A Pile of Misses in Words.

The darling that flows.

Palembang, 10 January 2011.

Mas Yoki and I made a promise to fast sunah Monday-Thursday together.

The time showed at 18:25:56 Mas Yoki sent a message.

the Assalamu'alaikum Warohmatulohi Westarokatuh.

Be careful when going on the course, Dek Wulan.

wa'alaikumussalam warohmatulohi.

Yes Mas Yoki.

Do not forget the Mas Yoki prayer.

Mas Yoki breaks the same fast.

Iya Dek Wulan's.

This new mas break the fast with gudeg rice. Deck Wulan don't forget to eat yes.

- Yes Mas Yoki.

God willing ready.

My conversation with Mas Yoki is over, as I'm leaving for the course soon.

The time showed at 22:25:35 and Mas Yoki sent me another message.

the Assalamu'alaikum Warohmatulohi Westarokatuh.

Dek Wulan has returned to the course.

However, I did not reply to Mas Yoki's message either, as I was exhausted and immediately lay on the bed.

-eehem.

Deck Wulan must be sleeping again huh.

Yes already, It's okay Deck Wulan.

Have a good night, Dek Wulan.

Time shows at 23:35:09.

I just returned a message from Mas Yoki.

- Sorry new sister replied to a message from Mas Yoki. His cell phone was in cash.

Iya Dek Wulan's.

Kirain was Dek Wulan was asleep.

- Has Mas Yoki prayed?.

alhamdulillah Dek Wulan, mas has done prayer.

Oh yeah, Deck Wulan now what's up.

- Wulan is lying down Mas Yoki.

What is Mas Yoki doing now.

- This is a new meeting with the boss.

Oh yes Wulan Deck.

Has the letter reached the deck?.

mas Yoki's letter has not yet arrived.

- Loh's.

Cook the Wulan Deck.

The address that Dek Wulan gave the mas.

Home address or address where Wulan Deck works.

yes Mas Yoki.

The letter has not arrived yet.

Yoki doesn't believe it.

What the younger brother gave him was the address of the younger brother's house, Mas Yoki.

- Why is it?.

If you go through the post for a long time.

I was cooking Dek Wulan.

- The mother had cooked asem vegetables, fried chicken, salted fish and sambal terasi mas.

Mas Yoki sent his letter using special lightning.

- Yes Deck Wulan.

Use special lightning to send the letter.

Delicious no Dek Wulan mom's cooking earlier.

- Alhamdulillah mother's cuisine is the most delicious and always delicious kok Mas Yoki.

Did Mas Yoki buy the Qur'an?.

mas has not purchased the Qur'an Dek Wulan.

This alone mas still go back and forth the city of Solo and Jogja.

God willing, later if you are not busy.

I will buy the Quran .

Is Dek Wulan asleep?.

may Mas Yoki be weary because of Allah Ta'ala.

Mas Yoki must be tired.

aamiin ya rabbal' alamiin.

I'm not tired of Dek Wulan.

This kind of work is common for people. In fact, his work was even more difficult than now.

Oh yeah, Deck Wulan's home at what time.

- Adik came home around the clock more spuluh Mas Yoki.

Mas Yoki used to work where.

this marble company also Dek Wulan.

But the work was not direct, the edges can be as it is today. It all starts with a small salary or a rough job first.

Thank God it is better now.

Has Dek Wulan eaten again?.

- Yes Mas Yoki.

Life is a process and nothing is instant.

So that in every journey, the process teaches us not to be arrogant while at the top, and not to be despicable when we are at the bottom. All of these circumstances should always be grateful.

Because all of them have the blessing and the silver lining of each.

Thank God my sister ate earlier.

Cook at this hour sister eat again Mas Yoki. Hehe.

Iya Dek Wulan's.

Life feels a lot of art.

If we depart from small things or from below, so that one day if we are above we do not forget the history of our lives.

Where was Wulan Deck?.

SMS from a long time ago.

- Hehehe.

Sorry Mas Yoki was asleep.

- Why?.

Deck Wulan tasting yes.

So now Deck Wulan is not sleeping.

- Yes Mas Yoki.

Today my sister is tired.

Now my sister is SMSan with Mas Yoki, so do not sleepy anymore.

Then, Mas Yoki tried to contact me.

Until finally, Mas Yoki also sent another SMS message to me at 00:34:25.

-okay.

Indeed why the hell Dek Wulan mobile phone.

- Don't know Mas Yoki.

Maybe the network is ugly times Mas Yoki. Then, the younger brother who tried to call Mas Yoki only.

Who knows, we can connect.

Iya Dek Wulan's.

I was waiting for a call from Dek Wulan.

However, when I contacted him it was also difficult to connect.

Then I sent Mas Yoki an SMS.

mas Yoki's number is also difficult to contact.

the Deck Wulan.

Mas is too.

Every mas call Dek Wulan, must always be busy tone.

sama Mas Yoki.

Wulan was also unable to contact Mas Yoki.

- Ouch.

How's this Wulan Deck?.

Mas Yoki kept trying to contact myself until 02:19:18.

But still can't connect.

- Mm-hmm.

It was hard to get in.

- Yes already Mas Yoki.

Let's just sleep yuk mas.

Because it's also been a night.

the Wulan Deck.

Have a good night, Dek Wulan.

Don't forget the dream.

- God willing Mas Yoki.

God willing to be connected tomorrow again Mas Yoki chatted.

Iya Dek Wulan's.

And may our dreams be united forever, immediately hijabah by Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

Aamiin yes rabbal'alamiin.

I love you Dek Wulan.

amiin ya Rabb.

May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala strike do'a Mas Yoki.

- Moach.

I just want Dek Wulan to be my savior.

Aamiin yes rabbal'alamiin.

- May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala protect and keep our hearts both in His guidance, as well as His pleasure. Aamiin yes rabbal'alamiin.

aamiin ya rabbal'alamiin.

And you always bestow graces and blessings so that our relationship gets Your pleasure.

Hear this do'a of your servant O Allah.

aamiin ya rabbal'alamiin.

I love you Mas Yoki.

I love you too, unfortunately.

At 02:34:22 my chat with Mas Yoki via SMS ended.

I immediately took ablution water and carried out qiyamul lail, while drawing near to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala, in order to guide my way always in the way of truth, my relationship with Mas Yoki is getting closer.

Even though the two of us never met and knew each other....

***

Palembang, January 11, 2011.

Mas Yoki and I did not send SMS messages. Where on this day.

He contacts me more often by phone.

There are so many things we both talked about.

Including longing that creeps in the heart.

It becomes a little treatable when the sound echoes through the sense of hearing.

Even if only through a cell phone.

Brief introductions in unexpected ways..

Bringing the feelings of both of us closer by the day.

Where is the power of a feeling called love.

We always land and hand it over to His power.

***

Palembang, January 12, 2011.

Today because of my busyness and Mas Yoki.

We were both not very intense in messaging.

Only twice did Mas Yoki send me an SMS message.

However, I slept late due to exhaustion.

the Assalamu'alaikum Warohmatulohi Westarokatuh.

Did Dek Wulan go home to teach him?.

A message from Mas Yoki came in at 21:55:25.

- Maybe Deck Wulan is being sapped.

Yes, good night, Dek Wulan.

And that was the second message from Mas Yoki that came in at 23:09:08.

***

Palembang, January 13, 2011.

On this day the letter from Mas Yoki has arrived.

I feel so happy and so happy.

Because Mas Yoki fulfilled my request.

Don't know why?.

And I don't know why I'm so upset.

Where without ever wanting and realizing.

This feeling really flowed for him.

Still with a thumping feeling.

I kept looking at the letter from Mas Yoki, which I had been waiting for a long time.

I exhaled slowly and took a glass of cold water from the refrigerator, to make myself feel comfortable and at ease.

Several times I went back and forth the white envelope with the contents of the letter that seemed to bulge large, maybe because the writing was too much.

I was still looking at the envelope containing the letter from Mas Yoki.

While leaning on my bed, and reciting basmallah slowly and slowly.

I opened the envelope and took the letter out of it.