A Pile of Misses in Words.

Hard-headed Mas Yoki.

Palembang, February 7, 2011.

I sent Mas Yoki a message at 12:33:27.

"Has Yoki eaten and prayed?."

"Mas has done the prayer dzuhur Dek Wulan.But eat it later, because the mas is still full.Oh yes, Dek Wulan has taken medicine yet?. " 

"Right if Mas Yoki was still full?."

"Yes actually Dek Wulan.Mas is still very full.Oh yes, what was the cooking mother of Deck Wulan?."

"Mom made you know I'm wearing a mas."

"Ehem, it must be delicious.Later again Deck Wulan eat a lot, so that the younger brother quickly healed.Since Mas was very worried about the condition of the younger brother.Especially if his sister is sick like this. Muah muah muah, I'm very sorry with Dek Wulan."

"Hmmm, what yes Mas Yoki.If mas really loves his sister."

"The sister should know that, the gold is indeed very dear to the sister.So Deck Wulan must heal quickly yes dear. Yes already, here sister rest on her chest mas.From her back Deck Wulan.Mas rub slowly, gently until her sister sleep ya.Hehehe."

"Hmm, can't Mas Yoki.Not muhrim.Then yes, if it's halal."

"Yes Dek Wulan.Yes already, now the sister took a nap first yes.So that her sister's body quickly fit and recover again."

My chatter and Mas Yoki stopped.And at 14:30:12 Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

"Dek Wulan, you get up first!.Now the sister eats again yuk.Later Dek Wulan can continue his nap again."

However, I did not reply to the message from Mas Yoki, since I was still taking a nap. 

Then, Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

"Loving you makes me peaceful. And having you is the greatest hope in my life.Where I want to always be by your side.When you open both your eyes. I really miss you a lot.And always miss yourself.Where this body feel like hugging you tightly, with full of love."

Mas Yoki then sent another message to myself, who was still asleep in his nap. 

"Let's wake up and eat first Dek Wulan!.Here mas bribin ya.Sambil kecup friendly his forehead sister.Muah.Mas very dear to yourself Dek Wulan."

And another successive message from Mas Yoki, which he sent to me.Maybe right now he really misses me. 

"Where in that life.Sometimes we have to decide an important decision, for the course of our lives. Which, the decision will soon we run in the future.So, mas very hope to Dek Wulan.So that the sister never doubt the seriousness of the mas to the younger brother yes."

And the last message from him. 

"Hmm, his sister must still be taking a nap huh.

It's so good to be able to take a nap."

At 15:40:30.I also woke up, then I took my mobile phone from the table.And saw the incoming message from Mas Yoki.Yang I immediately read and reply at that time. 

"Sorry Mas Yoki, only able to reply to a message from mas.Since the new sister woke up to take a nap."

"Yes Dek Wulan.Mas kirain sister is still napping.Yes already, now sister is ready for ashar prayer."

"Sister is not praying mas.Mas has lunch already."

"Astagfirullah mas he forgot, then his sister is still sick no.This mas is eating lunch Deck Wulan.Hehehe.Lunch new afternoon.Adik eat also yuk. Eat a lot, so get well soon."

"Later his sister eat Mas Yoki.Adik is not tasteful to eat mas."

"Hmm, the sister is like that anyway.Had to be in the Wulan Deck. Sister do not not eat.Dek Wulan must eat so that the sister quickly healed yes.Oh yes, sister is now doing what?.If only the Mas was there.Pasti mas will feed and wait for the sister until the food runs out."

"She was sitting leisurely Mas Yoki."

" Oh yes, then. I want to continue my work first Dek Wulan. InshaAllah later mas SMS again.Adik do not forget to rest yes.Lantunan do'a I always promise for you. So that my sister will recover quickly and be healthy as ever."

"Aamiin ya rabbal'alamiin.Thank you for the prayer Mas Yoki.May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala also always provide health to Mas Yoki. Aamiin ya rabbal'alamiin.Be careful how Mas Yoki works."

"Yes Dek Wulan.Mas loves his sister. "

My conversation with Mas Yoki was interrupted, because Mas Yoki had to continue his work. Meanwhile, I rushed to cook hot water for a bath.

"Here mas always say do'a for you, Dek Wulan.On every breath mas.Where mas can only dream.Yang first, the mas want to be able to see the younger brother."

The second message from Mas Yoki, which he sent to me. 

"They chatted romance.Where myself can only see it from a distance my sense of sight.Suddenly jealousy came to my heart.When they are compassionate affection.And I can only be transfixed to look at the warmth of their love.When they show their affection.Self I can only be silent in my daydreams. Now I feel very weak helpless, and only hope big on you Dek Wulan.Since you are the focus of my life at this time.Please Dek Wulan.Make this yourself, you are,to be someone who can make you happy. Really Deck Wulan, as if this mind is so swayed by romance. My body also seemed weak.Where this soul feels like a pounding story, which is never beautiful.But with your presence, really make this life become passionate.Thank you very much Dek Wulan,for you are already present in my lonely and dark life."

"What is Mas Yoki doing right now?.Huft, the message is deep once huh."

"At this time Mas is wondering Deck Wulan.Mas is imagining, about what we have been talking about.May all be realized soon, Dek Wulan."

"Hmm, where is Mas Yoki now?.Remember, don't ponder too much, it's not good."

"Yes Dek Wulan.Mas is sitting in front of mess.Mas just feel heavy holding this longing, which is increasingly unstoppable to younger brother.Oh yes, sister has eaten a lot yet?."

"Has Yoki gone home from work?. 

Soon my sister will eat the mas."

"Alhamdulillah mas already home Deck Wulan.Hmm, brother to the point of not remembering with his mas."

"Not to remember with his mas.But the sister does not want to disturb the mas who is working.Hmm, if Mas Yoki longs for the younger brother.Mas just come to Palembang.Sejagus proposed sister.Hehehehe."

"Hmm, the mas want it so.But want how else Dek Wulan.At this time, the mas family in the village is in dire need of money, for their living expenses.Especially the mother mas. Mas can only succumb first at this time.By holding back the longing of his brother who is far away there. May Dek Wulan understand the state of mas, which became the backbone of the family.Where Mas can only hope.Hopefully all hopes and wishes Mas to be able to meet his sister, and make Deck Wulan as Mas's wife can soon occur. Ughh, and how happy is this heart. If it is really real.Currently far away and longing.Maybe those two words that become a thick wall in our relationship.But Mas believe Deck Wulan.One beautiful day it will surely come, it will be,and knock down the wall that separates the two of us.Mas very unfortunate Dek Wulan.Dimana mas also promised, not to stop loving and loving sister."

"Hmm, God willing Mas Yoki.Honestly sister has not been able to fully believe what Mas said.Since, it is only a word and there is no real action yet.Adik understands what Mas said,because the sister is also the backbone of the family.However, the,the difference here is Mas Yoki is a man and sister of a woman.Where the man who must show the seriousness of his words.Despite his obligations.May Mas Yoki understand and understand it.Well, yes,if the mas want our relationship to develop.At least there are positive actions that can mas do.If not able to, then multiply dhikr and do'a.So that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala control the longing of the mas to the younger brother. Yes already Mas Yoki.Sadik eat first yes."

"Yes Dek Wulan.Mas still full, now the sister just eat first. Mas will never be tired and tired to always love and love his sister.Mas just continue to imagine.If all his can be accelerated by Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.Dan while waiting for that day to come,now mas can only pray a lot to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala only.Iya Dek Wulan.May mas strong and able to strive for this heart and mind. To stay patient. Yes already, sister eat a lot yes.Mas her want to go to the bookstore first yes."

"Yes Mas Yoki be careful on the road.Mas to the bookstore wearing long pants or short?. "

However, Mas Yoki did not immediately reply to a message from me.It was only at 18.53 Mas Yoki replied to a message from me. 

"Well Deck Wulan.Mas wearing shorts, later when it's home just change to wear trousers."

"Well, why is it upside down like that?."

"Hahaha.Apaan the hell Dek Wulan, his trousers are still wet my dear sister."

"Oh that way.Mas hasn't come home from the bookstore?."

"Not yet Deck Wulan.Awhile again Yes Deck Wulan, his home mass.Muah muah."

At 21:20 Mas Yoki sent me another SMS message.

"Wulan Deck Report.Mas is home. Now the mas is eating.Di because the mas is not at home with the stomach singing-singing rumbling from earlier."

"Yes, please eat Mas Yoki."

"Thank you Dek Wulan.His sister is very good, if you don't mind. Want to not kiss her cheeks?.Hehehe."

"No Mas Yoki."

"In fact nih.Nanti sip sister loh.Soalnya this again promo loh, Dek Wulan. Try Deck Wulan think first."

"Sister doesn't want to."

"How about my offer ma'am?.Hmm, surely the mother misperceived deh.Pada thing my kiss already contains a feeling of 25%, affection 40%, plus love 35%.How's Ma?.Are you still not interested in trying first?.And please think not too late, ma'am.Hehehe."

"Stop joking at Mas Yoki."

"Yes Deh.Yes already, now mas phone sister ya."

Mas Yoki then contacted me. Many things that we talked about, until a dispute arose about the thoughts of the two of us, which were not synchronized in the same frequency.At 23:02 Mas Yoki decided to end our conversation.Then, he also sent a message to me. 

"Sorry mas Dek Wulan.But honestly mas was very confused, with the way of the mind of the sister at this time.So it would be better if at this time.Sadik thought carefully. Will be the best decision what sister will take with the condition of the sister now."

I only read a message from Mas Yoki and did not reply.Then I rushed to my bed, and threw myself down with annoyance.