A Pile of Misses in Words.

His fear.

Palembang, 23 January 2011.

"This morning is beautiful, Dek Wulan. Muachs. I still think about adek. Thanks for the time last night, deck.

I love you Dek Wulan, " said Mas Yoki in a message he sent at 08:13:10.

"Yes, same Mas Yoki. Wow, I seem to be very happy this morning. Hehe."

"Surely adek. Sorry, Dek last night Mas to sleep. Because I was so sleepy and tired. "

"It's okay Mas Yoki. Adek also overslept last night. And do not know if the phone is still on.Yes already, then adek shower first yes mas. "

My chat and Mas Yoki via SMS text message stopped, because me and himself continued their respective activities. 

And at 09:17:10 Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

"Has she finished her bath?. 

Don't forget to rub her clean body. So that I'll smell it good. Hehe. I love you deck."

"Daddy is done showering. What is Yoki doing now."

"Mas is struggling with the wheel of a car."

"Oh yes, then Mas Yoki just focus on driving it. Be careful, sir."

"Yes Dek Wulan, thank you deck. "

At 11:54:39 Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

"The Wulan Deck. Let's have lunch on the deck."

"Yes please Mas Yoki eat first. 

What to eat with."

"This mas is eating pecel rice. Do you want to be bribed?. "

"Hahahhaha.Mana can Mas Yoki bribe adek. We're far away."

"Yes Deck Wulan. Adek must eat a lot of yes, so that Dek Wulan does not hurt anymore. What did you cook the deck?. 

Ahem, good on the rice pecel deck. 

Come on come on over here. A.a..a.. Eems. Later if every mouthful Mas will give a bonus kiss on the forehead and cheeks, how about the deck?. "

"Well, I won't even focus on eating."

"Yes it's okay Dek Wulan. So that they eat a lot. When you're done eating, add the bonus."

"Hahahaha.Mas Yoki can just joke around. It's an extra bonus what Mas."

"extra bonus. Mas want to invite adek salat congregation together. May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala grant Mas's wish immediately. And hopefully what has become our desire, can soon become reality. Where determination in the heart of Mas, to be able to ask to be Mas's wife. Immediately directed by Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. 

Yes it's deck, let's pray dzuhur first. "

" Yes, yes."

At 22:09:41 Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

"Is Dek Wulan sure he will go to Java and commit to Mas?."

I was surprised to read a message from Mas Yoki, whom I had not yet responded to. 

Then, Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

"Is Dek Wulan able to love Mas with all the shortcomings that Mas milki?. "

I haven't been able to reply to a message from Mas Yoki. 

He sent me another message. 

" What do you expect from yourself?."

Then I returned a message from him. 

" Why did Mas Yoki suddenly ask like that?."

"Yes Mas understood that he must be confused and surprised by the message that Mas sent.

However, maybe you will often ask that question. There will always be improvement in me. Cause that's a pity with Dek Wulan."

Then Mas Yoki called me. 

Where we kept chatting and chatting until 00:05:50.

And decided to stop our conversation. Because of the drowsiness that has afflicted our respective sense of sight. 

Palembang, 24 January 2011.

 

"Later on the course no?, "a message from Mas Yoki that came in at 18:03:13.

"Today is the holiday of Mas Yoki.

Oh yes, Mas Yoki iftar is the same?. "

"It's Mas iftar with cat rice Dek Wulan."

"Yes already, then happy breaking the fast yes mas. Adek here still waiting for adzan magrib. "

"Yes Dek Wulan, I continue to break the deck first."

At 20:03:01 Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

"Hopefully everything we hope for will soon be accomplished. I love you Dek Wulan. This is Mas just arrived. Oh yeah, what are you doing now?. "

"Adek is reading Mas's book. 

Is Mas Yoki tired?. "

"Ehem, yes deck. My back is sick. 

Because from earlier Mas drove his own car back and forth. Fortunately arrived at the Mas factory in the same pijitin security guard. "

"Wah yang dong Mas. "

"Yes no deck, because after he mijitin Mas. Replace Mas who mijitin him. 

Adek has eaten again not yet. 

I'm cooking what deck. "

"Adek no longer eat Mas, already full was eating when breaking the fast. 

I was cooking asem pande Mas. 

Just take a break, and don't sleep at night. "

"Uakhhh.Wisdom is what it feels like. 

Maybe this is how it feels to have a wife. Some are paying attention and can be invited to drift to nirvana. 

I miss you Dek Wulan. Deck, Mas shower first yes later on connect again our chat."

At 20:36:29 Mas Yoki sent me another message. 

"Dec, mas, eat first huh. It's a mas eat with snapper. Oh yeah, that's why I didn't take the course."

"The schedule is changed mas, the instructor has a need and nothing to replace. "

"What time did you get home from work?. How is his kingdom. "

"So he came home at about six, not long from Mas Yoki sent an SMS message. You have to replace the schedule of friends who teach. "

"It turns out Wulan Deck work loyalty is high as well. Where is your workmate. "

"His name must be loyal. 

Adek's co-worker has a need for Mas's family."

"Wah, means adek to be the right hand of the boss adek dong. Hehe. "

"No Mas. Adek focus on the tasks and obligations of work only. Adek does not think of being the right hand of the boss and others. I have not prayed Isya."

"Yupz, that's it. It is better to focus on our work. Although sometimes there are those who feel jealous. Yes deck, this is salat. 

Salat Isya first, dear."

"Yes, please. "

"This cold will never discourage my heart and my mind. To always be at the very front of your heart Dek Wulan. 

Lack of self and physical, which sometimes makes a person change his attitude. 

May you still make sure and be able to accept it all, in yourself. 

I love you Dek Wulan."

"Love you too Mas Yoki. Come directly salat Mas, stop sending SMS first. "

"Ready Deck Wulan. Hehehe. "