sister.

Laugh - laugh at this stupid face.

Back then, Wulan could only what Mas Yoki.

Wulan just kept crying and crying, in the corner of the bathroom.

Where when everyone is asleep, in a warm bed.

This body must feel the cold of the night.

And sleep by sitting in the bathroom.

It was so painful and painful.

When everyone doesn't care about Wulan.

It felt like everyone had forgotten about Wulan back then.

However, only Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala continues to accompany and guard the heart of Wulan.

To survive and survive with all this.

Until Wulan slept in the bathroom.

At that time, Wulan was determined to raise a lot of money.

To pay off the mother's debt immediately.

And not being an excuse for him, doing bad things again.

Wulan pity.

So sorry for mom.

Although sometimes his attitude is not good and often hurts the feelings of his sister.

But Wulan was confident in the deepest corner of her heart.

There was a time when this tiny hand.

Will successfully touch his heart and mind, in order to change.

To return to the path of truth, the path that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala guided.

And that's what keeps Wulan convinced.

 

One day, my sister ventured to the Mushola.

With the aim that you can learn to teach and be closer to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

Because that is the only way that can strengthen the resilience of Wulan in stepping.

Thank God, Wulan's intention was welcomed by the Ustad who taught there.

Wulan does not have to pay tuition fees at mushola.

So that makes Wulan study seriously.

And sometimes Wulan also borrowed books of prayer guide, religious sharia, fiqh belonging to ustad. For Wulan read and learn.

And if Wulan doesn't understand.

Wulan will ask directly to ustad.

Gradually, Wulan was bit by bit

begin to understand the procedures in terms of what is sharia in Islam.

At that time, Wulan was only fifth grade in elementary school. Everything is so open and easy by Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

Where Wulan has been able to teach well, pray regularly, and never leave the fasting Monday Thursday until now.

Wulan only had a strong determination. Even though you can't be reminded of words.

But Wulan tried to show through good deeds.

Mother did still do her damned deeds.

But Wulan did not give up so easily.

At home Wulan also continues to teach, pray and fast.

Thank God everything Wulan routine does.

Until arriving at Wulan High School continue to get scholarships.

Because Wulan gets the best ranking constantly.

In addition, to fill your free time, join drumah band or marching bandung also modern dance.

Well.

Not bad if it appears, the money can be saved

Despite the sad, injured and disappointed.

Wulan did not want to show it to mother and others.

Will his sadness Wulan.

Everything can only be spilled on Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala and my diary book only.

Wulan did not regret having a life like this.

Wulan.

Whatever Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala gave to Wulan.

All are obliged Wulan to be grateful.

And Wulan kept trying to always try, to be someone useful.

In any case in the world of the Hereafter.

 

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At the time of High School graduation. Wulan is in two polar opposites between continuing education or work.

Because Wulan always gets a good ranking in high school.

Wulan is selected for Interest and Ability Search (PMDK) or Achievement Path.

Where is the selection path for prospective students through the selection of academic achievements based on the report card value and the value of alms.

And sister gets a medical PMDK without tests, and offers to continue her education to a college that Wulan likes and chooses herself.

At that time a lot of letters came to the house, to offer a sister entry to famous campuses.

But it's not all that easy.

Because the mother's debts are a lot and continue to interest.

If you are in Wulan college, you can get a scholarship.

But mother how.

Until in the end, sister came to Palembang.

To help Wulan continue his education.

However, on one condition.

As long as Wulan has to follow my older sister to Lampung, and leave the mother alone in the city of Palembang.

Obviously Wulan rejected the terms of my older sister.

Even Wulan was angry at my older sister.

Because no matter what bad your mother does.

She is still Wulan's mother, the one who has taken pains to raise Wulan. Even with the wrong path.

Finally, Wulan decided to just work. And thank God Wulan's neighbors offered sister a job.

To teach at the tutoring place belonging to his sister-in-law.

At first Wulan did not want to accept it, but after trying.

Thank God Wulan is at home and comfortable.

From this teaching job.

Wulan can set aside money to pay off my debts, pay my rent, electricity and meet all my and my mother's needs.

And Wulan promised she would change mom. Although it is very difficult.

But who else cares and will take care of mom, if not Wulan.

Because Wulan's older sister just doesn't care, or half-and-half cares about mom.

At that time mother could only cry with a blank look staring at Wulan.

Well, mom hugged Wulan.

A hug and a hug from a mother who had been waiting for a long time, Wulan had been waiting for this.