A Pile of Misses in Words.

Being close.

Palembang.

Monday, 3 January 2011.

After sending a message with Mas Yoki. I feel close to him and comfortable with him.

After dawn prayers I sent him a message.

To find out if he has got up and performed the prayer or not.

the Assalamu'alaikum Warohmatulohi Westarokatuh.

Did Mas Yoki wake up at dawn?.

However, he did not immediately reply to a message from me.

And at 06:36:44 Mas Yoki just replied to a message from me.

Wa'alaikumussalam.

Sorry to reply to a late message from adek. Because it was finished dawn prayers mas directly wash clothes.

So I did not hear that there was an SMS from Adek.

Has he gone to teach?.

But I had gone to teach in tutoring and had not brought my mobile phone.

I know that Mas Yoki replied to me after I got home from work in the afternoon.

Where I directly check the incoming messages on my mobile phone.

After going home to teach.

Tired of myself faded when I got an SMS from him.

-Sore adek's. Is she home from work?.

I also immediately returned a message from him.

- Alhamdulillah already Mas.

Oh yeah Wulan wants to take a shower first.

Because soon adzan maghrib.

Wulan wants to prepare for breaking the fast.

-iya deck.

At 18:01:10 Mas Yoki sent me another message.

Surely after I finished breaking my fast and performing the Maghrib prayer.

Mas Yoki and I sent SMS back to each other.

- Open the fast with a side dish what deck.

- Layur asem pande, boiled cassava leaves and lime ice.

Has Mas Yoki taken a shower?.

-Ehem.

I've had a shower.

Why the deck.

Will you take a walk?.

- No Mas Yoki.

My sister just asked.

Anyway, how can our streets be far apart.

- Hehe.

They're just kidding.

Oh yeah now sister will teach private tutoring huh?.

Adek leaves at what time.

- Yes, soon enough.

This is going to go to mas and again want to be ready.

Yes the SMS-an is connected later again yes Mas. Wulan was afraid late.

-OK deck.

After going home to teach private lessons.

I immediately cleaned myself and changed clothes and performed prayers.

Then I sat down for a while and drank some ice from the fridge.

As soon as I finished I immediately checked my mobile phone which I did not bring when teaching private lessons.

I immediately saw if there was an incoming message from Mas Yoki for me.

And right at 22:07:36 Mas Yoki sent me a message.

have you gone home teaching?.

I came home from teaching.

I was waiting for Wulan to go home to teach?.

oh, and Wulan knows.

Indeed Wulan rose what just went home teaching private tutoring.

- Wulan teaches private lessons on foot.

Where Wulan teaches private tutoring near from home because.

Mas Yoki has eaten and prayed.

- Oh so yes.

Thank God I ate and prayed.

Are you hungry again ?.

- Not yet still full.

What is Yoki doing now?.

- Usually the night will be hungry again if the morning fasting.

This is again watching the movie Laskar Pelangi.

Adek himself is what.

- Adek is writing in a diary book.

Oh yes Mas Yoki does ngekost.

- Mas does not host the deck.

Alhamdulillah coincidence here already provided mess.

Adek is writing what?.

Wah means adek diligently nulis diary ya.

at home, I read a book.

- Good yeah.

Why don't you play with your friends?.

- Wulan is tired.

Playing with friends is also time consuming and there are no benefits.

Just hanging out is unclear.

and that's also what Adek said.

If I'm not like I used to be with friends.

At least if I'm out just playing futsal.

Oh yes if you may know Adek never dating no.

- Adik never dating mas but sister never close to someone.

- Keep telling dong to mas about the closeness of his sister with someone.

- What to tell.

- Yes the story of his closeness or now still related huh ?.

- I'm sorry that can't be told because it's the privacy of my sister.

It is no longer close because in forbidden near mother with him.

The point is he's a bad guy because in my neighborhood a lot of kids aren't right.

- Then Mas Yoki himself has a girlfriend.

- If I'm almost single this year.

He broke up because he liked other guys.

Why not at my mother's blessing. Is it a sin to tell what it is?.

Do not be in Palembang in Jogja too much like that adek.

I'm dying to find someone who's beautiful in heart.

Serious and could be a partner in my world and hereafter.

It's been hard.

But I'm sure such a figure exists.

- I do'ain hope Mas Yoki soon finds the woman of his dreams.

aamiin ya rabbal'alamiin.

If you are yourself a guy who is like what you want.

- If not wrong Wulan ever told Mas Yoki.

Same thing as the general women.

- Iya Mas know but adek will have his own reflection about the figure of the man. Well what I asked that.

- Yes according to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

Because He knows better which is best for Wulan.

- It's like resigned so anyway.

I became curious.

What events or activities are written in the diary today?.

- Not resigned.

Anyway why should I pick up. Later if the match will come alone at the right time.

Because everyone has Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala prepare their own life partners.

So do not think too much about dating or other things that will add to sin and waste time alone.

There are so many things that cannot be told.

- Ehem is also what adek said.

After all, long courtship only adds sin.

If according to Mas if it feels suitable to get married.

That's curious contents diary adek today.

- If you are curious to see your own daja.

- Which looks good.

I write anything for today .

- A lot of mas and sorry this privacy so can not be told with others.

- Emmmm.

To get to it anyway.

It's okay if you object.

My conversation with him ended just as the clock was 23:22:11.

I no longer reply to the SMS and finish writing in my diary.

Then do my habit before going to bed is to take ablution water.

However, my eyes have not been closed either. I finally took the Quran and read it.

The silence and peace I felt as the chants of the holy verses flowed through my mouth.

I continue to enjoy my Quranic tadarrus.

Where the fatigue and exhaustion that had come upon me slowly faded from my shoulders.

Not long after that, my mother woke up from her sleep.

Then rubbed my back and whispered softly.

"Not late at night, you better get to bed soon. Tomorrow you're still working, right, "ask my mother.

"Yes mom in a minute. Wulan finished reading the Quran.

After all Wulan is not sleepy yet, "I replied slowly.

My mother smiled and rubbed my head slowly, "Yes son but you also have to take care of your health."

I nodded and smiled at my mother who passed from before me.

Not long after he finished reading the Quran.

I read the do'a and lay myself on my bed to relieve my tiredness today.

My eyes looked up at the ceiling of my room.

I obeyed my mother's words and hurried to sleep.

And finally my eyes closed slowly while hugging my favorite bolster.