A Pile of Misses in Words.

He accepted me.

Palembang, January 19, 2011.

At 05:59:16 Mas Yoki sent me a message.

"I love you Dek Wulan. Did adek teach today?, "ask him in the short message he sent me.

However, I have not returned a message from him. Because my cell phone is still in the desk drawer.

And then at 20:19:29 p.m. I just returned a message from Mas Yoki.

"Sorry Mas Yoki. Adek just replied to a message from the mas. I was teaching, and after coming home from teaching. Adek immediately rest.

Oh yes, Mas Yoki has eaten and performed the prayer yet. "

Without waiting any more.

Mas Yoki replied to a message from me.

"Alhamdulillah mas have done it all adek. This was also just finished eating. Oh yeah, Deck Wulan what are you doing now?. "

"Alhamdulillah. Adek was sitting half lying on the bed, Mas Yoki. Mas Yoki is doing his thing

all right now. "

"Alhamdulillah Dek Wulan. The food is healthy and in good condition. Yes, it was fortunate that I brought a raincoat, so it was not raining.

Oh yeah, did Dek Wulan take the medicine?. Keep on whether Dek Wulan is still sick. "

"Adek has taken his medicine. And thank God the situation has gradually improved. "

"Alloohumma ashlih lii diiniilladzii huwa 'ishmatu amrii, wa ashlih lii dun-yaayallatii fiihaa ma'aasyii, wa ash-lih lii aakhirotiillatii fiihaa ma’aadii, waj'alil hayaata ziyaatan lii fii fii kulli khoirin, waj'alil hayaata, waj'alil mauta roohatan lii min kulli syarrin.

O Allah, my Lord, correct me for my religion as a fortress of my business. Make it right for me, my world is my place of life.

Fix for me my afterlife which is my place of return. Make it O Allah.

This life has added value to me, in all good and make my death my freedom from all evil. (CHR. Muslims no. 2720).

Thank God, if the condition starts to improve. "

"Aamiin yes rabbal'alamiin. That's what Mad Yoki is. Oh yeah, what is Mas Yoki doing now?. "

"It was a do'a to improve religious affairs and the world Dek Wulan. Now I'm watching television. Adek what are you doing now?.

Oh yes, Dek Wulan was home at what time to teach her. "

"Adek came home as usual, five o'clock more and arrived home about six and a half. What is Yoki watching now?.

Now I'm reading a book, Mas Yoki. "

"Mas is watching opera van java.

What book is she reading right now?,"

"Mas Yoki's novel. "

"Oh, if you can find out. That's the outline of what, the novel Dek Wulan is reading right now. "

"Romansa romance Mas Yoki. "

"Keep the message of what Dek Wulan got from reading the novel. "

"Adek has not received the message Mas Yoki, because adek has not finished reading it. And this just starts a few chapters at first. "

"Oh so. What did you cook deck?. "

"Mas Yoki's shellfish shellfish. "

"Ehem. Delicious.

Deck Wulan had not eaten much. "

"No Mas Yoki. "

"Why is that. Why don't you eat a lot?. How many times have I eaten before. "

"So the deck. Indeed why Dek Wulan kok malesan to eat. "

"Snack again it's not good to eat Mas Yoki. Maybe the default is still less fit body. "

"OK deh. But Mas hopes adek should always maintain good health huh. "

"God willing Yes Mas Yoki.

Mas Yoki must also always maintain the health of Mas as well huh. "

"Yes Deck Wulan. Mas said so, because I am very sorry with Dek Wulan. And I don't want to be sick like this. Because I am very worried and worried about the state of Dek Wulan. "

"Yes Mas Yoki. Thank you for the attention you give to the adek. "

"Sip, my dear adek. One must know, which is about how serious the mas in relationship with the current adek.

And I really hope that I will always be with Dek Wulan through the rest of my life. "

"Aamiin yes rabbal'alamiin. "

"Mas is very hopeful, someday when we meet and begin our story. Somewhere new. Maybe right now I can only pray. May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala pave the way for both of us. To begin to improve the course of our lives.

God willing will always be on the path of His truth. "

"Aamiin Ya Mujibassailin's. May Allah grant us both. "

"Aamiin Allahumma Aamiin. May Allah grant us our request.

Our past is not a reference to our future Wulan Deck. Where we both will always be optimistic, by arranging the future together.

Oh yeah, does Dek Wulan still read books?. "

"Yes Mas Yoki while SMS an with mas."

"Trust your heart to me Dek Wulan. I really want to live my future together with adek.

Because really mas sure, Dek Wulan is a woman who has been craving all this time."

"Thank you, Yoki.

Mas. "

"Yes with Dek Wulan. What's the matter Wulan Deck?. "

"Adek is kangen with Mas Yoki. "

"The Same Deck Wulan. I also miss out on adek. Muachs... Muachs.. Muachs. Please don't ever stay in the box, Dek Wulan."

"God willing Mas Yoki. "

"Thank you Deck Wulan. Let's change this longing. As a spirit for both of us. To keep praying and pleading with Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. So that the two of us are given ease by Him, in His beautiful plan to bring us together. "

"Yes Mas Yoki. "

"Please have to believe. If the mas is very serious with Dek Wulan. Where mas will fight for this feeling until it becomes halal for mas. I miss you Dek Wulan. "

However, I did not reply to a message from Mas Yoki. Because I've fallen asleep.

Until Mas Yoki sent me a message.

"Is Dek Wulan asleep?. "

Mas Yoki seems to know if I overslept. And after that Mas Yoki didn't send me any more messages.

I was completely sleepy and exhausted, after taking the medicine that made my eyes stickier and asked myself to be shut.

One thing tonight that I know, if Mas Yoki keeps trying to convince myself.

That she doesn't care about my background, and loves me for who I am.

Without looking at the seedlings, weights and bebet from the background of my life.