A Pile of Misses in Words.

Fretted.

Palembang, January 21, 2011.

Feeling bad because last night, I did not reply to a message from Mas Yoki. And went straight to sleep, as a result of the direction of our conversation that really disturbed me.

And when I woke up I also performed the tahajud prayer. After that I took my cell phone. And immediately reply to a message from Mas Yoki. Apologizing to himself.

The time is 03:20:21.

"Mas Yoki, sorry to reply to a message from Mas. Overnight overslept. "

And Mas Yoki just answered a message from me very briefly.

"Yo'i, "that's the reply.

I put my phone on the table again. Where I started to get annoyed with the reply of a short message from Mas Yoki, which was very minimal with words. However, I kept a positive mind and continued my Quranic tadarus. Waiting for the dawn prayer time to arrive.

Before going to work.

I also sent another message to Mas Yoki.

"Mas Yoki is he awake?.

Do not forget to eat salad.

And one more thing, will go to work carefully. "

I'm waiting for my message.

And at 06:39:09.

My message was just answered by Mas Yoki.

"Mas has been awake since. Must be dong, honey. Miss you Dek Wulan's.

Adek carefully go to work and do not forget to eat a lot of ya deck. "

After reading the reply to the message from Mas Yoki. I also felt relieved and calm.

At night at 21:57:02.

Mas Yoki sent me a message.

"Evening adek. Did you come home from your English course?. "

But I just replied to a message from Mas Yoki at 22:00:18.

After I had changed my clothes and performed Isha's prayer.

"Alhamdulillah adek has returned to Mas Yoki's course. Oh yes, I have eaten and prayed yet. "

"The Wulan Deck. Oh yeah, adek himself has been eating and taking medicine yet. "

"Alhamdulillah is already.

What is Yoki doing now?.

Oh yes, Mas Yoki prayed Friday no. "

"Right now I'm watching television, deck. Yes, it must be Friday prayers. Friday prayers are the duty of a Muslim.

Oh yeah, what did you cook the deck?. "

"Alhamdulillah, glad to hear it.

I cook a lot of gold. There are nasi uduk, kerupuk , fried chicken, vermicelli, sawut egg, egg balado, dried tempeh and potatoes, perkedel, pasted salad."

"Wow, there's a lot of menu. Like someone who wants to have a dream.

Deck Wulan had not eaten much. "

"No hajatan Mas. You cook to share with neighbors. Because adek is healthy. Eating is ordinary. "

"Well, adek in manjain mommy. Oh yeah, how's mom. Is mother's condition okay Dek Wulan?. "

"Alhamdulillah, mother's condition is fine Mas Yoki. Oh yes, if you may know Mas Yoki lives in Solo city. In Solo where Mas. "

"Mas lives in the town of Solonya Dek Wulan. Why the Wulan Deck. "

"The address is where mas, if I may adek know mas. I just want to know."

"On Jalan Cipto Mangunkusumo. I know the Solo area."

"What area is Dek Wulan?. Solo or Boyolali area, deck. "

"If not wrong area Solo, Mas Yoki."

"Hmm, I just heard her Deck Wulan. Why Dek Wulan. "

"It's okay, Mom, just ask."

"Yes Deck Wulan. Mas know. What I asked was why Dek Wulan asked the area. There must be a reason."

"It's okay, you just ask. You don't have to think too much about it. "

"Ehm, so yes.

Oh yeah, Deck Wulan what's he doing now?."

However, I did not reply directly. Because immediately to the bathroom, to urinate.

And Mas Yoki sent me another message.

"Are you asleep or are you really asleep?. "

Not long after, when the time showed at 22:35:43.

Mas Yoki called me.

Mas Yoki and I talked to each other on the phone until the time showed at 01:51:21.

"Dek Wulan, continue tomorrow again yes Dek, " said Mas Yoki through his SMS message because our phone connection was cut off.

I immediately replied to a message from Mas Yoki.

"Yes, I'm sleepy. "

"Yes Dek Wulan, same. They are not strong either. They are sleepy too. "

"Yes already mas. Let's get some sleep. "

"Yes Deck Wulan. I also want to sleep together. But waiting for us to meet and be halalinized by the father of penghulu first yes deck. Hehehe. "

"Astagfirullah, Mas Yoki. Let's sleep. Good night, mas. "

"okkey. Where does Dek Wulan want to sleep?.

Later, God willing if mas and Dek Wulan are halal. Mas wants Dek Wulan to sleep on his chest. And just wrapped in a blanket.

Miss you Dek Wulan's. "

"Let's go to bed Yoki, don't keep joking.

Miss you too Mas Yoki.

Adek sleep yes mas. Good night Mas Yoki."

"Come Deck Wulan. Good night Deck Wulan. Please always dream of the pot, Dek Wulan.

I love you Dek Wulan. "

I no longer reply to messages from Mas Yoki. Because I was asleep in my sleep. Where sleepiness has ensnared me so much. And pulled both my eyes to shut.

Just like that I put the cell phone I turned off, under my pillow.

I pulled out a red blanket to cover my body.

Without feeling I was already asleep in my sleep, and forgot to turn off my room lights.

Today was a pretty exhausting day for me. Heals from illness and is still recovering. I have to do activities like before.

Morning to afternoon work. And after work until night at ten. I have to take a private course or teach private lessons. After that with a little time left. I can communicate or talk to Mas Yoki. By SMS message or phone connection.

Simple things that can at least spur my spirit. In living my life right now.

Where in that simple matter, I can find a little happiness. Which has indirectly changed the course of my life. What was originally quiet and bland, now more colorful is also organized, in the hope of a new life goal.

A hope for a sacred bond is marriage.

Where the route is starting from now.